posted August 19, 2012 12:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
@Manticore,

Ok I will prep the cards. 

Umm... Why do all these animals hate puppies so what will next years animal bring?

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Sounds good!

They don't ALL hate puppies lol, just Rooster and Dragon...

Next year is Snake! lol

posted August 19, 2012 12:15 AM            

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Originally posted by ail221:
Yes its similar accompanied by sleep paralysis even nausea

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How interesting, thank you .

posted August 19, 2012 12:31 AM            

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Originally posted by TheManticore:

Sounds good!

They don't ALL hate puppies lol, just Rooster and Dragon...

Next year is Snake! lol

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And what will the snake bring the pup? Another puppy

You know when the last year of the dog came about. Nothing good happened to me. It was actually pretty bad

posted August 19, 2012 12:56 AM            

Are these dreams about your soul mate? 

Hermit clarifying card: 10 of cups rx (reversed) = the issue

For me, the hermit is not a clear yes/no. It's more like a time out, a pause in time. interesting he is #9 in tarot. 

He is telling you that these dreams are for you to seriously think about/dissect as there is an important message you are missing. You need to look within to find the missing clues. The dreams are like little bread crumbs to your inner workings of what you need to find happiness. Cups are emotions. Reversed means feelings of loss. The 10 of cups is completion. Family. Happiness. Abundance. Pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Reversed means You are feeling lost/ scattered emotionally. I think you feel empty and a longing for a companion. Partnerships and possible the failure of a past one has affected you enough that it brought your happy go lucky self down. It has been at the back of your mind for quite a while. It was deep felt setback and it subconsciously made you take 2 steps back instead of forward. I know you said you are trying to reconnect with distant relatives, the 10 of cups rx also represents emotional distance in family members, unions etc.  I think this effort on your part, regardless of the outcome will bring you a lot of answers and peace. Peace in the sense that you are being proactive in bringing about emotional closure in regards to familial ties. 

King of Wands clarifying card: the star = the querent

The king of Wands is you. He is represented by fire signs, Leo, sag, Aries. Wands are passion. Your drive. Think the planet mars. That kind of energy lol. This king is a very passionate lively sorta fellow. He is robust and likes having a good time. He is determined but has a boyish charm about him. Next to the star, it makes him a romantic. Hopeful. He has high dreams and ideals set out for himself. 

The star and hermit are both very slow cards. Talking snail pace here. 

The lovers = choices

you have some choices coming up for you. Looks like maybe past failures and setbacks won't hold you back for long. You will feel more in control of the direction of your life, dreams, I think if you are serious about finding your soulmate your dreams provide a clue that will trigger inner answers and once you connect the dots with your reality it will lead you down a path that will help you feel more in control.

When will you meet your soulmate. 

The strength card is a spiritual goal card. Its also female energy driven. It's about being in control of your fears. About facing the darkness within us all and coming to terms with it. It's about owning your actions and taking decisive action to control your destiny. To take charge of your dreams and running with it and leaving doubts behind. I think a lot of he answers you seek are with a female friend or perhaps embracing the romantic/vulnerability within yourself. The infinity symbol above her head is also an 8 so it might be 8 months before you have a small "aha" moment in regards to your dream an your life. 

Do you have a soulmate. 

Queen of cups

posted August 19, 2012 10:01 PM            

Sorry for not getting back to you, I have been busy today.

I will respond thoroughly to this as soon as I can .

posted August 20, 2012 03:27 PM            

Thanks again for the great reading!

Again sorry .

As soon as I am finished moving I will get back to you on this I promise!

posted August 21, 2012 03:03 PM            

No problem. Work is keeping me busy so my free time has been limited.

posted August 25, 2012 11:58 PM            

Hey! I'm back! lol

So tomorrow I will respond to this lol FINALLY!

posted August 27, 2012 08:14 PM            

Awesome!!! Iam ready to hear your feedback

posted August 28, 2012 08:15 PM            

Interesting that you got the "hermit" card, as I have been called that a few times in the last couple years. lol

I agree with the "bread crumbs" theory, I believe that my dreams are trying to unconsciously tell me what it is that will make me feel happy.

"Pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Reversed means You are feeling lost/ scattered emotionally."

^^^Very interesting, this sounds a lot like my moon in the 9th, emotionally (moon) feel lost and can't find my purpose (9th). The end of the rainbow thing sounds very much like it as well, that is also an unattainable treasure, you think it relates to my constant "grass is always greener on the other side" feelings?

"I think you feel empty and a longing for a companion."

^^^I have felt this since I was about 13 so... I don't know if that applies any more so now lol

"Partnerships and possible the failure of a past one has affected you enough that it brought your happy go lucky self down. It has been at the back of your mind for quite a while. It was deep felt setback and it subconsciously made you take 2 steps back instead of forward. "

^^^This is very true, especially the most recent failures that I have had, when I considered myself to be a better judge of character and more confident. It doesn't help with rebuilding the ego .

It is also good to hear about the family thing, I would like to get closure and work things out as much as possible .

posted August 28, 2012 08:17 PM            

"The star and hermit are both very slow cards. Talking snail pace here."

^^^So you think that those are things I will slowly attain then? Or will slowly come to pass?

"you have some choices coming up for you. Looks like maybe past failures and setbacks won't hold you back for long. "

^^^"crosses fingers" lol

"Its also female energy driven"

^^^Do you think maybe this means that SHE will decide when we meet? Or she initiates the relationship?

"The infinity symbol above her head is also an 8 "

^^^This may be a stupid question but whose head? Is that on the card?

"The queen of cups is water ruled. Cups are emotions. So even tho she is intelligent she is compassionate and an emotional creature. A very feminine "girly" kinda girl."

^^^First off I agree totally . Second, this sounds a lot like the sign of Cancer does it not?

"Do you have a soulmate. Yes. "

^^^Best part of the whole thing lol

BTW sorry my response is so huge

posted August 28, 2012 08:21 PM            

BTW the move went ok, nothing is broken or ruined. I am now in the phase of wondering if I made the right decision... but hopefully soon things will be more clear to me.

P.S. I finally got back to your dog/ox question in the brown owl school, just FYI in case you missed it .

posted September 07, 2012 03:18 AM            

Lol iam here!!! Iam sorry ive been busy with work... Unreal lol and dealing with my guy. I got some answers sorta...

I dont think it has anything to do with love per se... But more like he thinks i lied to him and a few other mis interps. Plus my whole change of direction in my career left him a bit frazzled and uneasy specially since it could potentially affect my finances and at 30 he thinks its too high of a risk for me to take/gamble... He wants a stable responsible partner. He hopes my goal is not a dream, but wishes i would stick with something more stable and go back to school and get my Master's.

So thats it. Thats what has been plaguing us this wholle time. Idk what the future holds anymore our values may just be too different at 30

I hope the reading resonated well with you. The hermit and star card are slow but more like slow and steady progress... Think saturn lol

posted September 07, 2012 03:31 AM            

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Originally posted by TheManticore:
I have never told anyone this except my father, so... yeah

Ok, so over the past 4 years I have had about 20 of what I would call "Soul Mate" dreams.

In every dream I don't see her face, like it is blurred or just not there. Also in every dream she has a totally different appearance/body. Sometimes she will be petite with brown hair, other times 5'10 athletic with blonde hair lol.

In every dream I don't realize or know that it is "her" until she touches me in some form. Then it is like I "just know" that it is her, and I am immediately flooded with feelings of peace and fulfillment. Also, in every dream we never actually speak to each other, like we have this mutual understanding, we just sit with or walk with each other and always maintain some form of physical contact.

Lastly, in every dream I meet her in a social setting. Like I am at a party or some kind of gathering and I get introduced to her by people I know, or just bump into her etc.

I would LOVE any and all interpretations given! Thank you for reading

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posted September 07, 2012 11:52 AM            

I'm sorry to hear that , but at the same time I am glad you got some answers . If he doesn't support you in your decisions then he is probably not the right guy for you anyway . Plus, you said it yourself, it is what "he wants" not what you want .

It did, thank you so much . I even copied it down for future reference . Saturn huh? But I HATE Saturn lol

"And i think she will pursue or be the more dominant one in the relationship/courtship. You can say you might be whipped lol"

^^^Well, I can't say I would mind lol. I do have Leo DSC and Sun and Mars in the 7th hehe. Although it can't be to the point where it emasculates my manhood... cause my Leo don't like that lol

posted September 07, 2012 12:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Simunye:
It seems to me your dreams is pretty much speaking for itself TheManticore. It tells you not to worry because when you meet her you will KNOW her. All the different looks could point to the fact that you might have KNOWN her in previous life's also just by touching and knowing!
Nice dreams...
Love and light and God bless, Simunye

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Thank you Simunye

I agree, and I certainly hope that that is the case and it comes to pass . It is hard to believe though when it obviously hasn't happened yet!?! lol

posted September 07, 2012 08:18 PM            

Yeah it feels good to be back but I have a lot on my plate right now but I will try and log on more frequently if your email is on your profile I'll shoot you an email and we can keep in touch better that way.

He does support my ways but he is a businessman at heart lol he is looking out for my benefit so I don't dig myself into a financial hole. I've said this before, he is my anchor and brings me back to reality when I need it. I may not like his pessimistic view on my goal but from a business standpoint it's honest and sound. He is a realist and Iam a bit of a dreamer.

posted September 07, 2012 08:48 PM            

That's fine, do what you can . Just nice you're back . I thought posting of emails was against the board rules??

Ah ok, well it still seems as if he is not taking into consideration your feelings a lot of the time, which is something your little moon in cancer needs .

Yeah I totally agree . Telling me what to do is not cool, but I have no problem with letting a women who knows what she is doing make the decisions .

posted September 07, 2012 08:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
@Manticore,

Oh and I was wondering if you would read a syn/comp chart for me. Iam curious about something and someone please and thank you

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Ummm... OF COURSE! lol

posted September 07, 2012 09:10 PM            

Yeah he hasn't been considering my feelings lately. But now that I know what's wrong with him lol Iam back to familiar territory and know how to handle him better. I really thought he didn't love me and that really hurt me but I know better now. Iam not sure what the future holds for us but atleast Iam not worrying and being sad over it anymore, well atleast not too much

posted September 07, 2012 09:30 PM            

No problem "dog" hehe

Btw you didn't answer my email question, is it against the rules or no?

It sounds like you are progressing through it just fine to me, considering what you have been through . Yeah, I don't know if us water moons really totally get over anything lol

Well, to me strength is something that you are both born with, and also something you learn. So she has to have an inner resiliency so much so that I can trust her to always have my back no matter what. I need to know I can rely on her to stay with and stand up for me in tough times, always be there to help out, and take care of my/our children and protect them etc. I would actually prefer it if she has been through a lot of hard things like myself, then I know for sure that she has the strength to stick it out and recover from things. Self-control I would also consider a necessary strength. Another thing that bothers me about a lot of women, is that for some reason they think being feminine and crying for example is not attractive or "strong". I guess what I am saying is that I want a woman who is strong and confident in being a woman, so she has no problem with expressing her femininity . I think that about covers it lol