posted July 25, 2013 03:21 PM            

[u]The first dream of him[/u], was unexpected; he appeared suddenly but not abruptly and as usual we hit it off great. Time passes and I'm determined to find a hotel, I eventually find one and eager to get inside the room. Once in the room, no more then past the front door I turn around and grab the collar of his shirt and kiss him with great passion. Time passes and I'm sitting next to him on a love seat, resting my head on his shoulder with a blanket pulled all the way up to my chin. Time passes, and a surge of excitement courses through me to which I rip off the crotch part of my pants. Although sex did not occur we end up leaving the hotel in search of a new one. Then the dream ended when I go into the washroom in the new hotel room.

[u]The second dream[/u], of him had felt as if he was there from the beginning because I remember him being around me the whole time. We're enjoying each other's company, and progressively things get more serious. It all started with a kiss; he was telling a joke, but the punchline was a kiss. To which follows with him confessing how much he loves being around me and I make him feel like no one ever could, but he faces a dilemma because he has a girlfriend (he does in waking life). I agree with the same feelings. That's all that was remembered.

*Not long after I receive a text message from him saying:

"Hey (Polyhemnia), I'm sorry I've been ignoring you and I suppose I should be honest, I'm worried that if I spend too much time talking and hanging out with you it will end sexually, and I love my girlfriend too much to let that happen, you are very attractive (Polyhemnia), and I know your intentions aren't completely innocent, and despite our past and my libido, this isn't a relationship I'm interested in ruining, I'm sorry to ignore you, but there's the reason for it

(Polyhemnia) in replace of my name

[u]Finally the most resent dream of him[/u], occurred last night. All I remember was talking to him, significantly about a supposed dream I had previous involving him and portals. Later I congratulate him on his girlfriend's pregnancy. That's all that was remembered.

So any opinions on all this?

posted July 26, 2013 09:39 AM            

Its not unusual to dream about a first love. The impressions left upon us from that first love often follow us throughout our lives.

Is there anything lacking in your current relationship?

Do you compare (perhaps subconsciously) other relationships with your first?

There could also be some unfinished emotional business with the first love which would bring him up in present dreams.

What do you think?