posted September 06, 2013 11:13 PM            

I think he's a nice guy... Lately in this last month, we have been having to go to each other for one reason or another for work related issues..
Before the dream, I felt like he was always pulling me away from my work, so I could help him with something..
I then realized that I have been doing the same thing..
It's just these things keep happening, that I needed to go to him for...
No biggie, though.. We we help the other than go back to work...

I don't remember much about the dream, I know for a fact it was him, and it was very sexual.

So now after the dream, I find my self checking him out, and hummm curious.
Omg I'm so embarrassed, cuz idk if he notices or not. I haven't been able to stop looking at well his region..
Now I feel sexually attracted to him...

I'm sure it will pass, I have no intentions doing anything on it in anyway... But damn dream, messed up my head..

Btw.. Oddly this guy is not my normal type..
I'm never attracted to his general type..

posted September 06, 2013 11:30 PM            

For some crazy strange reason, I've had these "karmic" relationships with guys with certain letter in their name.

It got so bad in my younger years, I swore off any and all men with these certain initials..
They always seem to have this same theme going..

My craziest relationships have been with the double initial.
Double letter means first and last name.
Gem has the double letter
Fishy has the double letter
Now this, I'm afraid of this initials... Lol