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Topic: two odd dreams
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tuxedo meow
Knowflake Posts: 733
From: Third Coast
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted November 20, 2014 03:25 PM
  
one kind of gross was I was cleaning tons of ear wax from my right ear an thinking it was a lot ok maybe need to clean out ears to "hear" better...the other was about a wound my mom had on her buttocks that was so terrible but clean because me and her worker worked so hard to get it to heal or at least not get worse but it was deep from her laying in bed mostly and really refusing to eat right. These are true real world facts.
In the dream I could only see the wound and I was weeping and apologizing to my mom (who has passed) that I could not do more to heal her. what came to me after the dream was that she brought the wound on herself by thinking different folks were a literal "pain in the @#$" evidently needed my wound caused by my inability to heal my mom even though I tried to be given voice to help heal me? IP: Logged |
Ayelet
Knowflake Posts: 521
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Registered: Sep 2010
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posted November 23, 2014 08:37 PM
Your mother knows you've done all you could for her. Maybe the idea you thought of after the dream, about how she = brought it on herself literally, is true. And maybe you cleared your ear in order to hear the message correctly.IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 1192
From: Kentucky
Registered: May 2009
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posted November 26, 2014 04:23 AM
Hello tuxedo meow  You've got the first one. There is something you need to "hear" more clearly, or to understand. Do you have any feeling about what it is? I'm not sure I understand your comment … " evidently needed my wound caused by my inability to heal my mom even though I tried to be given voice to help heal me?" Maybe I'm just reading it wrong. I think the second dream has less to do with your mom's wounds and more to do with your own deep wounds concerning her passing and the difficulty you are having healing from this. The grief, the guilt, the questioning, even the anger … it is part of the process. This dream is part of the healing process.  IP: Logged |
tuxedo meow
Knowflake Posts: 733
From: Third Coast
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted November 26, 2014 06:43 PM
Thank you.
Yes that sentence was a bit long and wordy. I meant that having that sort of sorrowful breakdown because I was not able to heal my moms wound was, in fact, a healing for me. My inability to heal her wounded me somehow deeply. My weeping and apology was a type of healing for me.
You all the best! IP: Logged |
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