posted June 22, 2012 01:58 PM            

In a first dream I dream about my ant. She died about 10 years ago from breast cancer. In this dream I and my mom saw my ant with another person siting next to my uncle house. My mom started to talk to her. but when I looked at my ant, I saw something terribly wrong about her. Her eyes!!! were so cruel and wicked. I stopped my mom from talking and asked my ant to cross herself (She was christian) and she crossed herself a wrong way. What I saw was right, down, left and up.
I confronted her and said "You crossed yourself wrong who are you?" I repeated the question. and then she started to laugh.
I was not scared, but I was discussed by her laugh.
I woke up with a heavy feeling. Then I went back to sleep.
In my dream #2 I was INside of my uncle house. and I saw a figure running toward the door. I was annoyed and thought to myself. Again another weirdo. When I asked my parents did they see this figure? They said "No". All of the sudden I was sitting across this men/woman I am not sure what gender it was. and I could not move and I also noticed that NOBODY except me can see this being. We talked... about what escapes my mind but what I remember I asked this being "So you lived before" the being answered "In time of Indira". For some reason, I thought "It was probably ancient India. I asked him "but it was SOOOOO long ago did you reincarnate?" (Background: I am Buddhist so i believe in reincarnation). The being reply was "No... I was human being, we live only once". I remember I thought to myself.... "well here it goes my believe in reincarnation". I do not remember what we talked about. I do not remember if it was my time to go. But I woke up startled and concerned.
The third dream was "I was looking at the mirror and I saw my face, but it was not my face, it was ugly and covered by some horrible wounds. and It did not looked as my face, as a matter of fact it looked masculine. I picked my face and I was horrified. It seemed like I had some kind of leprosy.
This time I woke up and refused to go to bed. So I was up from 4am

posted June 24, 2012 07:54 PM            

I feel that this series of dreams you've had are fear based, meaning they are symbolic of your internal fears involving self doubt, doubt of others, a period of confusion where you're questioning things like your personal philosophies, outlook on life etc.

I wouldn't worry about the dreams themselves and just calmly continue to examine and seek. I definitely do not think they're indicative of your own physical death at all. It is much more likely that when you're done examining, you'll embrace certain beliefs and discard others. This is a very normal process that goes on ... ideally throughout one's life, and indicates growth.

I'm not a professional dream interpreter. Just intuitive as I myself have a very active and vivid dream life.

posted June 28, 2012 01:35 AM            

From my own interpretation, I think that you are feeling guilt of believing something that the rest of your family doesn't believe in. Your aunt dying was a door to worrying about what was going to happen after her death which is why weird things were happening in your dreams to her.