posted February 05, 2017 08:54 PM
Nice chart, GK... Thanks! 
Harmonicvibes
You haven't said how long it's been that you've broken up.... I'm so sorry that you have had that painful experience. {{
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Do you pray or meditate?
Why don't you try something like just gently saying a prayer for his life? Maybe his consciousness needs that energy?
'Hold space' for him, WITHOUT it being a lure to draw him back (if it's over-over).
Or, you could call him, get together with him, to have a visit or discussion? There may be some kind of unfinished business between the two of you.
You could get a friend that you trust and discuss any unfinished energy you think you have with this man. Have someone to 'say it out loud' to, so you can 'hear' your own self speaking it. Sometimes when you do that, you can subtly hear messages or see images from your own subconscious. Could give you a clue to what's going on inside you.
Was it a more secure time in your life when he was a part of it? ... Maybe your own subconscious mind is trying to 'locate' that secure-feeling again for itself. Take the memory, the energy-imprint of his having been there, and 'place' that energy all around you, and in you. Assure yourself that you are okay... that you are Sufficient.
Draw that into yourself maybe. He 'represents' something missing from your life? 
Use it as an opportunity to say a prayer for your own life, and his too, if you think it's appropriate.
(music) I Say A Little Prayer (Aretha Franklin, 1970) [4:05] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STKkWj2WpWM