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posted July 08, 2013 04:23 PM            

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I do not even want to talk about it, because it's so gross! But this is the 3rd time this has happened. I'm noticing these pattens.

Okay so here it goes...
I have dreams where I am basically having explosive craps on the toilet.

and then when I wake up from that dream I later hear news from a loved one that makes me upset!

I had that a dream again...And I just knew that meant some bad news was coming to me and that there is nothing I can do about it. And a while ago a loved one told me news that is not good for me today.

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posted July 09, 2013 09:52 AM            

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Have they stopped?

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posted July 09, 2013 11:22 AM            

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This somehow reminds me of the Tower card. I'm pretty sure if you'd pull some tarot cards in waking life, the Tower would be among them.

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posted July 09, 2013 02:57 PM            

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I think it actually works the other way around Stawr. You are releasing the amount of crap. Could indicate you are putting up with too much from people. That's what you notice irl. That's reflected back to you.
Or at least that's my take on this. If you recognise the 'crap' irl first and handle it (drawing clear boundaries) then it doesn't come to this point, because you dealt with it before the errr...shall we say explosion?
Hope this resonates. Bye

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posted July 10, 2013 11:17 AM            

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Yeah they have stopped.

Interesting I don't know much about Tarot.

Yeah I see truth in that Twirl. From people I know telling me what I should do with my life.

From feeling like I can't plan other things this summer cause long distance guy want's to spend a lot of time with me this summer, just like last year. But there have been quite a few delays in the planning and sometimes it drives me nuts...leaving me in a constant suspense.

Yeah he told me the day I posted this that he is thinking of just coming home instead of flying me out to his place. I was upset even if I was over reacting. Cause many his friends are jealous that I picked him over someone else. And now his friends that use to be my friends too...attempt to isolate me and exclude me. I don't wanna share. So to me it didn't sound as good as going out there...thinking it would be nice to spend time with him away from that crap.
But anyways on the phone that night he told me that even though he will be home, that he still wants to plan an awesome trip with me. That would be great!
But it's still not set in stone. That's all I've been wanting this whole summer!
But I've been working on putting myself fist, planning school and other fun things to do with my summer in the meantime, and whatever happens I can let this control my mood and happiness anymore.
I don't wanna be a girl that waits around for a guy, but I feel like I am put into that situation. I don't like it. I've just been excepting that I have no control over this...and I need to focus more on this I can control.

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posted July 10, 2013 11:25 AM            

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The same day I had this dream, I got another warning dream.

I was going to the airport to see him my parents dropped me off but grabbed the wrong suit case. One that was smaller and empty. I tried to get my parents to come back but they where all ready too far away. And for some reason there was barbed wire around the place.
And I'm pretty sure I started crying.

Woke up like "ugh...why am I having these dreams" Especially since the past few days he's been talking about having me out there.

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posted July 10, 2013 11:35 AM            

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But when I talked to him that night and told me how he still really wants to have a special trip with me. I felt so much better.

And then had a better dream. We where sitting on a beach at night together. Then I say I'll be right back cause I have to use the restroom. And as I'm walking to the beach house, I get a text message from him. I read it and it says. "I love you"

So thankful I had that dream, I really needed that after those other ones I had the night before.

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