posted June 18, 2015 01:55 AM            

I had dream In which I had amazing new powers which used when I got angry with my classmate and family members. I used them on anyone who annoyed me.

I remember walking through my town and I encountered then guy who I went school who I always throw down with in my dreams.This time his shot his mouth off to me and we started to fight.It was amazing I just took him down like a martial artist and In no time I had him on the ground.I grabbed his arm and twisted his arm behind his back and pulled it like I wanted to dislocate his arm.Then these women come over and start kicking him while he's on the ground.

After that my dad and some other family members showed up.As usual things got unpleasant.I remember levitating high into the air and lifting my family up in the air by focusing on them with my mind .They could barely move a muscle to fight back.I threatened to drop them and was saying all sorts of mean things.I was playing with them like they where puppets.I can't remember exactly what else I did to them but it was like I could make things happen and play with reality.I can't explain it really like Samantha from the tv series Bewitched I could do whatever I wanted I just thought about it and made what I wanted to happen happen.I didn't even need to wiggle my nose.

posted June 18, 2015 12:10 PM            

ORACLE for you http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum4/HTML/000630-13.html

My first thought about this dream you had reminds me of the 'alchemical' dynamics of the upcoming continuation of SATURN square NEPTUNE.

There are several ways to interpret this? I'm going to take a 'guess' towards a Spiritual meaning here. (yourSunLibra on myNeptuneLibra 10th in conjunction?)

This dream shows me wrestling with and practicing having a 'Spirit Authority' (defining some kind of leadership). Learning how to maneuver and develop an adeptness when it comes to your influence in wielding spirit energies around you. Learning to rise above your doubts and things about your past, in order to have a self-mastery when your 'defining moment(s)' comes. (For the long-term plan of your soul's Purpose for the world).

(As I'm also looking forward at t Jupiter moving into Virgo soon, then later to Libra, where we have important placements...)

The Christmas Tree is a cultural universal symbol now, that integrates old world religions, redefinitions of new forms of celebrations of spirituality, among which is encouraging The Spirit of Compassion and Goodwill and Love towards all Humanity.

Christmas represents Promises... of the 'seeding' of Divine which Awakens in Human Form.
(e.g. story of birth of Jesus, receiving a download of Spirit of Love which illuminates our innermost Heart and allows us to See the World from a fresh perspective).

The Christ Within helps us live as Better Persons inhabiting a crass world. We see that we are 'animals' in a matter-form yet we 'possess' the Treasure Within, which illuminates a whole other realm that is here interposed, inter-dimensionally existing at-the-same time. When we 'come to ourselves' and 'realize' and 'practice' being Present in two dimensions at once, we 'Realize' our own higher-power and ability to exert influence on what's around us. There are parts of who we are and what we've been (the figures in your dream are 'aspects of you') that can come under the Inner-Leadership of a more spiritually-developing Self. The Self relating IN self that can 'sense' and be 'awake' to what's there, and discovers it's power to Perceive and 'make a Difference.'

Last Christmas 2014 had MUCH sexual and romantic overtones to it... Many Promises of Love and Hearts of Commitment to one another. People wanting to be Joined and personally-loved and cherished.

I really Hope that you Find your "True Love" and the Power of Commitments IN this Season, PantheraLeo. Someone of your Equal capacity to Love and crazy~love you, inside and out!

posted June 18, 2015 07:07 PM            

Thank you for replying to this thread.
What you said about the dream seems to resonate I think.At the moment my mind is malfunctioning.I'm trying to read your response and your thread and I'm not really taking things in and processing it correctly.I'm not being very clear so perhaps it would be a good Idea for God or one of his messengers to explain what I need to say to you and what you need to know.I assume you have clairvoyance and have picked up upon the venomous energy within me and that recently I have tried aim it at a lot of people.I sometimes wonder if my negative thoughts have gained so much strength they could be like a spiritual attack by themselves. I wonder now If I longer need to deliberately focus on a target to realise it.

This vibe of this song resonates with how I feel about the world and existence in general
Tina Turner http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZviD0dEF7jEs

I'm trying to break out of this cycle bit by bit and by a miracle I won't feel like this any more hopefully get to the final destination or go feral and get put to sleep trying.I told God or higher powers this and I told them that I'm not jumping hoops for them any more so what whatever happens happens.I told them exactly what my problems where with them.I told them if I don't have a future to strike me dead were I stand right now.

Last Christmas was okay although I strangely started to think back about people who had died.My uncle had died recently.I was flicking through the tv and the Muppets Christmas Carol was on tv.I loved that movie as a child and some of it made me think back and about people who had died and about how things have changed.It's pathetic that a small thing like that made me feel hysterical.The same thing sad ironic feeling gripped me while watching the Big Bang Theory.I felt like I felt both of their pain and they aren't even real people. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrbggOAbQSE
I hate that small moments like that choke me up.

I hope that you find the right person to.

posted June 19, 2015 11:09 AM            

Good stuff, mirage29.

On a more mundane level, I think the dream reflects the anger within you, the power struggle with self which reaches out to those around you. The control you have in the dream reflects a lack of control in your waking life, and the resulting lashing out that follows.

posted June 19, 2015 12:32 PM            

I do not know what kind of celebration you have in your country tomorrow. I grew up in the mountains and every village has a specific tradition. It is used for “magic”. In the end we burn the mountains .
Yesterday I was in a shopping center, because I had to do some business. Pamela Anderson walked by and I watched the situation. Although I do not know her in person I like her personality. She is such a strong person and I respect her from the bottom of my heart. On this day she reminded me that I am so thankful for my life and I escaped that life she lives in. I wanted to use tomorrow to break my circle. She reminded me that there is no need to do so.

As I really do not know the traditions in your country I will show you what I mean.

posted June 19, 2015 04:29 PM            

I agree that there is still a lot of anger within in me.I am still trying to achieve more control in my life but I will get there bit by bit. I won't let anyone stop me from doing it.I think I'm angry because I'm not going to be anyone's scapegoat any more and I'm sick of holding everything in.

Geminikarat I believe Christmas should be a happy time.Unfortunately it can be awful time of year.I'll be really honest I haven't really enjoyed it since I was a child.Each year that passes the Christmas's seem to get worse.Christmas is probably only still in my my life because of my Catholic mother and Grandparents,tv and the fact its all over the tv and radio and everyone's talking about. I'm no longer a Christian it doesn't mean much to me.I do play along because I care about my mother and grandparents.Christmas has awful the last few years but my mother still loves it.My grandparents are getting older and I don't want know how they will be around for.I wouldn't want her to be alone at Christmas in the future so that's why I'll always be there.At the same I hate Christmas and feel dead inside yet I have to try and keep it together which is hard to do and I hate having to smile when I don't feel that way inside.Inside I feel like my soul is being destroyed while I try hard to please other people they snap at me If I'm not smiling all the time and not completely perfect .I know am difficult and I do try to improve.The thing is there is a lot things that I don't say or keep to myself.There are lots of things I see people do wrong and yet I still try and be reasonable with them.I know I can be really unreasonable but usually that's after I have held everything and can't take any more. There are things which I try to get on with and don't complain about that other people make a fuss about all the the time.They Usually don't remember what I do that and the majority of the time they don't even notice I do it.Most of the time the I bet they think I do it because I want something because I want to something out of it and want praise but the real reason is I'm trying to keep things together and keep the peace and be helpful.I wish they would realise they aren't the only ones who like to be helpful and do nice things for other people.

posted June 20, 2015 01:04 AM            

(music) The Morning After (Maureen McGovern 1972, from film The Poseidon Adventure) [2:26] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9AMMWmUrAA

posted June 20, 2015 02:17 PM            

Unfortunately in my love life there is never usually a morning after thanks to my Natal Venus in Cancer in the 9th being opposed by Uranus and Neptune.Asteroids Pholus,Mjolnir, Whiterabbit and Ninkasi are conjunct my Venus which helps add to the the insanity.My love is a bit like the tidal wave that hit the ship it's a natural disaster.

I'm feeling nostalgic thinking about songs with watery themes.
Sub focus Tidal Wave http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8vlk1UR99k

Rita Coolidge Love Came for Me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPUmf8yqmGE

Hues Corporation Rock the boat http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfBwsG8ubFw

Boney M Boat on the river http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oac4W2VUSZM

Marilyn Monroe River of no return http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_x7ppOuq_k

Nana Mouskouri My friend the sea http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkzweIJjdm4

Petula Clark my friend the sea http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldXI1KWWRfc

Petula Clark Sailor http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzNNT_qlQGo

Helen Reddy Candle on the water http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-EhH6DvjfM

Ken Dodd The River http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_X74RolsIPI

The Seekers The Water is wide http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h2pz6iDI7aI

Loretta Lynn Whispering Sea http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfnFPDiHTpE

Ellie Goulding Dead in the water http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDhfb8mSuH8

posted June 20, 2015 02:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:

I know am difficult and I do try to improve.

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posted June 20, 2015 02:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:
Thank you Ra and GeminiKarat

The traditions in your country look interesting GeminiKarat.

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I like some of them. I love this one.

You are welcome.

posted June 22, 2015 08:37 PM            

Certain perfect-storm of 'equipment' sets of resonance. Causes avalanche in my ability to tolerate sonics in my physical body's nervous-system.

(Right this minute now, someone's deep powerful souped up car/truck is penetrating and shaking this ground and walls. And omg, here comes a big Harley-motorcycle friend. sheesh!!! I'm running for tielenols then higher-ground here! a migraine just started as I typed this. Pieces of the screen here go missing! So, duckin' for covers! )

I DID NOT forget you, okay?!!!! arrghgh. I'm thinking about you and sent you some good vibes earlier in prayer.

I'm glad you connected with the Morning After song! (That pleased me.) Yes, we must have a spiritual connection somehow (the Neptune conj Ascendant).

posted June 23, 2015 12:23 PM            

Its a shame about all the noise where you live.Perhaps you could see if you could get some noise cancelling headphones and listen to some soothing music.

I sympathise with you because I used to get really bad migraines.I still get them from time to time.They still disorientate me but fortunately I think they are less severe than when I first started to get them.I would have went into bed in a dark room with a plastic basin close at hand in case I felt sick.I remember it used to be difficult to even to sleep because my head was sore.I also ended up vomiting up the Migraleve which didn't do anything for my headache.

I hope you feel better soon
Take good care of yourself Mirage29

posted June 25, 2015 01:11 AM            

Thank you for the list of songs. I listened to each one...

Thank you for having me in mind!

Have a Nice Day!