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Aurora_girl1990
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posted September 27, 2016 10:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
A week ago Experience where i felt myself In everyone and everything. Also realized how the ego works and how psychology and spirituality co exists.

Think is today, i feel restless and afraid and i dont know why.

Is it I'm afraid I'd forget about this experience or that I'd be let astray or something else.

Any thoughts on what experience i had is appreciated.

If. More info is needed please ask

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Love&Light
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posted September 27, 2016 11:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Love&Light     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Aurora? Is this experience natural or is it drug or alcohol induced?
If its natural then I think you need not be scared I believe. May be you just experienced yourself without the mist of ego. That is great because you are in full awareness of yourself. Try and stay connected with yourself and live your life from that awareness. I feel you could be feeling afraid because this is too encompassing to handle. Its like your centre of your world has suddenly expanded to infinity. Its a paradigm shift and you are in new waters. If this experience is induced due to intake of conscious altering substances then please don't take them because that is not good for us. Take care.

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posted September 27, 2016 08:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Love&Light:
Hi Aurora? Is this experience natural or is it drug or alcohol induced?
If its natural then I think you need not be scared I believe. May be you just experienced yourself without the mist of ego. That is great because you are in full awareness of yourself. Try and stay connected with yourself and live your life from that awareness. I feel you could be feeling afraid because this is too encompassing to handle. Its like your centre of your world has suddenly expanded to infinity. Its a paradigm shift and you are in new waters. If this experience is induced due to intake of conscious altering substances then please don't take them because that is not good for us. Take care.

Thank you so much Love and light. Yes its a natural occurance. And yes its difficult merging both my normal ego self and this expansive self.

Thank you for your reply. It makes sense and i am doing just that from now on.

Thanks

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mirage29
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posted September 28, 2016 12:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You may go through times of feeling good and successful at what you're trying to do, then you go to feeling less aware.

Just because you are less consciously aware of your gains and experience doesn't mean they are forever loss. It's still in there. We grow in layers... up and out. Rhythms and cycles.

And, you'll get times of contrast where the "sense" of the experience might go missing. Then, it comes back. even stronger, because your 'capacity' was being worked on and expanded without your being conscious of what was going on?

Each time, you'll find that you've grown not just as a spiritual being, but as a regular earth person too. If you just grow spiritually, and don't work out your earth walk, then you're out of balance.

One feeds the other. ... And those kinds of oneness experiences grow deeper, broader, and you might feel the afterglow episode lasts long too.

Aurora_girl, I am not a spiritual teacher or guru, so if you know one of those, it would be a very good idea to have one to confide your experiences to, then let them guide you to the next step for you. They are spiritual experts in the design of consciousness. They can help you with body training exercises, and other ways to have a balanced experience.
If you have the money or connections, use them. It's better to have a coach. Less mistakes to correct later. (Hopefully the person you see will have the kind of expertise special to you.)

Watch your step around people who are too much into ego-trashing. It's okay to have some ego. And (my opinion) you shouldn't be required to feel like a walking wounded failure.

Having an ego is required to interface with the here and now. You need a sense of self to live life.

The ones who recommend ego-obliteration? could cause serious damage to your sense of esteem? You NEED to esteem and Value yourself. .... The reason I say this is I've watch that happen to some.

Sometimes you can go to those 'ego' obliteration teachers for a while, but if you begin to feel depression or even suicidal self hatred around them?, then it's time to pull back, take a break, integrate and relax with yourself.

Sometimes breakthroughs happen if you just relax... Other parts of your consciousness ARE working for you, whether you 'feel' it or not. There's always something going on. You already WANT to self-improve inside. Please, gently, don't worry.... You won't miss a thing.

By the way, I admire you for wanting to tackle all that. .... You will have other experiences.

Sometimes natal transits can predict those kinds of periods when awakenings are more likely to occur.

So, I hope the information I shared can be useful to you... (I don't know that much about you.)

... {{hugs for your sad}} {{bouncers for your Joy}}

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GeminiKarat
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posted September 28, 2016 07:50 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you very much for the input Love&Light and mirage29!

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@ Aurora_girl1990

May I ask:
What do you think about the input of mirage29?

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Love&Light
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posted October 18, 2016 10:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Love&Light     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey mirage nice to see you around and insightful reply btw.

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mirage29
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posted October 21, 2016 05:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks Love&Light! and GK ...

Saw this poem the other day...

Blue-Butterfly Day

It is blue-butterfly day here in spring,
And with these sky-flakes down in flurry on flurry
There is more unmixed color on the wing
Than flowers will show for days unless they hurry.

But these are flowers that fly and all but sing:
And now from having ridden out desire
They lie closed over in the wind and cling
Where wheels have freshly sliced the April mire.

-- Robert Frost

{If you live in the Southern Hemisphere, you might appreciate this more right now as it is Springtime for you. For us, we're experiencing the Autumn season.}

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You are probably a very old soul.

You probably just sensed the connectedness of all universal energies.

I doubt you are even awakened, but your ego is slowly dissolving. That's why I think you're an old soul.

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Aurora_girl1990
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posted March 03, 2017 09:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mirage29:
You may go through times of feeling good and successful at what you're trying to do, then you go to feeling less aware.

Just because you are less consciously aware of your gains and experience doesn't mean they are forever loss. It's still in there. We grow in layers... up and out. Rhythms and cycles.

And, you'll get times of contrast where the "sense" of the experience might go missing. Then, it comes back. even stronger, because your 'capacity' was being worked on and expanded without your being conscious of what was going on?

Each time, you'll find that you've grown not just as a spiritual being, but as a regular earth person too. If you just grow spiritually, and don't work out your earth walk, then you're out of balance.

One feeds the other. ... And those kinds of oneness experiences grow deeper, broader, and you might feel the afterglow episode lasts long too.

Aurora_girl, I am not a spiritual teacher or guru, so if you know one of those, it would be a very good idea to have one to confide your experiences to, then let them guide you to the next step for you. They are spiritual experts in the design of consciousness. They can help you with body training exercises, and other ways to have a balanced experience.
If you have the money or connections, use them. It's better to have a coach. Less mistakes to correct later. (Hopefully the person you see will have the kind of expertise special to you.)

Watch your step around people who are too much into ego-trashing. It's okay to have some ego. And (my opinion) you shouldn't be required to feel like a walking wounded failure.

Having an ego is required to interface with the here and now. You need a sense of self to live life.

The ones who recommend ego-obliteration? could cause serious damage to your sense of esteem? You NEED to esteem and Value yourself. .... The reason I say this is I've watch that happen to some.

Sometimes you can go to those 'ego' obliteration teachers for a while, but if you begin to feel depression or even suicidal self hatred around them?, then it's time to pull back, take a break, integrate and relax with yourself.

Sometimes breakthroughs happen if you just relax... Other parts of your consciousness ARE working for you, whether you 'feel' it or not. There's always something going on. You already WANT to self-improve inside. Please, gently, don't worry.... You won't miss a thing.

By the way, I admire you for wanting to tackle all that. .... You will have other experiences.

Sometimes natal transits can predict those kinds of periods when awakenings are more likely to occur.

So, I hope the information I shared can be useful to you... (I don't know that much about you.)

... {{hugs for your sad}} {{bouncers for your Joy}}



Thank you so much.And i am sorry it took me this long to get back to you but back then i wasn't in a state to pen my thoughts down properly.Then time just passed and it got harder to sit down and write a reply.

Well here i am.Tonight i'm reviewing my experience and why that confusion is gone ,with it also the state i was in is temporarily unavailable as i (as you might perceived) been without ego in that state,without desires..and to function in this world ,i realized as you've have said all those months ago,i do need the ego.Hence i've let my ego back in just enough that i can function in this world.But still at the same time retaining most of my experiences that day in late september.

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posted March 03, 2017 09:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by GeminiKarat:
Thank you very much for the input Love&Light and mirage29!

Thank you both very much too!

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Aurora_girl1990
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posted March 03, 2017 09:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Sulkyarcher:
You are probably a very old soul.

You probably just sensed the connectedness of all universal energies.

I doubt you are even awakened, but your ego is slowly dissolving. That's why I think you're an old soul.


I feel that is what is happening as well.I feel more at peace and in touch with my soul-self too as the months go by.

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posted March 04, 2017 01:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Aurora_girl1990:

Thank you so much. And i am sorry it took me this long to get back to you but back then i wasn't in a state to pen my thoughts down properly. Then time just passed and it got harder to sit down and write a reply.

Well here i am. Tonight i'm reviewing my experience and why that confusion is gone ,with it also the state i was in is temporarily unavailable as i (as you might perceived) been without ego in that state, without desires.. and to function in this world, i realized as you've have said all those months ago, i do need the ego.

Hence i've let my ego back in just enough that i can function in this world. But still at the same time retaining most of my experiences that day in late september.


Be Good to yourself!

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posted March 04, 2017 11:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Empty Spaces     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Aurora what is your sun sign?

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Aurora_girl1990
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posted March 05, 2017 01:09 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Aries @Empty Spaces..why?

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Transit pluto has been hitting my sun (capricorn) and triggered my personal journey to find my true self.I'm going deep and deep.

I had a Dark night of the soul type of experience. (Still a little unsteady but a lot better and I had progress)

Suddenly I find myself into astrology which gave me a powerful tool to understand who I am (natal chart).I caught myself into a new whole world.

I started to be involved with meditation.
-Started to believe in spiritual connections between people.
-I was blessed for finding all the articles about DISSOLVING EGO.This was the TOP (awesome) It is incredible how our ego works.

I wish I could explain better but I'm very sleppy,It is 4:00AM here :]

TPLUTO brings Sun (sense of identity)to the underworld to sweep all the dirty under the rug.

Destruction-Rebirth

I was almost certain that you were one of these signs (libra-Cancer or Aries) I just wonder now if you had Tpluto in square to your sun already or you gonna have yet.

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Aurora_girl1990
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posted October 15, 2017 02:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Odd,I don't remember seeing your reply EmptySpaces,but thank you for that.

A Year Later...

I'm strangely enough living the life i've always wanted,a 'normal 3d life' with good emotional support from my boyfriend.I'm content and i've been focusing mainly on the 3d aspect of life these past 4 months or so..

No new spiritual experiences though.This one described here now feels like a dream of a dream..

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posted October 16, 2017 10:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Time flies!

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posted October 17, 2017 09:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Aurora_girl1990:
Odd,I don't remember seeing your reply EmptySpaces,but thank you for that.

A Year Later...

I'm strangely enough living the life i've always wanted,a 'normal 3d life' with good emotional support from my boyfriend.I'm content and i've been focusing mainly on the 3d aspect of life these past 4 months or so..

No new spiritual experiences though.This one described here now feels like a dream of a dream..


I am very glad to read about the fulfillment you have in your life now. You have been through a deep spiritual experience, but I guess one cannot stay in the same experience all the time. At the time, this event may have answered your needs, and life is dynamic and doesn't allow us to remain in the same spot for too long, as wide as that spot may be. I wish you much happiness

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
I am very glad to read about the fulfillment you have in your life now. You have been through a deep spiritual experience, but I guess one cannot stay in the same experience all the time. At the time, this event may have answered your needs, and life is dynamic and doesn't allow us to remain in the same spot for too long, as wide as that spot may be. I wish you much happiness

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posted October 19, 2017 10:21 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well-said.

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Aurora_girl1990
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posted October 21, 2017 09:18 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
I am very glad to read about the fulfillment you have in your life now. You have been through a deep spiritual experience, but I guess one cannot stay in the same experience all the time. At the time, this event may have answered your needs, and life is dynamic and doesn't allow us to remain in the same spot for too long, as wide as that spot may be. I wish you much happiness


Thank you so much Ayelet.I feel your sincere wishes and it warms my heart very much <3

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posted November 27, 2017 07:21 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aurora_girl1990     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I realized i miss connecting to the higher energies..

I've done a few 'channellings' ie connecting to higher selves(both mine and others) and my intuition has increased considerably in a year.

I'm still with ego though but less than before i had this experience a little over a year ago.

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posted May 19, 2018 07:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Update?

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Shulia
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posted October 21, 2018 07:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Shulia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
To me it sounds like you are having a real spiritual experince

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