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SparklingSag
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posted March 28, 2017 10:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi All

Hope everyone is well! I have not been on here for ages as moved to Australia.

I dreamt a very bad nightmare that scared me a lot.

Beginning: I met a guy who was from USA, Seattle in my dream in Australia. He was handsome and we flirted.

Middle: we were at the beach the first day and he would come out of the ocean swimming but in a plastic capsule! So it was like he was a fish inside this capsule. The first morning, I ran to burst the capsule so he could breathe.

Ending: The second morning at the beach, he washed up on shore in his capsule but I took too long in getting to him and breaking him free. So he died.I carried his lifeless body.

Then the next thing I am doing is worrying I will get caught for murder and I woke up very scared and relieved it was not real.

Themes: ocean, saving someone, guilt for not saving them, death.

I cannot make sense of the symbols so much.

Any thoughts on the themes/symbols would be appreciated!

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posted March 29, 2017 11:23 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello Sparkling,
Could it be that you feel isolated in Australia? The guy from the U.S.A could be you. Being inside the capsule could mean isolation. You may fail to feel like a fish in familiar waters where you are right now. Worrying you might be accused of the guy's death, considered as a murderer, may be a projection of the issue back to you - perhaps you're worried that if you reveal your situation, you'll be held responsible.

What do you think?

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posted March 29, 2017 09:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hello!

Ooo, that is interesting. I shall give this some thought.

Yes, I do feel physically isolated and far away.

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posted March 30, 2017 01:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I also have been seeing the symbol of peacock lately, on a cup, on a present someone gave me...etc. I wonder that means too.

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posted March 30, 2017 04:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello Sparkling

It is good to have you back, and I am glad you have successfully made your move. Congratulations!

I like Ayelet's thoughts. Here are some more ...

The ocean can symbolize, among other things, the unconscious. The beach can represent the place where unconscious energies emerge into awareness, often for the purpose of clarifying emotional energies.

The guy could represent a relationship or romantic ideal, one which you have protected (encapsulated), are holding on to, and trying to save. Perhaps you fear that the time for this ideal has passed (you are too late to rescue), that the bubble has burst, and the ideal is dead. Perhaps you feel there is more you could have done to save this ideal, and feel guilty for moving away from it and/or feel that yourself/others think you have made the wrong decision, or chosen the wrong location (guy is from Seattle).

What do you think? Anything strike a chord?


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posted March 30, 2017 06:10 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Ra! It is lovely to be back. Have missed being on here. The move and settling has taken up my energy but am relaxing more so dreaming is coming back.

I like where you are going with the idea of 'saving' and others perceptions on me.

To give some context, only 7 days ago my partner (who is in another country), his uncle died suddenly of complications from diabetes at age 37. My partner was expressing to me huge guilt about not saving him in time, and why did he not take him for the transplant he needed sooner. On the day of the passing, I had a very strange feeling come over me so I was not surprised when my partner called to tell me what happened.

The beach - I think this is significant. It is 'sunny' idyllic Australia. The land of sunshine. I have been having thoughts of how to settle here, what opportunities are and how to reconcile my new life with my partner who is 'stuck' where he is right now for the next few months. I feel he is trapped in his familial ties and obligations and where is the chance for our love to grow.

The anxiety and fear felt very real with this dream, perhaps have I made the right choice, is Australia too far. I often feel I am in the 'future' due to time differences and feel I cannot connect in 'real time' to those I love.

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posted March 30, 2017 05:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Sparkling! {{ }}

I remembered you had a beaux that you were leaving behind, in posts last year. I've actually thought about you in the meantime.

Very fascinating dream. And I enjoyed watching how the mods and you unpack the meaning of this.

Condolences here on the loss you both (and the family) experienced. Dealing with death is always shocking on some level. Your beaux is working such guilt.... That's a really really HARD place.

And you know?, what transpired happened "JUST AS IT SHOULD HAVE."

If it were to have been different, then it WOULD have happened that way.

Tell him to drop the guilt-baggage.

His uncle wouldn't want him to BEAR that.... Sincerely and Honestly!!! He needs to cast THAT into the Cosmic Sea of Forgetfulness, as soon as he can-- happens in layers at a time.

So...

I wondered when or if your beaux was going to decide to join you?

He's not abusive to you, is he?
Don't know if I'm remembering correctly?
He had control issues?

You know, it's interesting that the sign of Pisces is two-Fishes that are tied or bonded together in some way. In some versions, one of those fishes is an 'expired' fish.

Chiron is in the later degrees of zodiac (and constellation) Pisces right now. Venus is Aries, and will retro backwards into Pisces again this Sunday (Eastern Daylight-- it might be a different day for you?). Anyways, Venus is going back to meet Chiron, in the land of Dreams (Pisces).

I hope things go well for both of you.

Don't give up on your Dreams, Sparkling.


And I know what it's like to be a woman in love, and a dedicated soul, although I'm not certain how that would be for YOU.....

But traditionally, the 'unspoken rules' have demanded that the DUTY to compromise usually falls more (negatively) heavily on 'the woman' in a relationship. (And with the death going on with beaux, you might feel skewed towards being more sensitive and tender to his feelings now.... perhaps clouding some issues? Be careful with that, as much as you can?)

She/woman (in the past) has tended to have MUCH more to lose from doing that, too-- as far as Pay-Salaries go?

And!, in the economical and physical (medical) event of giving birth to offspring.

Doing that actually shaves-off time-on-earth for a woman. It's a real sacrifice. Women who do NOT bear children in their lifetime live longer with healthier bodies in their older years (I think?, from a report I heard)).

Just... 'consider' those things in whatever decision you make. HE needs to support YOU too on ALL levels, (especially during the child-bearing and rearing days). He's going to need to do HIS part -- past any sperm-donations! ..

IS he of the temperament of a GOOD match for you?
Would you be able to COUNT on him, through thick and thin?

Whatever you mull right now, be sure it will be equally as fair to YOU too....

Or! (humorously)
MORE FAIR to YOU!!!!!!
Put your feminine Martian thumb on that side of those delicate Libran scales! roflmao!!! You TOTALLY Deserve it!

Take GOOD Care of yourself. Good seeing you again. Thanks for sharing!

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posted March 31, 2017 08:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Mirage!

Lovely to hear from you.
I am feeling a little overwhelmed with all that seems to be swirling. But also believe, what will be will.

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posted April 01, 2017 05:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
How Cool, Sparkling! ...

Allow. Let things swirl... That's what the sky-energies are doing and arranging right now. Sometimes for me?, it feels like I'm standing on the edge of wet sands at the beach, and some water surges across my feet, and I have the sense like I'm Cosmically Sand-Surfing while holding still.

ALL is as it needs to be. Let it Unfold...
It's ALL Good!

(And I'm so proud of you! Keep in touch.)

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posted April 01, 2017 05:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
So! You're finding out he's actually a Taurus???

For Saggi's with Possibility Vision! ~Hey! It Works!!

(topic) How to Push A Cow! [0:24] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZwaZLA3gDU

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posted April 01, 2017 07:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Mirage! Yes a bit of a shocker. Haha. Only frustrating part is do not know exact date or time so really just have to go with the flow. I have a lack of earth in my chart (only my cappie asc grounds me).


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So! You're finding out he's actually a Taurus???

For Saggi's with Possibility Vision! ~Hey! It Works!!

(topic) How to Push A Cow! [0:24] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZwaZLA3gDU


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posted April 02, 2017 05:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
How's the land down under?

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posted April 03, 2017 07:09 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Randall:
How's the land down under?

Hi Randall!

Things are good - proof that sometimes things do not work out, so that they can

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posted April 03, 2017 06:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Things are good - proof that sometimes things do not work out, so that they can

I love my Sag Philosophers!

Especially ones with Capricorn Rising...
Which degree?

Do you have interceptions there?

Is tUranus still in your 4th House, or has it shifted into your natal 5th? (romance????? ..)

Your Beaux's Sun is in your 5th?
or maybe the Service-Oriented 6th?

Just knowing his (correct) year, and checking the ephemeris, you can whittle down what some of his placements would be, compared to your own houses and planets.

Have you done a relo chart for yourself down there in Aussie Land?

Astro.com has that ability in one of their their drop boxes. On the Chart Selection page, you just have to change your Reference Place address first, before asking it to do a Relocation chart.

Make sure you select Additional Objects Pars Fortunae, and Vertex. (so you can see how those shift, as your Ascendant changes in relation to your Sun and Moon angles.)

Under Chart type go to the drop menu, and look all the way down to the last types. Choose Relocation chart (needs ref). Since you've already changed your Ref place first, you won't need to be bothered.

Once you HAVE your relo up there, it's possible to go down to the lower left, and keep changing your towns. You can watch how your Ascendant changes, Your houses, AND your Vertex/PofFortune.

Sparkling... You may ALREADY know how it works. I leave the instructions here for the other enthusiasts who might be interested.

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posted April 04, 2017 05:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@Mirage

This was birth chart at birth. Not sure where my progressed Uranus would be?

Planetary positions
planet sign degree motion
Sun Sagittarius 305'47 in house 11 direct
Moon Leo 1318'01 in house 7 direct
Mercury Sagittarius 1735'37 in house 11 direct
Venus Libra 1748'34 in house 10 direct
Mars Libra 424'23 in house 9 direct
Jupiter Sagittarius 1745'48 in house 11 direct
Saturn Scorpio 1017'03 in house 10 direct
Uranus Sagittarius 858'38 in house 11 direct
Neptune Sagittarius 2800'30 in house 12 direct
Pluto Scorpio 045'32 in house 10 direct
True Node Gemini 1557'53 in house 5 direct

House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Capricorn 2639'56
2nd House Aquarius 1725'43
3rd House Pisces 1157'52
Imum Coeli Aries 1231'49
5th House Taurus 1840'12
6th House Gemini 2501'12
Descendant Cancer 2639'56
8th House Leo 1725'43
9th House Virgo 1157'52
Medium Coeli Libra 1231'49
11th House Scorpio 1840'12
12th House Sagittarius 2501'12

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posted April 04, 2017 05:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have had:

Jupiter conjunction Venus Beginning of December 2016 until mid-August 2017

No wonder I feel loved and supported

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posted April 04, 2017 09:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Hi Randall!

Things are good - proof that sometimes things do not work out, so that they can


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posted May 18, 2017 08:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello all

6 months into new life in Australia and successfully passed probation period at work and my stuff from UK arrived safe and sound today too.

Not remembering my dreams though

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posted May 18, 2017 12:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
So nice hearing from you Sparkling.

Glad you made it through your work probation, and that your stuff had safe passage.

Not remembering dreams? ... awww. You're probably tired. Don't worry about it. We all dream every night and our brain is organizing things underneath conscious awareness. THAT is a GOOD thing!

Maybe once all your things are in the right place, and you are more accustomed and feeling 'at home' with your own vibration-things putting your mind at ease again, with intention and prep to Remember your dreams again, the remembering will come back.

Recently I came across a woman who lives in Nature, and does her videos from woods, etc.

For me? ... I live the Nature Peace and piece vicariously through having my eyes and senses filled with what I can energetically draw through the experience (screen).

I signed up for her newsletter in these past weeks. She sends 'Coffee Time' talk videos to my email box.

Leaving this for you today. Hope you can draw some good energies from her experience.

Sending you Love

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posted May 19, 2017 07:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@mirage

Thanks for the encouragement! Definitely need to feel more settled here but that will come with time.

Patience and taking one day at a time...

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posted August 01, 2017 08:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@mirage29

I found out my beaux's birth date .

We have Moon Sextile Neptune (He is Moon, I am Neptune) and on cafe astrology it said this..

Positive aspect: An almost magical bond will unite them. Perfect harmony. There is something MORE to this relationship. It inspires the imagination, and there is a magical feeling of acceptance. There is much devotion here, especially on the part of the Moon person. Spiritual tenderness and romantic warmth between them. Their relationship encourages imagination in both people. This stems from an underlying acceptance of each other, which translates into the feeling that they are free to express their spiritual, imaginative sides without fear in each other's presence. Unconditional love, which is very rare in romantic partnerships.


This may explain, the magical, "love at first sight" feeling we both had?! I know this is not a soul union forum....but this thread came to my mind when I read the cafe astrology generic reading.

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posted August 01, 2017 10:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sparkling..

Oh, You warmed my Heart!! I'm happy that you have someone special in your life.

You're starting to feel more at-home there too? It's winter there right now for you, right? Hope your home is cozy.

Hope you got the 'rats' (ref dream) race under control now at work!

hmmmm. You've been on the job four months now, and starting your fifth?

I remember long ago that in the 'fourth month' of one's employment, that every mistake you made in your first few weeks learning the job (that hadn't surfaced for correction then) will show-up around now...

If some things do surface, try not to be disheartened. You were 'new'!! ... It's all part of the learning-curve. ~4 months!

Great to hear from you!

ref - your Diseased mice/rats dream... http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/004102.html

Hope all is well with your friend's newborn, and her health.
ref - http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/004115.html

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