posted March 05, 2014 10:48 AM            

Same day a bit later....someone is having a baby shower...it seems like it's my brothers wife but I'm not sure? Then I also get the impression I'm having one but everyone is keeping it a secret from me...in the dream I feel confused because why would they have a baby shower for someone who isn't pregnant?
But I know im needing to go buy a gift for my brothers wife(in real life she is not able to have babies due to medical issues)
I want to buy her something but every time I try to call the baby store to see if they are open I can't get through....
Then my next door neighbor shows up at door, (my real life old chiropractor from years ago) he's an old man but he asks me if I want to go to the baby store with him, he wants to get my "sister" something for her shower....I'm confused because how does he know my "sister"?
I agree because I need to go a anyway!
We get there, I walk in and there's my guy with his back to me at the register buying something! I'm staring wondering what he's doing...he turns around and sees me, then sees the old guy I'm with and looks at little upset!
I think surely he can't think I'm with this old guy and be jealous?
I smile and try to reassure him then I tell him I went to try to find his number in his truck and his truck was open and the keys were in the ignition, he still seems a little disturbed by the old man but he tells me yes that's the way I like it!
I look at him and start to ask about what he bought but he notices and won't let me get it out, instead he smiles and then he quickly waves good bye and runs out the door.

posted March 09, 2014 07:28 PM            

Any specifics here elude me, but there is a repeating theme … secrecy and confusion. At the time of the dream, were you particularly confused about some waking life situation? Was/is there something that doesn't make sense to you? Do you feel like there is something being intentionally kept from you?

posted March 10, 2014 02:07 PM            

But then again I'm having insecurity dreams a lot right now, I just had a dream last night I moved and my parents moved in with me. My step dad was back, he left my mom when I was 19....he disappeared out of my life to!
I miss him so much, he's the only man(other than my friend) who was always there n showed he cared.
Maybe I'm just missing feeling someone is there for me and I'm cared about, both these guys made me feel protected...so maybe that's all it is, Idk?

posted March 12, 2014 04:32 AM            

I have some comments on the first dream, and I'll respond to the porcupine dream in its own string, just as soon as I get more than two seconds.

Back soon.

posted March 13, 2014 04:28 AM            

Your confusion certainly shows through the entirety of the dream. In this time of confusion, you are seeking the comfort, the resources, the security, the energy that your friend used to provide during such times (cuddle/gives you check).

You feel your path is changing (baby shower) but you don't know how or when because "nothing has materialized" (not pregnant). In security is getting to you (friend is jealous, disturbed/parents move in).

Also, as much as you want to let this friend go and move on, and even though there has been no activity with him, you are having great difficulty do so, at least subconsciously (he is driving your old truck/you seek him out/truck unlocked with keys but not running).

Hang in there. We all get confused and lost, God knows I have been. You will not be given more than you can handle. You are learning something and you will be stronger on the other side of all this.