posted August 03, 2016 01:02 PM            

I was sitting at the edge of my bed and felt a hard shove on my right side. It was the father leaning his dead body on me. I shrugged him off and he fell limply to the floor. He wore a white shirt and brown pants with curly dark brown hair.

I pulled him up from the floor and tried to revive him, and it worked!
We ended up having sex, where he would be dead one second and alive and enjoying himself the next.

I felt aroused and scared all at once. I thought if I could distract him with sex, nothing bad would happen to me. When we finished I pulled him to the garage and opened the door to the most beautiful sunny day I've seen in years.

I felt conflicted since, although I wanted to get away from him, I felt a little sad because I had a feeling that when we were out in the sun he would vanish.

posted August 05, 2016 12:09 AM            

This is about change (moving).

I feel like the dead husband represents a part of yourself that has been "dead"/repressed/ignored for some time, perhaps pushed into the darkness of your psyche through anger or guilt (murder/suicide). It is an aspect or energy that you would associate with a husband, such as balance, security, stability, romance, etc.

Having sex with him represents the transfer of energy needed to "revive" this "dead" aspect/energy, to "arouse" it from the unconscious darkness in which it has existed.

It is time to get going (open garage door). It is time to energize/activate this part of yourself (twirling around) in the light of awareness (sunny day), thus resolving, and dissolving, a "years old" confliction (most sunny day in years). It needs to "disappear" so that you may find balance.

These are just my feelings.