posted June 17, 2015 03:53 PM            

I think I had a dream that was supposed to convey a specific message to me.I have been praying out loud a lot to my spirit guides,spirit animals and ancestral spirits.I think the dream last night felt like it was important and it felt like the sort of dream the I imagine the spirits would give me.I feel the vibe seems similar to dreams in which I have had where I suspect the spirits may have had a hand in influencing .

I remember being with my best friend.I don't know if we are still friends though so I don't I should still be calling him that. I am genuinely surprised he appeared in my dreams.His parents also were there.I think we were leaving a safari park or were entering another part of the park.We for some reason got out of the car.In the dream my friend and his parents seemed to be mocking me and pointing out my flaws.They were making jokes at my expense.It wasn't even done in a way which felt like friends joking with each other.My friend moved over towards a fence which was electrified.The voltage wasn't strong enough to kill but it could keep large animals out.My friend was standing near the fence.On the the other side of the fence was a huge Stag.The Stag charged towards the fence as if it was going to try get through.It managed to get its head through part of the fence and then it got shocked so it backed off.We went to move forward through the path in front of us.I noticed there was a hoofed animal standing in front of me it had its backed turned towards me.I only glanced at it for a split second and then walked past it so the crappy thing is although I'm good at identifying animals I didn't get a good enough look at it .I saw it from a difficult angle and it was starting to get dark.At first when I was thinking about what I saw I thought of horses,ponies or donkeys.Although when I think about it now wonder if it was a Doe.It would make sense that there was a female deer on our the side of the fence and perhaps that's why the Stag was so keen to get to the other side of the fence.We continued to walk through a dark wooded area until we came to a building.They continued to behave negatively towards me.We walked through the building and out into the car park.Me and my friend got into a car.He was driving and I was in the front seat.It was dark and I looked up at the moon I started to sing the "The Moon she is waning,waxing and waning.The Moon she is waiting for us to be free".My friend joined in and the chant we were singing like magic started to play on the car radio.Me and my friend looked at each other in total amazement.
In my opinion this dream was telling me that our freindship is definitely over or will be coming to an end.The mention of the waning moon and its symbolism seems to be a subtle hint that I will be ridding myself of a friendship that doesn't work any more.I am surprised I even had the dream as I already thought our friendship was over even though I didn't have definite closure.My Lenormand deck and that dream I had where this friend got hit by a car seem to have already given me my answer so that's why I don't understand why I had this dream.I am interested to know what everyone thinks and if I have interpreted the dream correctly.Also wonder if I killed my friendship by being distant and unavailable.

I'm a mood to listen to songs where relationships get smashed to pieces and things go bad so I'll post these.

Seinabo Sey
Hard Time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgdOs5-3VWQ

Seinabo Sey
Pistols at dawn http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KovrJ8HXI1Q

Taylor Swift
Bad Blood ft. Kendrick Lamar http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcIy9NiNbmo

Courtney Love
You know my name http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rg_ECFpSceA

Courtney Love
Walk out on me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJLluJq9qg4

Nina Simone
Break down and let it all out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0Ntj9mw5z4

I'm also looking to try to be positive and move on so these should help

Nina Simone
Feeling Good
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5Y11hwjMNs

Obsession
Shine(Almighty definitive mix) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KPLKmgNt6Fk

posted June 19, 2015 10:58 AM            

I think the dream could be hinting as to why the friendship is ending, and being "distant and unavailable" could certainly be part of it. It is also possible that the way you felt in the dream when you were being mocked is the way your friend felt at some point because of your behavior, but you may not see it.

Is that possible? Have you behaved in waking life as your friend and his parents did in the dream?

posted June 19, 2015 12:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:
I am interested to know what everyone thinks and if I have interpreted the dream correctly.

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Yes you did. The emotion is represented by the moon. Emotions follow after a separation and are very natural.

posted June 19, 2015 12:30 PM            

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Originally posted by Ra:
I think the dream could be hinting as to why the friendship is ending, and being "distant and unavailable" could certainly be part of it.

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I like this part as well.

posted June 19, 2015 04:56 PM            

I never mocked him the way he did in my dream.We have been growing apart so we are both to blame if It ends.If its over its over.I'm sure I have some blame in the end of the friendship but there are other things I could say about him but I won't because I would be wasting my breath and energy. I'm not angry if there are certain things he's angry at me for but there may be some things which I didn't do that in his head I did do. He may have taken a huff with me for something I didn't do.God knows what he thinks I did.I have a feeling he has been stabbing me in the back.I can't prove anything it's just a strong feeling and this time I don't even think I'm being paranoid.Even before I just had a funny feeling he was annoyed with me and was backstabbing me.I also wonder if anyone helped poison him against me. To be honest near the end I felt he wasn't interested any more and had other friends and important things to do.I didn't stop him from doing whatever he was doing nor did I ever say a thing to him or complain to him.There was also times when he was free and we had plans he didn't follow through with them.To be very blunt I may be a real humongous pain in the ass sometimes but I will not be a burden or hassle someone who doesn't want to hangout. I do understand though that I have flaws so in a way you are right Ra.

posted June 20, 2015 02:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:
Thank you Ra and GeminiKarat

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You are welcome.