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posted October 19, 2013 04:24 PM            

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I apologise about that awful title.I couldn't think about what to call this thread so that was the best my warped mind could come up.

In my dream I went in to into my bathroom.I sat down to use the toilet.I did my business and I happened to look down and I couldn't believe what I saw In the the toilet where lots of tadpoles swimming around.The dream really freaked me out.
I have some theories about the dream.One of them is that it was my subconscious mind was trying to tell that I had some sort of health problem that I had been ignoring or that I had to change my habits in order to become healthy.In my real life my diet isn't great and I recently had a health problem that I had thought was treated.
I have also been wondering If this dream had some sort of religious or spiritual meaning.I read somewhere that frogs symbolise cleansing,renewal,rebirth,fertility,abundance,transformation and metamorphosis.
I also happened to notice that asteroid Hapshepsut and Hekate were both conjunct Chiron in Cancer in the 9th house.The weird thing was that I read that the Egyptian Frog headed Goddess Heqet was depicted in Hapshepsut's birth colannade in her mortuary temple.Another strange coincidence was that some people seem to think that the Heqet was linked to Hecate. I don't believe they are the same Goddess and there is no solid proof that they were the same Goddess but I do think it was a very freaky coincidence that Hapshepsut and Hecate a Goddess speculated to be the same the Goddess as Heqet where both conjunct Chiron who associated with healing.Another thought entered my head about the plague of frogs that God had sent when the pharaoh defied him.Even though I have theories about the dream I still don't know what to think.I don't really know if it was positive or negative dream.I wonder if it is a warning for me to change my ways or if it indicates my life will go through positive changes or if it is just my mind playing with me because I know that I real life I need to make a positive change.What do you Knowflakes think about it?

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posted October 20, 2013 01:59 PM            

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Hi,

Can you remember how you felt about this in the dream?
Where were you? (toilet at home? Somewhere else?)
Was it light or dark?

Toilet dreams are common when we are cleansing ourself from things we no longer need in our lifes. It's a literal release.

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posted October 20, 2013 03:57 PM            

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Hi twirl and thanks for replying.

I felt disgusted and amazed at the same.I felt disgusted because the thought that these creatures were living inside of me.I have always been fascinated by nature and loved animals even since I was young but I hate hearing stories about creatures that can survive inside human beings.I was amazed because I have never heard of any amphibians that lay there eggs inside human beings.I couldn't help but wonder how they survived in my insides.This will sound really weird but I guess I wondered if I had given birth to them and they were more than just creatures that needed a host.I felt like I was their mother.
All of this took place in my bathroom at night and the bathroom light was on so I could clearly see everything.

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posted October 20, 2013 04:18 PM            

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Hmmm....
Did you recently start working with your emotions? Working through them and actively try to heal areas of your life?

The symbolism sounds very personal.
So I think what may help you is to start associating what you think of toads (or frogs). They are different. One is lving on the land, the other is combining both elements (water & earth).
If you indeed started working on your emotional health, than it actually does feel like something 'stuck', 'was fertile' (eggs). So in that case it is more like a treasure: you got rid of most that was unneeded, but also took something out of it.
Or did you finally got rid of something that should not have been there (being a host).
Again, it totally depends on how you see frogs/cold blooded animals.

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posted October 20, 2013 06:18 PM            

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I have recently made more of an attempt to improve my emotional health.I have been trying to do it for years but I haven't made as much progress as I would have liked to.There are still some areas in my life that need healing.I also feel I don't just need to heal myself but to learn some new skills and find my place in the world.I need to evolve into a more powerful improved version of myself.I never really disliked frogs or cold blooded creatures I just wasn't really drawn to them.I do think that snakes and crocodiles are incredible creatures though. The frog turning into a prince comes to mind when I think about them.I guess I shouldn't really be surprised that tadpoles appeared in my dreams. I think they represent my need to transform myself.I think they represent duality and my changeable nature.They may also may represent the more feminine side of my personality.I actually think I was their biological parent.I think it may symbolise that I need to be more caring and nurturing.I do have a feminine personality its just sometimes im just a bit cold blooded at times.Perhaps I need to be less self centred. I can be really caring and loving to friends,family and animals and be really cruel to my enemies.Although I do only nurture the things that I want to and I have absolutely no desire to become a parent and I am not fond of children.I can really identify with trickster and shapeshifter archtypes.

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