posted May 27, 2014 02:36 PM
I dreamed that I was at a funeral for a brother of a friend from high-school who's name was Tom. I was blind-sided by all the people from high-school there. I saw an old mentor there who's name was Jerry. He wanted me to do charity once but I couldn't because I am struggling to get by as it is on my own.So I went to the casket and gave my regards to Tom and started crying because losing a brother is painful.
I went down an escalator and I was in a giant mall and saw three friends from highschool sitting at a table but they were my age now - as was everyone in the dream.
One kid on the bench was very wealthy and did a lot of drugs and I always envied him a little because he didn't have to work and could go to concerts all the time.
The other kid was named Ricky and he was a mean little guy with a Napoleon complex, and the third was Mario who was very sneaky at times with girlfriends and trying to do what was best for him but he was so poor I couldn't ever blame him.
His sister was murdered in real life and he served in the army.
Anyways, I'm in this area and they are all sitting at a table. I go to sit with them but they don't like me because I'm so straight and narrow...they want to have fun but I think they think I'm boring cause they just run off towards dangerous places.
Weird dream...my dreams are always dark and ominous but never quite nightmares...and there are so many characters in them.
I try to do shadow work and acknowledge all the traits that I have from these figures to dissipate them but I have a feeling I am getting premonitions about people because I also dream of what they are doing in the future.