posted March 22, 2017 06:09 PM            

I was sitting on the end of a table, to my left was my mother and to my right was she, the girl that I most think about. she was rather looking to my mother and I was rather looking at her, we where smoking.

posted March 23, 2017 04:26 AM            

I would like to know more about "the girl that I most think about". Who is this girl? And what did you want her to tell you?

Forgive my ignorance, but what sex are you?

posted March 23, 2017 07:43 AM            

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Originally posted by Ra:
Hello TensionEmpire Welcome.

I would like to know more about "the girl that I most think about". Who is this girl? And what did you want her to tell you?

Forgive my ignorance, but what sex are you?

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Hi Ra, I met this girl, she was working in the house of a friend, and I walked her down the town in the end of the day some times.
In the first walk, we alredy kissed, she told me that she could eaven see love by looking at the moon, it was a full moon.
We eaven talked about the purpouse of life haha.
I am older and have travelled the world, I am also actually german and not brazilian.

She is from here, younger and lives here in our small town.
I kept seeing her, but this friend of mine where she worked, was in the mittle, trying to control my relation with her. And her parents could not know much, i guess also.
So one day she cut off, on that great way that they like to do it.
and this is it, waited once, on her way out of school, she was ice cold.
and this is it I want to figure it out, she cut of with me radically, and she did not talk to me right afterwards.

posted March 23, 2017 04:54 PM            

The left hand is the feminine or receptive hand.
The right is the hand of power and authority, male.

The Moon is also 'the mother' ... your feelings and emotions, and, reps your body too... all about cycles.

Seems like your Beautiful She went from feminine inspirational into cold hardness. awww. I'm soo sorry! The Moon is so Romantic and Hopeful... You got your hopes up with this Beauty.

People smoke when they're 'nervous'?
And they can smoke FAST and A LOT when they are angry.
(I used to be a smoker. Gave it up 17 years ago now. ... Sometimes I miss it, but I won't go back.)

But she left you in a clouded state, for sure.

Ripped???? and Older???
Oh yeah, Bring it On, TS!!!

AS I write this, right now....
I'm having my EROS Return! ROLFLMAO

Natal Eros Taurus 21.21' e.o. 5th house.
Transiting Eros is Taurus 21.30!! LOL
You're so ~cahhhruuuuhwwwwellllllll!!!! LMAO

(j/k) ....

(music) She (Charles Aznavour) [2:40] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxaZMreym88

posted March 25, 2017 09:21 AM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
So perhaps you are seeing it like SHE (the girl) is the one who needs approval in order to speak to you, and in the dream it is your mother she looks at, symbolising for you the authority figure you know, while it is actually the friend and/or her parents.

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posted March 25, 2017 09:25 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Just minimally adding....

The left hand is the feminine or receptive hand.
The right is the hand of power and authority, male.

The Moon is also 'the mother' ... your feelings and emotions, and, reps your body too... all about cycles.

Seems like your Beautiful She went from feminine inspirational into cold hardness. awww. I'm soo sorry! The Moon is so Romantic and Hopeful... You got your hopes up with this Beauty.

People smoke when they're 'nervous'?
And they can smoke FAST and A LOT when they are angry.
(I used to be a smoker. Gave it up 17 years ago now. ... Sometimes I miss it, but I won't go back.)

But she left you in a clouded state, for sure.

Ripped???? and Older???
Oh yeah, Bring it On, TS!!!

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so you thindk the dream means like I am still wanting her to admit something, that she never will and by doing so, she will have fun with my emotions?

posted May 02, 2017 04:10 AM            

From the way I understand it there was only you and the girl with your mother. Not a 1:1 between you and the girl, right? The cigarettes make me think rebellion. Do you feel like there could be a rebel to your behavior in the dream? Like showing that you've decided what you will or won't do and no one will say otherwise? When you had the dream did you in any way feel powerless? Women can do that to men at times. It might reflect in dreams.
I could be way off, I'm sorry. I'm new to this.

posted May 08, 2017 10:02 AM            

Ohh, I woke up with one today also, I realy don`t like alcohool when that happens :P

hope you are better!

I like your thoughts! And yeah I am figuring out that I am a systematic person.

yes I can not approach her anymore, for me is she that should come to talk to me and explain herself.

posted May 09, 2017 01:07 AM            

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Originally posted by TensionEmpire:
so you think the dream means like I am still wanting her to admit something, that she never will and by doing so, she will have fun with my emotions?

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It's like a cruel kind of teasing, isn't it?

For some couples, it increases/enhances/creates a sexual 'heat' or allure.

It's up to you what you want to do... but do it consciously knowing that this might be a 'game' that could have a price attached eventually-- (broken-heart?). Even financially-- make sure you can afford what you splurge on her. That you won't resent it later on.

Might just be an intense moon-triggered romance? I understand how you would want to meet someone that poetic and deep (like your initial exchange) for a serious long-term relationship.

(music) Shame On The Moon (Bob Seger - Cover) [4:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lN5Fb21T_1g
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My back is litteraly ripped, my muscle hurts haha

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Ooooo Really????!! {nah, I'm just kidding!! ROFL}

(music) I'm Too Sexy for my Shirt! (Right Said Fred) [2:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5mtclwloEQ

haha-- I love having fun like that! *grin*
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Moon Mystic... As far as headaches are concerned-- my heart goes out to you!

You have an Aries IC, right?
(So do I, square my Mars Cancer exactly.)

I've noticed an increase in migraine-type head whenever tVenus ... or Mars or Mercury ... but especially Venus ... visits my Aries IC, till ~10+ Aries?

I thought it might just be because my Mars Cancer T-squares those two points (exact) natally?

... Fascinating to consider though?

Same (but lesser) when those three cross the MC Libra (but not as strong).

Not as noticeable as they cross the Ascendant... which represents the body H1.

There IS that tMercury-Uranus Aries conjunction going on right now.

TE... What's your Ascendant? IC?
Where is Aries in your chart?

So, Tension Empire AND Mystic Moon... I'm commiserating with you BOTH! My head has felt raw and sore off and on (mostly on) for weeks now too.

posted May 09, 2017 07:55 AM            

yeah right? I read in the I-Ging the other day that after great sadness comes the prise. (something like that)

haha an ``game`` I see , if I remember correctly in the beginning she told me that she was afraid of starting to like me and afterwards she also told me that she did not want to do to me what she was going to do (not with that clarity, but thinking afterwards about her words made me think about this.)

I broke my heart in 2015, so I have experience with it. And society life is too boring nowadays.

It may be just me thinking something that I am not, like my father told me.

yeahh, My Mars,Venus and Mercury progressed to Virgo, I thought this could help me to get some dicipline and take care of my body.

My Acc is Libra
my Ic is Capricorn
hmm, Aries, my DC is there