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Aunt Anomalia
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From: Pandora's box
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posted October 24, 2015 06:38 AM
  
First, I was in the garden. The sky was dark. I found a big raw piece of amethyst on the ground among the plants and I lifted it, I wanted to own it. It's one of my favorite gemstones so it's not like I could help myself  Then I was in some strange place, it resembled an industrial space. I was lying in a bed and there was a white van with some text on the side, kinda like an ad. I had 2 or 3 small raw pieces of amethyst with me. I was waiting for/hiding from something. Then I realized I was a man. Then I sensed someone's precence. My next revelation was: I'm a ghost. I tried to remember things and what came to my mind was there was some kind of shooting there, probably involving criminals. I was sleeping when they came and they killed me in my sleep, hence my confusion. The "people" who appeared were fellow ghosts or entities. I was taken to another dimension, a weird one. It seemed like everyone or at least all the females where pregnant. I was "impregnated" too, probably by default. I looked at my belly and it was protruding and it upset me, I didn't want children (and I don't in rl). I decided to shift to another plane of existence, I focused hard on my intention and I think at that moment the final act of this play began.I was sitting in my living room by the table with my favorite actor. He was on the other side reading or writing something. I got the impression he was waiting for me to say something or he even asked me to say something but I just kept staring and smiling gently. I went to the place where jackets etc are and I took one (bright yellow with a hood, not something I ever had) and put my legs where arms should be and it worked, it was my trousers now. I think I came back to the guy and continued observing him. ------------------
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GeminiKarat
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posted October 25, 2015 10:59 AM
I have read it. Sometimes I like to change the perspective as well.  IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted October 25, 2015 11:21 AM
I Felt this might have been a past life memory of some sort.IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted October 28, 2015 04:23 AM
Hello Aunt Anomalia  I have just begun to look at this dream and it certainly deserves more attention than I have thus far given it. It is a very interesting dream. There are a couple of threads I notice running through the dream right away, one of them being change. There is a lot of change in various forms. As GeminiKarat suggests, a change in perspective may be indicated. But before we delve any further, I have some questions that may or may not prove to be relevant. You said, "The sky was dark." How so? Dawn, dusk, night, cloudy? Amethyst is a favorite of mine as well. I associate it with spiritual energies. What do you associate with it? When you realized you were a man, how did it feel to be a man? Any different? When you realized you were a ghost, how did that make you feel? Any way in particular? When you were impregnated, you were back to being a woman? Were you still a ghost? Why do you think you were with the actor? How did that feel? Were the jackets in a closet or something? 
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Aunt Anomalia
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posted October 28, 2015 08:33 PM
Hey Ra, thanks for joining.Ok, I'm trying to recall things...
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You said, "The sky was dark." How so? Dawn, dusk, night, cloudy?
It was the night, it was easy to see what was on the ground though. quote:
Amethyst is a favorite of mine as well. I associate it with spiritual energies. What do you associate with it?
I associate amethyst with the crown and 3rd eye chakras. I have a small rough piece and use it sometimes if that matters. quote:
When you realized you were a man, how did it feel to be a man? Any different?
I think I was fine with being a man, I can't recall any distress caused by it. It surprised me and then I guess I accepted it and moved on. I was more absorbed with trying to figure out my environment and what I was doing there. quote:
When you realized you were a ghost, how did that make you feel? Any way in particular?
Realizing I was a ghost surprised me and...I think that's it. I've been one many times in my dreams so I'm probably used to it. quote:
When you were impregnated, you were back to being a woman? Were you still a ghost?
I don't know if I was female again. I was an entity in a higher dimension, it seemed like the astral. quote:
Why do you think you were with the actor? How did that feel?
I like him a lot so it's no wonder he appears in my dreams. The frequency of it seems to be rising for some reason, it's happened a couple of times during the last 2 weeks. I like him enough to want to send fanmail in the future which I've never done (and which could have something to do with this dream). It felt good having him around. I was comfortable and rather fascinated. I think there was some longing involved too. quote:
Were the jackets in a closet or something?
No, they were hanging on the wall. quote:
Originally posted by athenegoddess:
I Felt this might have been a past life memory of some sort.
Who knows. It wasn't too realistic though. I was in a big comfy bed under the (white) duvet and you don't see it in industrial spaces. Homeless people sleep on something else. Sometimes places like that can be turned into apartments but what a van would be doing there then?
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Aunt Anomalia
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posted November 03, 2015 03:15 PM
Boo?------------------
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GeminiKarat
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From: Austria
Registered: Jun 2014
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posted November 04, 2015 02:58 AM
I am very sorry to tell you that Ra wants to answer, but the computer says:"NO!"
I am certain that Ra will answer your question as soon as possible. I will make a list just in case there was no backup on the old cumputer.IP: Logged |
Ra
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Registered: May 2009
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posted November 05, 2015 04:36 AM
Yes, my computer is dying, but it seems I can still do some stuff in "safe mode". Anyway ...This dream could have to do with the growth (garden) of undeveloped potential (dark sky) concerning your higher functions (amethyst). A new inner/spiritual work (white van/industrial space/amethyst) is available to you, a work you have been waiting for but are also anxious about (waiting for/hiding from). Perhaps change is required or inevitable - a change in perspective, a new realization (you are a man/you are a ghost) along with the "death"/ending of some aspect of self or state of awareness (killed in sleep). Again, it is suggested that a transition is being made (taken to another dimension) into the growth of a new potential (belly protruding/impregnated) that on some level causes you anxiety as you fear it may be more than you are ready for (upset/don't want children). Besides being a nearly conscious diversion from the main body of the dream and a reflection of your like for the actor, I am not sure how or if the last scene relates to the rest, unless it reflects a waking life process of diversion/distraction from that which is developing in your inner/spiritual life. Does any of this make sense? I do feel like I am missing some piece that would pull the meaning together in a better way. IP: Logged |
Aunt Anomalia
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From: Pandora's box
Registered: Mar 2015
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posted November 08, 2015 09:18 AM
Thank you. It seems to make sense. I don't think the guy is a "diversion/distraction from that which is developing in my inner/spiritual life" though, it's more the opposite. Maybe the last part is supposed to be...the destination?------------------
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Ra
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posted November 09, 2015 04:21 AM
Perhaps.Well, making sense and making a connection are two different things. From your response, I am not sure that a proper connection has yet been made. Is there something developing in your inner/spiritual life that you want but are apprehensive about? Do you think this has to do with the guy?
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Aunt Anomalia
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posted November 09, 2015 02:59 PM
I could try to pinpoint things but it's a little too personal. quote:
Is there something developing in your inner/spiritual life that you want but are apprehensive about?
Yes, there is. quote:
Do you think this has to do with the guy?
Yes but not only.------------------
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