posted March 22, 2014 12:39 PM            

Then I was in a hospital waiting for my surgery operation. The reception area was selling really quaint jewellery. An old teacher said something offensive. Another teacher commented on how nice the hospital was because it was all modern and sold stuff- twas a bit like an airport.

Then I was looking at this old helmet instrument thing. I had to hold it very still otherwise it would crash. My chest felt tight.

I was sort of aware that my mum was there too, being all worried, but I never saw her.

I think I did have the surgery because I dreamt I was waking up (?!) and thinking how quick it all felt.

posted March 25, 2014 04:28 AM            

Welcome to Astral Realms. It is always nice to have a new Dreamflake in the midst.

This dream reflects an issue you are having with feelings (heart attack), feelings/emotions of a heavier or darker nature (dark blue room). There may be a need for emotional healing (heart surgery) or at least examination.

Among the negatives in the dream there are also positives (i.e. support, jewelry) as well as signs of confliction (offensive teacher/nice teacher). These opposing energies seem to point to a conflict between your feelings (heart) and your thoughts (fragile helmet).

Is there a particular issue/conflict between your outer or social life (peers/teachers) and your inner or personal/family life (mother) that you are struggling with right now?

Is there a conflict between how you feel and what you think?

How does your mother fit into all of this? (although she could be symbolic of emotions or conscience)

What do you think?

posted March 25, 2014 04:53 AM            

Ive always had a conflict between head and heart, but recently my moods have become more random. Like, Ill know im being childish when I get moody over something small, but I cant help it. I think I lack control over head stuff which may be why I had to hold the helmet so still.
I dont know about my mother, although just before I had the dream I had a huge argument with her about my moodiness and I was very upset. I find it hard to talk to her about these things even though I open up to her the most in general. Shes not very trusting of emotions, everything is fact rather. Maybe thats why I couldnt see her but aware she was there....