posted March 05, 2017 05:37 AM            

I'd like some advice/insight to some experiences I've been having over the past few months if anybody could help me.
I was raised by my Grandmother my entire life and we still lived at home together until her sudden passing in December 2016.

Our relationship has always been beautiful, I consider her not only my Grandmother but my mother and best friend. I relied on her for absolutely everything, perhaps too much so and we've always had a strange way of finishing each other's sentences or I'd have a thought about something and when I tell her she says she thought the exact same thing recently. This was constant- like a psychic connection or something!

In September 2016 I had a dream that my Grandma was holding a newborn baby in a hospital, when I arrived in the ward she suddenly dropped to the ground and died. She then woke up, and then dropped again and I began to scream and cry for help.
Whenever I have dreams they tend to be so intense whatever I feel wakes me up - My boyfriend had to wake me up and hold me because I was crying and shaking in my sleep.

He was reassuring me that it was just a dream, admittedly a very strange one but had nothing to do with reality. I just felt that it was too odd to mean nothing.
I've never dreamt of my Grandma before to my knowledge when she was alive.

December 2016 - I was working on a painting upstairs and I was called down because my Grandma had dropped suddenly, in the same position that I had pictured in my dream.
She died shortly after the ambulance arrived.

Since her passing I've dreamt of her standing in an empty white room with her arms out to embrace me and last night I had a terrible dream of her lifeless body after decomposing she wakes up and tries to hug me. It was traumatising and she was freezing cold (I could feel the coldness in real life and it woke me up and I cried)

I've also had SEVERAL dreams in the past few weeks about myself being pregnant, being close to labour, pregnant with twins, being a mother to four children.

I honestly don't know what is happening to me but it's starting to affect my sleeping habits and I feel it will never stop.l Is she trying to contact me or tell me something?

My birthday is 29th July 1993
Time: 7:15am Coventry, England

Grandma: 20th July 1948
Time: Unknown
Kingston, Jamaica

Thank you xxx

posted March 06, 2017 11:48 AM            

I'm sorry to hear about your Grandmother. My condolences.

The dream you had does appear to be something of a premonition. That's the difficulty with premonitions though, they can only be validated in retrospect. The dream certainly suggests the emergence of something new (baby), as well as an ending (died).

The dreams you have had of her since are very similar to dreams I had about my father after he died.

The dream of your Grandmother in the white room, in my opinion, was actually her, reassuring you. 

The dream about her being decomposed was not her, but rather a mental projection of her. I have found this type of dream to be a part of the psyche's way of processing death. It reinforces the fact that her body is no more, that she has moved along from the physical world. Of course, you know this, but the psyche is still processing. This is a completely normal dream and has nothing to do with the actual state of your Grandmother.

Your pregnancy/children dreams are a reflection of the new energies at work in your life since your Grandmother's passing. Essentially, you are beginning a new stage of life.

There will likely be more dreams - some good, some not so much. But these dreams will subside in time. For me, it took many months, but everyone processes in their own time.

posted April 20, 2017 12:18 AM            

IMO it is impossible to communicate while we are in the flesh to another "normal" human deceased. It can be an illusion of the soul. However, since she is your genetic grandmother, you are figuratively her since you have a portion of her DNA.

posted April 20, 2017 08:03 AM            

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Originally posted by SecretGeek:
IMO, it is possible to sense another human's death. It is also possible, from now on, that you will have the power to sense death. When it happens to me, I get overcome with grief about 2 weeks before someone I know becomes deceased. This two week period allows for healing intervention. I would guess you could be a healer. I consider it a gift but it could be classified as a curse because the grief rolls on skin.

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Sorry what do you mean by I could be a healer? A power to heal others in what way?

posted April 20, 2017 10:32 AM            

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Originally posted by rubynoir:

Sorry what do you mean by I could be a healer? A power to heal others in what way?

Ruby XX

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