posted January 02, 2013 09:41 AM            

It started off when me and my good friend ran out of our caravan down the street of a local city only to find that we were both naked. Lets call my friend Ross. "Ross" I yell at him, "I can't do this I'm completely naked". He continues to run ignoring my discomfort. We pass a small cottage with a clothes line hanging out side with damp clothes attached to it. We approach and drag the wet clothing down, covering ourselves in the oversized, uncomfortable material. Suddenly from nowhere my other friend runs towards us -also naked- she pulls down more of the damp clothes and forces herself into them. She then hastily pulls the rest of the clothes off the washing line in a sort of a frenzy while me and Ross try and encourage her to leave. It turns out it's too late and the house owners are looking out of their window at us. My friend 'Lauren' then chooses to tell us that she knows these people. Ross makes a run for it. Me and Lauren are left to explain ourselves feeling very guilty. They forgive us fairly quickly but I soon feel the need to leave their company , things are just getting uncomfortable. I walk home to my village and pass another friends house on the way there. I thought it had just been abandoned, there was a rumour circulating that I had been living in this house so the house is vandalised by people with an extreme dislike of me. I enter into the mansion and my friend `Craig` welcomes me. He is sat with a large dog and doesn't question my appearance. My parents are sat in the living room. They look on disaprovingly while Craig's parents explain my situation (somehow his mother just knows) nobody says anything. I leave for home again and find Ross amoungst a group of random people. We have a brief conversation and someone asks if I'm his girlfriend. We both say no (I am not in real life) the rest of their conversation is communicated through sign language and I am completely confused. I go and sit beside a random girl holding a child, the girl becomes hostile towards me we begin to physically fight one another. Soon everyone notices and looks at us disgusted.

posted January 09, 2013 04:18 AM            

Debby and I are seeing the same things here.

You, and possibly some of your friends, have done something which your parents and others would view with disgust and disapproval. You feel exposed, guilty, and uncomfortable. You have "vandalized" yourself or your body in some way and you are confused about others' reactions to it and possibly your own feelings about it.