posted October 09, 2014 04:18 PM            

I sometimes dream about some random part of the future, it would not have been significant at all but when I live it I recognize it. However, for the 2-3 months I have been feeling dejavus of the visions I have not had myself. It's like having someone else's memory in my brain. It's because of my boyfriend I think but I don't know who is the source. Here's the thing I'm talking about;

- Due to his war trauma he doesn't have dreams. Sometimes I see very vivid dreams about the people I don't know and when I gave details he was shocked as those were his old friends.

- We went to a place, I was new there but felt so familiar. I asked 'why I feel like I will go to the airport after this place?' he answered 'this is where I come before each plane trip'. I mean, that area is far away from the airport, what are the odds?

- I suddenly come up with old nicknames of him that are given by other people 5-10 years ago.
- After we met, I had a vision of him but younger. I asked, whether he had long hair a couple years ago and I showed the exact way he gather his hair. Then he showed me a photo which is what I have seen in my mind.

This thing is getting stronger and in my dreams, I can't control it, I see private things that I'm not supposed to see. I don't know if I'm getting better or his energy is just too much for me. He also feels things about me but he has full control over it. As if he reads my mind and sometimes I just stop explaining things and let him wander.