posted July 30, 2012 03:41 AM            

First of all I was in a foreign country with my ex bf and some of his friends, and some other people. I often felt I had to stay with the strangers, and he had to stay with his friends, but I wanted to be with him. I think I was trying to be cool about it, as I wanted the other people to like me. Then I went to a toilet and peed all over the floor. I was embarrassed, and someone tried to get in so I just peed more in a corner away from the door lol. I was chocked at the amount of pee too. I noticed I had light blue pants on, very pretty. I just took the pants up even if that meant I had to go out with pee on me. After that I was standing in a hallway and realized I couldn't pretend not missing him. For some reason we were supposed to sing a song together ( I think) but because I peed myself I had to get home to change.

Then I am driving in a car with my mum and a cat is following the car. It is my ex being a cat with earthy colors (Yesterday I was reading a lot about cats and the evolutionary reasons for how the behave towards people, and I am convinced that cat can feel love towards us. Maybe that's why he showed up as a cat in my dream.) I saw him from the window of the car and a part of me wanted close my eyes and just flow/jump out of the window. My mum said if I tried to do that, he would come to me and try to save me and it would be impossible for him to let me go.

Then I woke up having a little melody in my mind, it is so nice but I don't know where it is from. It is calming though and I feel it relates to the dream. Any ideas what it means?

posted July 31, 2012 04:19 AM            

This dream is about a foreign/unknown aspect of yourself or your psyche (foreign country), an unrecognized aspect of yourself pertaining to your ex-boyfriend. The separation between you and he in the dream symbolizes the experience of your ex breaking off the relationship (he is with friends, you are with strangers).

You have long held back your feelings/emotions and are in need of releasing them (peeing all over). You are not fully aware of the extent to which you have been holding these feelings back (shocked at amount of pee). The dream makes this clear when, after you pee/release you "realized I couldn't pretend not missing him".

You are not fully in control of your feelings about this situation (your mom is driving), and you are right about your ex being a cat ... you are holding on to the possibility that he can still love you.

The melody is calming and feels nice because it is energy being provided by your unconscious self to help you heal. There is releasing and healing to be done.

Does this make sense?