posted December 01, 2013 05:05 AM            

What was less pleasant is that I dreamt I was really really insulted by my old high school friend. It's an ugly story, but basically it goes like this: we had a mutual friend no.1 (MF1) and mutual friend no.2 (MF2) and she was going out of her way to make them just her friends without them being mine. Like she would really use dirty tricks such as telling MF2 I called her this and that (even though she had been saying much worse things about her), so anyway, as I tried the same on MF1 upon learning what was going on, suddenly I was the lying b*tch whereas she was an innocuous angel. If truth be told, I have never had a flare for foul play, and I basically suffered from not being good enough, bc she was an expert and apparently more convincing despite the fact that she was 20 worse than me in that [unseemly] episode. And MF1 chose her over me as well. Oh, MF2 chose me over her and mad she was I wish I could describe how mad

All of this was like 12 years ago and suddenly I dreamed about her again, her seedy unwashed sweaters, her bad skin and she was shouting at me and calling me all sorts of names. Ok, if truth be told I was trying to insult her back in the dream but I could feel I was losing this awful battle. I was jaded when I woke up.

So what could it be? Is it about me?

posted December 04, 2013 04:37 AM            

I'm a little confused …

posted December 04, 2013 09:59 AM            

My style of writing does tend to be all over the place

posted December 09, 2013 04:25 AM            

Have you been involved in a name calling or insult situation recently? A personality conflict?