posted March 14, 2015 06:33 PM            

In the dream I think my mother said she was going to a wedding.She said she wasn't sure who's wedding it was.She said that she saw gold brides maids dresses hanging up.She said they didn't look like brides maids dresses.I think she said said they were like something you would wear to a party and that they really stood out.They were a very eye catching golden colour.She was talking to a man who she thinks was my Grandfathers(my father dads) brother.She said she didn't see my father but said that she remembered he had said to her that he might be able to get her one those dresses.

She said she remembered that one of my dads sisters was going to be a bridesmaid.I may have put this particular aunts daughters nose out of joint by not letting the spoiled bratty little princess walk all over me.It was a verbal argument one in which I didn't give her a good tongue lashing or really say anything nasty to her.So she couldn't get her own way or get one over on me so she put on this fake act.She was trying to pretend she was innocent,sensitive and deeply hurt.She is sensitive alright as sensitive as pit bull with rabies.After that I was accused of being jealous.I wasn't jealous.She had been put on pedestal and thought she was above everybody else.I wasn't jealous. I was always held in high regard by my mothers parents and experienced a similar type of love and feeling of being held in high regard the difference between us is I would have got a good smack for behaving like a brat.The thing is I wasn't one of her adoring sycophants.I didn't have a problem knocking her off her pedestal she meant nothing to me.She thought she was hard done by.She probably wasn't even aware of some of the things my dad and his sisters put me and my mother through.She made the mistake of thinking I cared that the others would turn on me. I'm used to being an outcast I don't care if I'm not wanted.She thought she was going to get her way because she would pit the rest of my family against me and I would apologise and cower beneath her and kiss her ass.The little troll didn't realise she and anyone who turned on me where expendable to me and that peer pressure,guilt trips and shaming don't work on me.They make stronger,defiant and more to determined to get rid of the opposition .I was angry that she behaved the way she did.

As if there wasn't enough reason to be worried about my dads side of the family appearing in my mothers dream there was another bridesmaid who could stir the pot.This bridesmaid didn't know my fathers side of the family but she knew my mother.This bridesmaid was the mother of one of my cousins.She hadn't married my uncle (my mothers brother) who died last year and hadn't much to do with us until recently.The thing is there has been a bit of a fall out with her and my cousin so I don't think its such a good thing she has appeared to add to the trouble. I would say that I'm pretty sure she will reappear soon cause to trouble in real life.
I think its weird that my mother is interacting with my dads side as she doesn't have anything to do with them any more and they certainly wouldn't give her an invite to a wedding.

I'll add some extra info.
1.My mother had told me that she always wanted her uncle who I think was a tailor to make her a gold dress.She is like a magpie and loves shiny things.
2.I recently went to a psychic who told me she was communicating with my grandfather(dads father) and my uncle who died last year.I wonder if its possible if either one or both of them could influence dreams of my mother.I also think they both have a sense of humour so they could possibly have made mother have that dream knowing that she would tell me about it.She wouldn't read to much into dreams but I do pay attention to them I like both psychological explanations but also deeper symbolic meanings and messages.Even though it was her dream it still could effect me that's why I'm taking an interest.The Psychic also mentioned that my grandfather would love to see the fighting between me and my dad and his side stop.
3.On the night she had it I was talking to her about how I would love to research my family tree.Earlier that day I had paid an unplanned a visit to the Public record office of Northern Ireland.
.4 She had said that my cousin's mother had recently been on her mind.