posted April 07, 2017 03:16 AM            

1. in this dreams, all i remember is me and my cousin were hiding from the police for something he did, we were in the parking lot, crouching beside the cars till we found one that was open, so he stole it and i started driving off to my house(idk how to drive irl) while on our way there, he received a phone call from someone and told me to drop him off in some neighborhood, and told me he'll be back, so i did, but as i was driving away, i realized he wasn't coming back, and that he used me, and i used to look up to this guy since i was a kid, so i was really sad, and extremely blind to him (i think this dream warned me about him but this isn't what this dream makes me remember after all these years) so after i made it home, i sat down inside the porch area, and was absolutely heartbroken, till someone knocked on the door, and i opened it, this person i have never seen in my life, never heard of, she asked if she could use the phone, i said no, and she just stared at me for awhile, and she just hugged me, and i instantly felt better, that everything was gonna be okay, and i had no feeling of anxiety near her (i suffer from severe social anxiety) after that she left, and i woke up, wondering who that lady was? and why do i still think of her?

2. backstory (my grandmother and grandfather died within a year of each other, he died first)
so in this dream, i was on a beach with thousands of faceless people at night, with hundreds of fire pits going with them standing around everywhere, i was walking around until i found my grandma, she was crying, saying she couldn't find my grandfather (she was blind irl) so i said i'd go find him, so i went and found him after god knows how long, he was in his wheelchair looking blankly into nowhere, he didn't recognize me or notice me (he had alzheimers) midway through bringing him back to my grandmother, i started yelling to her, "i found him! i found him!" about 10 feet away from her, my whole vision went white and i woke up, feeling anxious that i haven't brought him back to her, so that one was weird as heck, and makes me wonder if that was some kind of afterlife?

posted April 08, 2017 12:24 PM            

I will not analyze the first dream, as you already got to the conclusion it warned you of your cousin. I think the unfamiliar lady is a soul who is close to you, whom you might not recognize in your current life. She might have come to offer you comfort.
I think that in the second dream you see some "land of the dead". There are so many souls there, and the fire symbolize life, which may hint that life wasn't over for those who passed. Perhaps you were dreaming of the reunion between your grandma and grandpa after death, and you wished to see them happy together and felt you wanted to help, as in their lives she was blind and he had alzheimers. It seems that though after death the souls are sheding the limitations of a sometimes sick or hurt body, you saw them in the dream the way they were while living, and it seems you might have felt a certain responsibility toward them.

posted April 12, 2017 08:45 PM            

I think the first dream is very special and highlights deeply rooted feelings of rejection and fears of being taken advantage of which likely play an important role in your severe social anxiety. I believe the unknown lady represents an unknown aspect of your Self, perhaps your higher Self. You could think of her as a guide of sorts. She is showing you that you have closed yourself off, that disappointment, suspicion, and fear have created a blockage in your willingness or ability to communicate (you say “no” to usage of phone), not only with others, but also with parts of yourself. A hug is a transfer of energy, and through this transfer, the woman has given you a gift, which is the reason you still think of her.

How do you feel when you think of her? How do you feel when you remember the hug she gave? How often do you feel this way in waking life?

She has created a connection between you and your higher Self, a pathway for “communication”. She has also created a tool for you to use in managing anxiety … all you have to do is “call” upon her, to think about her and remember her hug.