posted October 26, 2014 01:52 AM            

In the first dream I was walking on a pier in an area beside some shops that was near a large body of water.It was dark and their were lights all along the pier.I looked down into the water and from a distance I could see something moving through the water at lightning speed.It continued towards me.It then flew out of the water.It came at me.It was about the size of a small child.Its skin was a very pale and deathly colour of white.It had no back legs but it had a tail like a a tadpole.It flew threw through the air at me.It stopped to smile at me. I think it was trying to mess with me by opening its mouth to reveal its incredibly sharp pointed teeth.Its hands hard sharp clawed fingers.I don't know what to call it.I imagine words like spirit,fairy,sprite or imp would probably describe it well.It came at me and I started to fend it off.Eventually me and it ended up fighting in the air above the water.At this point I had enough.I grabbed it and hurled it into the water with such an amazing force and watched it begin to sink to the depths below.I floated back down to the pier.I then ran through a door which took me into a kitchen of a restaurant.I ran through the kitchen and then through the restaurant and then I ran outside.To my absolute delight I realized I was in a nature reserve that is near where I live. I think it was the same place or at least a place that resembled it that my mind had created.The sun was shinning and I could feel the breeze and I just felt so free and calm and peaceful inside.

I have always loved that place as a child and I still love walking through it especially during spring on a quiet day watching it burst into life all the birds,rabbits,squirrels,and other creatures.Its perfect when there is hardly anyone there or it would be perfect if there was only two people.Although I must admit one time I felt really upset one time I was there.I hated watching happy families on a day out.I even felt that nature and the creatures around me where mocking me it was as if life was carrying on without me.It made me feel cold inside.It made me feel spiteful,resentful and apathetic.It made me feel like I never wanted to have to love anything ever again .It was like I wanted to punish anything that demanded anything from me.I wanted to be able to deny others what they need and to say no to them.

The second dream started in my primary school assembly hall.I forgot a lot of things that happened in this dream but I can remember a girl who I went to school with who was a nasty piece of work tell me I wasn't a very nice person.I'll admit now at times I can be an absolutely toxic person but she really did have a cheek to say that to me because she really was like a viscous terrier.She was someone whom I never liked and I am really sure there was a difference between her and some of the few nice people I liked during my school years and it isn't just me.There where other faces I recognised including the woman my primary school principal who replaced the other one who left.I never liked her I felt she was full of heirs and graces and I really felt as if she wasn't as nice as she was trying to appear to be.Somehow we all ended up outside in a field.It might have been time to go home so we all left.Everyone walked away and then I followed trailing behind keeping my distance.There where some people I didn't like just ahead of me.We started to walk on a path through a wooded area.They where walking ahead of me.I think I felt immense anger when I saw them.I looked up and I watched from a safe distance as a huge branch and lots of other smaller branches from many different trees broke off and started to fall down upon them.

The third dream started off in my primary school.I remember running the school and running out onto the playground.I wasn't In a very good mood.I flew into the air.I waved my arms and the sky blackened,clouds formed and then it started to rain.I landed in an area which was close to my primary and secondary school.I walked along a path which was covered in some sort of unknown white liquid.As I walked along it I noticed lots of dead chickens in what ever it was.I was about to continue walking when something inside me just knew I shouldn't take another step.I was right, as I reached down into the white liquid I pulled out empty used syringes which were pointing upwards and had been covered and hidden by the liquid.

posted October 26, 2014 05:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:

The second dream started in my primary school assembly hall.I forgot a lot of things that happened in this dream but I can remember a girl who I went to school with who was a nasty piece of work tell me I wasn't a very nice person.I'll admit now at times I can be an absolutely toxic person but she really did have a cheek to say that to me because she really was like a viscous terrier.She was someone whom I never liked and I am really sure there was a difference between her and some of the few nice people I liked during my school years and it isn't just me.There where other faces I recognised including the woman my primary school principal who replaced the other one who left.I never liked her I felt she was full of heirs and graces and I really felt as if she wasn't as nice as she was trying to appear to be.Somehow we all ended up outside in a field.It might have been time to go home so we all left.Everyone walked away and then I followed trailing behind keeping my distance.There where some people I didn't like just ahead of me.We started to walk on a path through a wooded area.They where walking ahead of me.I think I felt immense anger when I saw them.I looked up and I watched from a safe distance as a huge branch and lots of other smaller branches from many different trees broke off and started to fall down upon them.

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posted October 26, 2014 05:22 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:

The third dream started off in my primary school.I remember running the school and running out onto the playground.I wasn't In a very good mood.I flew into the air.I waved my arms and the sky blackened,clouds formed and then it started to rain.I landed in an area which was close to my primary and secondary school.I walked along a path which was covered in some sort of unknown white liquid.As I walked along it I noticed lots of dead chickens in what ever it was.I was about to continue walking when something inside me just knew I shouldn't take another step.I was right, as I reached down into the white liquid I pulled out empty used syringes which were pointing upwards and had been covered and hidden by the liquid.

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posted October 26, 2014 06:07 PM            

I am not in a relationship.Sometimes I think it would be nice although sometimes I think the idea of it is better than reality.I also have moments where I feel like freezing the rest of the world out.I find these feelings come and go.

It makes sense that those people who I didn't like are in the past and the past is the past.

I hope my intuition in real life becomes as good as in my dreams.

posted November 01, 2014 11:52 AM            

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posted November 01, 2014 11:53 AM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:
Hi everyone
In the first dream I was walking on a pier in an area beside some shops that was near a large body of water.It was dark and their were lights all along the pier.I looked down into the water and from a distance I could see something moving through the water at lightning speed.It continued towards me.It then flew out of the water.It came at me.It was about the size of a small child.Its skin was a very pale and deathly colour of white.It had no back legs but it had a tail like a a tadpole.It flew threw through the air at me.It stopped to smile at me. I think it was trying to mess with me by opening its mouth to reveal its incredibly sharp pointed teeth.Its hands hard sharp clawed fingers.I don't know what to call it.I imagine words like spirit,fairy,sprite or imp would probably describe it well.It came at me and I started to fend it off.Eventually me and it ended up fighting in the air above the water.At this point I had enough.I grabbed it and hurled it into the water with such an amazing force and watched it begin to sink to the depths below.I floated back down to the pier.I then ran through a door which took me into a kitchen of a restaurant.I ran through the kitchen and then through the restaurant and then I ran outside.To my absolute delight I realized I was in a nature reserve that is near where I live. I think it was the same place or at least a place that resembled it that my mind had created.The sun was shinning and I could feel the breeze and I just felt so free and calm and peaceful inside.

I have always loved that place as a child and I still love walking through it especially during spring on a quiet day watching it burst into life all the birds,rabbits,squirrels,and other creatures.Its perfect when there is hardly anyone there or it would be perfect if there was only two people.Although I must admit one time I felt really upset one time I was there.I hated watching happy families on a day out.I even felt that nature and the creatures around me where mocking me it was as if life was carrying on without me.It made me feel cold inside.It made me feel spiteful,resentful and apathetic.It made me feel like I never wanted to have to love anything ever again .It was like I wanted to punish anything that demanded anything from me.I wanted to be able to deny others what they need and to say no to them.

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Please read it as an opinion:
Your new self wants to develop. The “spirit” is a new part of your consciousness (=lake) and the nature reserve is your rescue Anker.

Where in my life I develop? Which part of my being is childish?

posted November 01, 2014 03:38 PM            

I wouldn't have thought that the spirit could have been part of my consciousness but when I think about it isn't such a far out idea.I guess that would mean I'd have to figure out what part it represents.I imagine it would represent a more playful and freedom loving side of my personality.Although I may have to temper my more mischievous,sly,spiteful and apathetic tendencies since mythology usually depicts fairies as tricksters.I have to admit I do have a fondness for mischievous and unpredictable creatures.Last night I watched Gremlins 2 and I haven't laughed as much in a good while as did when I watched that movie. I think both Gremlins movies are fantastic.Even though they cause a lot of havoc there is still something loveable and fun about them.I also watched Repossessed which starred Leslie Nielsen and Linda Blair
and I have to say I enjoyed the nutty screwball type of humour.I would also say that I hope to reconnect with nature as I feel it will help me to balance and bring joy to my life again.

Speaking of mischievous creatures here are some cute raccoons. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3LpQkOpD20

I will need to think about where I want to go in life and what I want to do and the person I want to be and the changes I need to make.What you said about the the areas of my life that needed to be developed and thinking about the areas of my life where I need to develop more maturity made sense.

If your gut is correct I guess I would be a really lucky person.Although you are correct about taking what you said with a pinch of salt.If something good happens then it has happened and I shall be grateful if it doesn't life will go on and there will be many more good things in this world to bring me joy.I don't plan on rushing into anything and I also seem to feel like a lot of the the time you find what you are looking for when you don't go hunting for it.Its funny I think I seem to have one foot in reality and the other in fantasy and go from one extreme to another.

A dream I had last proved how much of a thrill seeker I am.It also proved how sensible and silly I can be.I dreamt last night that I had almost got caught having sex in my uncles old house with a guy I used to know.My mother,grandparents,my uncle and some cousins almost discovered us.I realise how stupid I was because I tempted fate by sleeping with a guy I knew I was better off without in my uncles house.I didn't even have strong feelings for him so I acknowledge that a part of myself liked the excitement and danger while ignoring my better judgement and common sense.I didn't intend to dream about him but I am not surprised I did.I was my own fault really since before I went to bed I watched a romantic comedy about two guys who meet each other one night have an embarrassing experience they go their separate ways and meet up years later and eventually fall in love.While watching this I also asked my Lenormand deck questions about some guys that I used to know.I was looking to know if any of them would cause me any problems in the future.
I shouldn't have bothered asking about them but I really couldn't help myself.

You are right about us being masters of our own destinies and we can help to write our own story.When one door closes an other opens.