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virgolotus
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posted December 20, 2012 11:46 PM

I dreamt of this 2 night ago when the moon was in Pisces in my 5th..
I was at a foster care which gave air to the day care I would go to as a kid in real life. In my dream I was in foster care because my mom couldn't take care of me so I was there until 18. Throughout my whole dream I was about 5 then grew to about 8 years old. Okay...
I was in foster care with other little kids and we were sitting in bleechers and I was at the top telling off all the other little kids and cussing and being a brat and not wanting to get along with any of them. The woman in charge made me change seats so she made me sit down on a lower level of the bleechers next to some kid I told off so I sat down next to him and smacked him on the head because his hair was funny. I asked him why his hair was like that and he said, "Because I'm him" and he pointed at his lunchbox that had a picture of a superhero with the same hair. I remember thinking that was cool that he idealized a superhero and wanted to be like him so I let him be my friend. We went on a field trip and both the kid and I got lost and we were walking on the streets together I was guiding him and trying to protect him because he was younger than me I think. We were searching for the foster care home and we ended up at a house that looked similar to it so we went inside and there was a woman feeding a baby but I got the vibes that they were mentally unstable and the tv was showing home videos of a kid his mom. My friend sat down and watched those videos and realized that was him when he was a baby but I told him that we had to go because I felt that it was best we go back to the foster home because his family was unstable. So we left and I grabbed a baseball bat to protect us while we wonder the streets----
Suddenly I remember we were in a truck and my mom was driving and the kid I was with was my grandma now.. I still felt the need to protect her and get us home to the foster home. We passed by a worn down black apartment/hotel building because we wanted to use my friend's phone so the foster care people would pick us up and take us home. My cousin lived there aswell with her 'mom' (it didn't look like my aunt). My cousin was young like I was in my dream and her mom was supposedly a witch that didn't like me nor my grandma. I helped my grandma down and the woman/witch was outside and she was drunk and she started barfing TONS and some got on my shoe. Then my cousin came outside and saw her barfing and started barfing aswell. My grandma and I were scared so we went inside to my friend's house. We were sitting on a couch and my friend's mom had called the foster care people so we were just waiting for our ride back home.. All of the sudden I start crying saying "We're finally at a HOME" in spanish and I woke up crying really loud with a lot of sentiment. It was weird...

There could be many meanings but I wanted to know what you guys think.. by you guys I mean Ra since that's the only person who gives insight.
Thanks xoxo

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Ra
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From: Kentucky
Registered: May 2009

posted December 22, 2012 03:01 AM

Hello virgolotus

I'm not the only one who gives insight, I'm just the most regular at the moment.

Are you feeling somehow abandoned by your family right now?

Are you feeling lost?

What or who do you feel like you need to protect?

There is something going on in your life which is evoking a lot of emotion ... what is it?

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