posted July 14, 2014 08:50 PM            

Someone was trying to get me to respond to them, it was the guy who shot my Brother. (Real life happening.)

I kept hearing Seagulls in the background, but I could hear real life Falcons (since my bedroom window was open,) could be that.

He wanted to hear what they were saying about him, he wanted me to wheel him back to the edge of my property (past the Mini-Orchard) so he could hear.

I couldn't respond to his overtures.

In the end, my Daughter hung up the phone. My phone, and decisively.

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Love,

posted July 16, 2014 04:35 AM            

Maybe I'm missing something, but I need clarification.

What do you mean "wheel him back"? Is he disabled?

Did all this occur on the telephone?

How did he try to kiss you? He was physically present in the dream?

Did you say anything in the dream?

What were your feelings during this dream?

I'm sorry to hear about your brother. How long ago did this incident take place?

Have you been able to forgive?

posted July 16, 2014 02:30 PM            

Maybe I'm missing something, but I need clarification.

What do you mean "wheel him back"? Is he disabled?

[Yes; he is, to a certain extent. He does walk, although with a limp. Yes, it was in a wheelchair. We have one here, because my Daughter used it for a time.]

Did all this occur on the telephone?

[No, the telephone only appeared as an end. It was my pretty one.
Phone Image
Dial (Aphrodite) Close-up ]

How did he try to kiss you? He was physically present in the dream?

[Oh yes, very present. He not only tried, he did. I just couldn't respond.]

Did you say anything in the dream?

[I don't remember any words, but we communicated, otherwise I wouldn't have known he wanted to be wheeled across.

I don't normally have to speak with words, though.]

What were your feelings during this dream?

[I wanted to respond, felt that I should. Just couldn't feel it.]

I'm sorry to hear about your brother. How long ago did this incident take place?

[It's okay, Ra

My Brother

It was on the Eve of my other Brother's Birthday, July Second. We lost Larry on February Second, about four and a half years ago.

Larry ]

Have you been able to forgive?

[Of course.]

posted July 17, 2014 04:41 AM            

Who is Larry? How is he related?

posted July 17, 2014 02:57 PM            

Carl, Jimmy and Larry.

posted July 19, 2014 11:17 PM            

I'm basically very stable.

People were quite supportive when I put up a Thread here as well.

posted July 22, 2014 04:36 AM            

I usually begin thinking of a dream as a reflection of the dreamer, which most of them are. This dream, however, seems to be as much about him, and from him, as it is about you. The symbols are dream-like, but the energies are psychic in nature, which is why I was not "getting" it. This is a psychic dream, which is why it was so vivid, as well as short and simple. Even here in LindaLand, I do not encounter this type of dream very often.

I'm still not sure if I'm right, but I'll throw some thoughts out there and you can be the judge. I'll need another day to get these new thoughts straight.

posted July 23, 2014 04:34 AM            

The wheelchair represents incapacity, or his inability to move about freely and get what he wants without help. This could mean physically (such as jail), mentally, or emotionally.

The kiss is simply symbolic of energy exchange, or the attempt, anyway. It is his psychic energy asking too much of yours.

The telephone represents telepathic/psychic communication. It was "decisively" hung up because at this point your psyche had had enough and the open channel was closed.

You are a psychically receptive/perceptive person, and the way I see it you simply hooked into the guy's unconscious psychic tentacles. Perhaps you got a little too close for comfort.

The dream also says something about your own mental state concerning this issue. You said you have been able to forgive, and I have no doubt you are one of the rare people who is capable of doing so, but your feelings in the dream suggest you are not all the way there yet. Quite natural, I would think. These things take time, and not much of it has passed.

Does this make sense to you? My thoughts didn't translate quite as smoothly as I would have liked, but I hope I conveyed the idea okay.

posted July 23, 2014 01:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Ra:
The birds represent freedom, messages, information - things he does not have access to and very much desires.

The wheelchair represents incapacity, or his inability to move about freely and get what he wants without help. This could mean physically (such as jail), mentally, or emotionally.

The kiss is simply symbolic of energy exchange, or the attempt, anyway. It is his psychic energy asking too much of yours.

The telephone represents telepathic/psychic communication. It was "decisively" hung up because at this point your psyche had had enough and the open channel was closed.

You are a psychically receptive/perceptive person, and the way I see it you simply hooked into the guy's unconscious psychic tentacles. Perhaps you got a little too close for comfort.

The dream also says something about your own mental state concerning this issue. You said you have been able to forgive, and I have no doubt you are one of the rare people who is capable of doing so, but your feelings in the dream suggest you are not all the way there yet. Quite natural, I would think. These things take time, and not much of it has passed.

Does this make sense to you? My thoughts didn't translate quite as smoothly as I would have liked, but I hope I conveyed the idea okay.

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Yep, you Nailed it.

Thanks for Understanding.

posted July 23, 2014 04:04 PM            

I've waken up with that horrible feeling of my whole world crashing down, and it's not a good feeling.

I don't want to hurt anyone, or makes things any worse.

They are already rough enough.

If I can't forgive, I am making a Judgement.

It's not my place to judge another.