posted March 20, 2016 06:50 AM            

I had a dream this morning that I woke up from saying nooooooo!

It involved my ex boyfriend - I was in a house with wooden walls and was in a bedroom with white bed sheets and nice soft lighting shining in the room.

I get a phone call on my mobile and answer it. It is my ex boyfriend (my not very nice ex) and he wants to visit.

Next thing, he is at the door and inside the room. He lies on the bed and makes sexual advances, it felt nice but wrong too. The dream ends when I get up and stop the advances and move away from him and leave the room.

I woke up from the dream feeling very violated and upset that he had appeared in my dream. I felt like saying, please do not visit me even in my dreams! I have not had contact with him for a year or so.

A few things:

House - the room I am in is comfortable and the light is nice and soft (perhaps reflection of me)

Bed - sexual connotations?

Ex - visit from my past. Something I have not dealt with?

posted March 22, 2016 01:19 PM            

Yeah, I would say there is still stuff you haven't dealt with, stuff that still bothers you.