posted February 05, 2017 11:45 PM
Wow Chaania... (btw, How old are you?)
Overall... I recall having had these kinds of dreams when I was moving from adolescence to young adult.
There's just a 'shock'. A shock, a jolt. Making that individuation-- leaving mom's leads. Curiosity having led towards unseemly groups. Wanting to have sex, and being hungry that way (which is normal). Perhaps having participated in some drugs, and the street culture.... It entices you, AND, it's overwhelming to your sense and sensibilities. It's strong... feels out of control yet you manage it.
It's just some of the 'dark' that is out there-- that you may already have had a touch of experience with-- could be setting off alarms inside you, and your dream is trying to reflect that?
Wanting to be out and on your own, trying new things, is part of the normal developmental drive of making the break into being your own Individual. The taboo is very enticing, sensually and sexually. AND, there can be a terrible price to pay for it. Even some real-danger you are exposed to, as you feel you have to 'comply' and pretend you are a part of that scene (errrr, ~'raped?'), when the whole time, you are frightened for your safety, and having a psychic indigestion, a revulsion to the unsafe situation you find your self in.
Pay extra attention and care about the people you are starting to associate with. Don't let men (or women) push you into sexual experiences that you are just NOT comfortable with yet. It's okay to say NO. Too much. I'm not ready. etc. and be RESPECTED for it.
Some things/people/places... have an allure-- but can take you further than you are 'comfortable' to go (boundaries), with consequences that could be wrought with danger you turned a blind-eye to because of peer pressures... something you were not expecting they would present you with.
Were you also doing some rec.drugs... along with exposure to people or places, movies or videos, that flooded you too much? This can create a more shock reaction to the system. Opens you up. Makes your brain more vulnerable.
The 'cutting' thing?...
I realize that some peer-socialgroups do things like that as a peer-acceptance thing. NOT cool though. Don't go there. It's actually addictive, and you'll wreck your beautiful body for life. ... yeah, some people get tattoos to cover over their cutting.... but really, DON'T do it.
Cutting too, in dreams, is relatable to sex, and having sex relations. Lipstick. Kissing. Exploring the power of sexuality.... It's hot, alluring, and normal.... and can have unintended unwanted consequences. Stay SAFE. Don't be alone with people you are uncomfortable with. Surround self with friends you trust won't get you into harm, crime, legal problems.
You are curious about metaphysical, supernatural things?...
Funnel and divert your interests into 'safer' side of supernatural. There are spirits that can attach themselves to you.. that can cause the sensation of insanity. Back away from that, if you can do it gradually.
Some music can cause teens and young adults to want to do selfharm and suicidal behaviors. That is a side-effect to 'some' people. IF you are one of those who HAS the Beautiful Sensitivity inside you where you are "picking up" the subliminal messages in the words, or the instrumental beats?.. then please get away from it. Change the music. Insist that your friends and you do a different environment. Shift AWAY from that....
Maybe some times you'll be able to tolerate those messages, no sweat. But there ARE times (sometimes related to even astrology transits) WHERE you have become more OPEN to the effects, without adequate grounding or keeping self surrounded and secure in Light.
Sometimes there are PORTALS that open....
Stay away from the more-negative (satanic type) influences and groups or individuals DURING those times. Protect yourself by not exposing yourself to places or people or music or mind-altering drugs or motions, during those times. Take a BREAK.... Back off.
You'll be better later.... Then only if you want to, and feel SAFE doing it, gently dip your toe back in. .... But if you start to 'react' in a way that leads towards harm, violence, causing bad dreams even, or negative daydreams, then you'll know that you HAVE to put that aside 'for now'.
I'd also take 'hints' from the dream. If you 'see' men that fit those descriptions (in your environment), or encounter someone wearing that tattoo... , etc? Then BE careful, stay aware of your environment IN that time. Let these be *warning flags* for you, that tell you to 'wake up' and take note.
Find a way to funnel your sexual feelings into a direction where the energy is put to good use for you. That's the power of Eros. Eros is extremely Creative. Not JUST for sex. You can take some of that and use it physically (volunteer work, or work), use it artistically (COMPOSE music, practice honing skills on musical instruments), create art-graphic backgrounds for songs you'd like to have an ambience for. ..... Take that crazy-buzzy want-to-go-insane kind of forces in you and like a super-art-hero, ART it! PLAY it! CREATE something with it that will add Value to your life..... Write. Compose. Write a dramatic play that your friends and you can apply to a social-message, and go out and BE that message. Dance it! Put on dramas... (get paid for it?? LOL). Get yourselves KNOWN as a (creative) Group that does things that Make A Difference for others in society.
Adopt a Cause together. USE all that Eros/creative raw force, and harness that energy..... YOU can be a Force for Change... TAKE these things to Heart..... You can Change the World! ... You can HELP make this a Better and SAFER Feeling place. You and your friends can emotionally and psychologically support each other ... (Don't get yourselves all messed up on those psych drugs and side-effects.... THAT STUFF can MAKE some people want to kill themselves, even to cut. .... INSTEAD, make a pact, an agreement, with your friends group, that you will UPHOLD each other. BE there for each other. STAY safe. DO SAFE activities..... You do not need to embrace the dark satanic energy.
It's okay to dress in clothing that look cool.... just, stay away from the super-dark forces (for REAL) that some of these things advertise. (There IS a difference, and some of those symbols might attract people who might not be all-that-safe?)
Turn things around. Surround self with things that Inspire. Everyday, find Beauty in something small or big. Find and Focus on something Beautiful and let it fill your inside-being, your heart. Let it EXPAND you with its SAFE Light.
So! hahaha.... This is probably a LONG messy post? ... But I'm going to post without proofreading.
Chaania ... I really Hope you find ANY or ALL of these posts made in your thread helpful in some way?
You've got several approaches to study your dream....
The people here are Good People....
And we're Glad you're here.
Welcome to The ASTRAL REALMS.... woo woo!! (Laughing!)