posted August 13, 2012 07:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Emsie:
I meant when I was running, and he came after me like 'don't run away from me"... But yeah, what did he do in front of my flat?!

I think this applies to my life as well, because currently I feel like running away from this love situation (Synastry aspects show that we might stifle each other - Saturn sq. Sun PLUS we might have misunderstanding, deception etc. - Mercury sq. Neptune) and these things scared me a little bit!

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Today he only said hello, but continued his usual "all over me" ritual... When we started the work shift, then he came in and started to talk to a lady nearby, and a few times he was also walking there... And the usual "he's watching me" feeling... Unfortunately he wasn't in for a long time, because 2 hours after we start afternoon shift, his ends.

Then I finally came home, and checked out facebook, and I saw he liked one of his ex-girlfriend's video! I might overreact, but I got so upset (no excuses, I have Venus in Scorpio, so I DO get jealous and upset!) This 17 year old childish girl is really an attention seeker, and maybe she has some intentions to get T back!
So, my insecurity took the main role, and I started to think that because T liked her video, he's still interested in her! But no comments and anything...
Now I start to see the whole situation like if T wanted to be only nice... And I heard that Scorpios don't really take their exes back! I hope it's true!
For me (as a Scorp ASC, Venus and Pluto) if something's over, it's REALLY over and no chance of turning back to old things and habits!

posted August 13, 2012 07:54 PM            

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Originally posted by Emsie:
Today he only said hello, but continued his usual "all over me" ritual... When we started the work shift, then he came in and started to talk to a lady nearby, and a few times he was also walking there... And the usual "he's watching me" feeling... Unfortunately he wasn't in for a long time, because 2 hours after we start afternoon shift, his ends.

Then I finally came home, and checked out facebook, and I saw he liked one of his ex-girlfriend's video! I might overreact, but I got so upset (no excuses, I have Venus in Scorpio, so I DO get jealous and upset!) This 17 year old childish girl is really an attention seeker, and maybe she has some intentions to get T back!
So, my insecurity took the main role, and I started to think that because T liked her video, he's still interested in her! But no comments and anything...
Now I start to see the whole situation like if T wanted to be only nice... And I heard that Scorpios don't really take their exes back! I hope it's true!
For me (as a Scorp ASC, Venus and Pluto) if something's over, it's REALLY over and no chance of turning back to old things and habits!

I shouldn't let anxiety take 1st place in my life! Fact is fact, I felt like running away, but I know I have to quit this if I want to know his true intentions!

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posted August 16, 2012 05:26 PM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
It's nearly 2:00 AM for you, are you just getting off work?

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posted August 16, 2012 07:13 PM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
If you brush him off, stop following him on Facebook, stop looking his way at work, and simply stop paying attention to him, if he has a true feeling for you, not lust or male piggishness, but something real, then he will communicate that to you by asking you out. Men typically want what they can't have and if you make it known that he can have you, the fun in the chase is over and he'll turn his attention elsewhere. That's men for you. Keep him interested by not paying attention to what he does.

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I did exactly this, and it did wonders on Tuesday! Wow!

When I went down the stairs he was standing there and watched people checking their bracelets (we must wear one) and I saw him looking "over his shoulder" several times, he was totally silent, then I passed him by - I didn't pay any attention, and after that he immediately went so "vocal"! He tried to be funny and said everyone to check those bracelets otherwise they'd be spanked! I only gave him a funny look! We began the work shift and I asked my neighbor lady if she saw T on the stairs, because she came in later, but she didn't see him! (I guess he followed me in)
In 30 minutes he stopped at me and we were chatting for at least half an hour (I think it was more!), he told me that he wants to start exercising and working out and if I like muscular men, he even told me what he did on Monday (he hardly ever tells anything about himself - typical Scorp), we even talked about likes and dislikes...
And I was watching body language, he even gazed so deep in my eyes when I let him! Those Scorpionic eyes - blackish-brownish with some kind of shade of dark green!!! Never seen such eyes before! And indeed, he acted cool, but I saw that infamous intensity and passion! He seemed like he showed/revealed a "little something" through his eyes, but then suddenly felt a bit uncomfortable - less eye contact, but he stayed there and picked a screw-driver to "fix" things on my desk... He was really sweet! After that I told him I'd send him a pic on Facebook - he loves football, and I played football a few years ago...

BUT! Because every coin has 2 sides! These days T started to act rather confusing... Yesterday he only came and said hello (in a very sweet way), but then I noticed him talking to another girl! (She's the friend of the spinster who used and backstabbed me before, she's the one at the machine behind us!) They were talking for about 30 minutes... At lunch break I heard she said something about the slippers (she works at an entirely different section of the factory, but I can still see her), which I think now are actual on that section as well... She also mentioned that he finally noticed her hair being dyed after several weeks... Her voice was like if she didn't take him seriously...

And today I only get a glance from T, he came in, stopped nearby, then he was stopped by a man - and T was in a position of looking my way if this makes any sense...

So, lately this whole "thing" is pretty on and off, he didn't even show any activity on Facebook since we last talked... And there's something which is bothering me a little bit:

His religion is Baptism (mine Catholic) and did some researc and asking regarding to this - I was told he's rather religious, he takes it rather seriously (the man I asked said they played football together in a group and they had to pray before it)! The other guy I asked said that T has some swagger, so naturally he goes and talks to nearly everyone (I think T likes to know if he's still charming and etc. and maybe this is the way he expresses himself)!
And what I found not surprised me pretty much, because his religion tells not to live s*xual life before marriage (I guess he's serious about this as well, because the guy I asked told me it's possible very much!)

posted August 16, 2012 09:58 PM            

Have a great evening!

posted August 22, 2012 04:03 PM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
Time will tell. Time always tells.

Have a great evening!

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posted August 26, 2012 03:39 AM            

I saw a rather weak tornado or I'd call it dust devil next to a graveyard where I saw only a few graves. And there were firefighters and paramedics coming and going... Then I woke up!