posted July 08, 2014 07:58 PM            

I open the door and Matt Damon is dressed like a cop from the future and blows Rueben's head off with a pistol.

Me and Jim bar the door shut and climb to the roof.

My mom is on the roof and she tells Matt Damon where we are. Matt Damon, and his three friends, some sort of officers from the future, or bounty hunters, walk behind us as we try to escape in a crowd of people. They don't attack us in the crowd.

Then I see a few more friends from highschool coming up my way, Ricky, who's in to boxing and a sales guy, and Alberto's brother. For some reason the one who they previously shot is now Alberto, not Rueben and Alberto's brother is crying. So now that we outnumber them we turn and surround them in the crowd of people.

The squad of bounty hunters led by Matt Damon are surprised and upset by the gall and nerve of us approaching them.

Dream ends...weird dream indeed.

posted July 11, 2014 01:33 PM            

No celebrities in your dreams? Lately it seems many have made an appearance … Beyonce, Mercury, Spiderman, Flash, Lady GaGa, and now Matt Damon.

I think all of the characters in this dream can be seen as aspects of yourself. The characteristics you identify with these friends (self-confidence, persistence, toughness, or whatever) are characteristics you need to bring together within yourself in support of your efforts to confront/combat another aspect of yourself, symbolized by Matt Damon … an elusive (from the future) personal demon (Damon?), perhaps? Or a fear of the future to which you have given too much importance/power/authority (Damon/police officer)? Or some part of your ego? I'm not sure. What do you associate with Matt Damon?

I also find it interesting that the killed friend is a tattoo artist, perhaps representing your own creative characteristics.

I think an internal battle is being waged.

What do you think?

posted July 11, 2014 05:40 PM            

My creative impulse is evolving. I locked myself in the locker room with my old friend - jim is a lawyer(representing scholastic ambition) and rueben a tatoo artist(representing visual arts)....I am my own ego of course, that has locked these parts in a room, washing them, analyzing them over and over again.

But from a deeper, more collective place, comes Matt Damon, an accomplished actor. I Believe that I've been resisting the urge to learn monologues, a quite innocent impulse, or to engage more in play writing and acting instead of visual arts. That part dies, and from it springs a new channel.

The problem with visual arts is that I can't sit long enough to perform them and am never satisfied with the work. But with learning monologues, even if I'm not going to be an actor, I can deepen my emotional spectrum, enhance my people skills by improving my language skills. I've been risisting this, but I'm too extroverted for drawing...after five minutes I want to get up and talk.

So I think I know what's going on. I have to convert the old parts, my old friends, to the new parts, the unexplored parts, or the future me, by using what I projected on to friends from highschool, which are in me in crude form, and refining them...to become a deeper person.

Besides, memorizing monologues is fun and allows me to channel which is what I do (8th house sun) but have no outlet.

Perhaps the monologues will serve me well in the next phase of my life, where charm will be required to investigate fraud and what now.

Who knows, maybe it will land me a girlfriend because she may be impressed with my learning.

Matt Damon I guess reminds me of these sentiments. The Idea that perhaps I am a channeler, actor, not in the Hollywood sense, but in the dramatic Shakespearean sense.

Perhaps I have been denying this Damon for too long and it is my inevitable future for I am drawn to the words in a script, play, book like Faust was drawn to memphistopheles.

Thank you RA.