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posted February 14, 2015 06:13 PM            

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This dream was probably the worst dream I have had as It involved my mother and I think she was going to die.I am wondering if it just means that me and my mother are going to spend less time with each other which would make sense to me.

It started off In a restaurant.I think I was on holiday.I was with some people I didn't recognise.We had something to eat then we left and I separated from them.The strange thing was this place looked a little bit like a part of the town I live in but it wasn't the same place as there were some differences to my town.It must have been during the summer as it was really warm.I was dressed lightly In shorts and a t shirt which is unusual for me as normally as Like to keep myself covered up.I am pretty skinny and have pale skin.I must be a strange Leo if I am not a sun worshipper I can't stand hot weather.I was walking down a crowded street that was taking me to a part of town that was near a waterfront.I crossed over this bridge which was over a river. There was a few naked gay men splashing around having fun and having sex in the water.I felt a little bit turned on but at the the same I felt like my mind was saying "great that's all I needed to see right now was hot guys having fun"I tried to get a good view for a couple of seconds while continuing to walk while pretending not to have seen them or acknowledge anyone I passed.I wanted to be inconspicuous. I tried to keep my face blank and expressionless.I didn't feel like that inside.I felt self concious and cynical.I was in a sour mood .I felt like I just wanted to spit venom at everybody and I didn't feel bad about it .I felt like I didn't even need good a reason to do it either.I decided to turn around and walk back up the street I came from.Then I bumped into this girl who told me that I me that I had to go with her quickly as my mother was seriously ill.I can't exactly remember what she said or what she said it was or what it sounded like but I think it is possible my mother suffered an anaphylactic shock http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anaphylaxis

As I was walking to where my mother was all I could think of was that she was going to die.I hadn't even seen her yet and the feeling just struck me that she wasn't going to come out of it.My emotional state felt inappropriate for the situation.I didn't want to say goodbye to my mother but in my mind I was already burying her before she was dead.When I arrived at the place where my mother was I walked up the stairs to the room she was in.She was laid out on the bed and was attached to a machine that was helping her breathe.I was greeted by a female doctor who I think told me they were going to try and move her in the morning to a hospital.She said they weren't going to let me see her but some man she named who I assumed was a doctor told them to let me see her.It felt like I was just completely robotic and just acting like It was happening I was accepting what was happening.I didn't say or do much I just remained frozen.My emotions really weren't appropriate.I didn't feel happy about what was happening but it felt as if I was thinking about myself and how I was going to carry on.I have an awful habit of not liking emotional goodbyes but the way I was in the dream was just stone cold.

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posted February 15, 2015 03:43 PM            

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I am sorry. I will need to do your dream tomorrow. Edit

From the analytical perspective the truth can be on your side. I will post my opinion tomorrow.

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posted February 15, 2015 04:03 PM            

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I am really sorry to hear about what happened to your mother.

I'm lucky what happened was only a dream that surprised me.I really didn't see it coming in the dream before that girl told me she was sick. I'm sure there is probably a rational explanation.It will be interesting to see what you can up with tomorrow.Thanks GeminiKarat

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posted February 16, 2015 02:56 PM            

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Thank you very much for your understanding. Sometimes I have too many feelings. At least it does not take that long anymore to calm down.

Please read it as an opinion:
You enter (=bridge) a new and happy (=swimming people) life. A possibility (=girl) to achieve that is the healing (=hospital) part of saying good bye. Other people (= machines) will take care of the loved ones (=mother).
A hospital in a dream represents healing. The doctor in the dream can give important tips for the solution of the problems.

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posted February 16, 2015 05:01 PM            

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Thank you GeminiKarat

So I will basically heal and get a new life and not have to worry about my mother.It make sense as me and mother are living in the same house but we are planning on getting our places.

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posted February 17, 2015 07:18 AM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:
Thank you GeminiKarat

So I will basically heal and get a new life and not have to worry about my mother.It make sense as me and mother are living in the same house but we are planning on getting our places.

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You are welcome. As soon as it resonates with your real life circumstances you did reconnect it.

I wish you a lot of fun with those gay men!

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