posted July 31, 2015 12:05 PM            

Last Night:
My uncle's house was 'possessed.' I am having dreams about possession almost every night lately. Usually, it's my mom who is possessed, but this time it was my uncle's house. They recently moved, and I was supposed to go back to the house to get some things, or something. It was almost medieval looking - the floors were concrete and some of the walls looked like rows of fancy iron bars. I was absolutely terrified, and aware of this heavy demonic presence. In one room, I think the bathroom, I found myself saying 'STAY AWAY,' and I couldn't tell if it was me saying it, or something possessing me to say it. It came out very low and guttural. Then, I got flashbacks to a horrible event taking place in the shower - some kid, who I don't know, was addicted to an obscure drug that he administered to himself by sexually assaulting an inanimate object full of the drug. (Don't ask me how I came up with that, I have no idea.) Well it turns out that he died in the process, it was a graphic mess. I don't remember much else.

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Dream 2:
I am at my friend's college and Rihanna is about to perform for us. Before she sings, she plays a game with the audience where she sings a few notes and points to someone to try to sing them after her. She pointed to me, and I sang the notes on key. Some other people around me said, "Damn, that was pretty good!" Anyway, next thing I know, she makes her way through the audience and sits down next to me, and starts talking to me about how she's an 'opportunity person,' she grabs opportunities. She starts drawing little pictures about how she spends her time grabbing opportunities. We had a good rapport, and I was talking to her about my mom, who, in the dream, had just landed a starring role in a movie. My mom was kind of losing it because she seemed to be becoming the character that she was playing, who was a power-hungry drug addict, in a wheelchair. She even took to spending all her down time in a wheelchair, and so all of this was obviously getting to her head. Rihanna told me that my mom doesn't seem to see that the movie industry is taking advantage of her. Suddenly my dad pops up next to me and says "Thank you! I know, right?" Then Rihanna tells me that my mom doesn't seem to be much of an opportunity person. I told her that actually, she is the definition of an opportunity person, but this movie is just getting to her head.

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The weird part is, after I told this to my mom this morning, she said she went to bed thinking about a script for a movie she wants to write and star in! (She never does this..)

posted August 05, 2015 04:19 AM            

Did you want thoughts on these dreams?

posted August 05, 2015 09:05 PM            

" we (me, and the same friend from the previous dream) were running away from people bombing our university. It was a daily thing, and we weren't scared. At first we were hanging out in a field with friends, away from the chaos. Once the bombers came closer, we ran away together, somehow knowing not to go where other people were going. We found a weird outdoor public hangout section on campus that had antique furniture, and we cuddled on this Victorian couch. Then I kissed him, and he told me he was in love with me. We kept kissing and giggling, knowing we were safe. We could feel each other's every thought and move, we were both so vulnerable. It was sweet."

posted August 09, 2015 11:28 AM            

Do you feel as if there is another side to yourself that may be hidden or that isn't really "you"?

Did your mother, or someone else, exhibit characteristics that were unlike their usual selves when you were young, and which affected you negatively?

Did you experience or witness something when you were young that may have been traumatic in some way? This question may be difficult to answer as it may not be part of your conscious awareness.

How do you feel about this direction of questioning?

The dreams with your friend, I am not sure.

How do you feel about him? Conflicted? Confused?

Are you avoiding (running from) the realization (bombs) that your time with him may be a thing of the past (antique furniture) because you have feelings for him (kiss on couch)?