posted May 04, 2017 01:11 PM
One of the most exhilarating things about LL is the spiritual diversity here.When you've prayed the prayers, there's not one of those that go wasted.

Sometimes the answer is 'Wait' or a temporary No... It's the Timing.
Crucifix. Is needing to 'bear up' under the weight (or wait)?
Asks us to lay down our self-wishes for Self.
You may be in that Beautiful Crucible right now, wrestling with what the Right thing to do is in a chaotic situation? Snakes, desire-nature, our will and Divine Will. Doubts, anxieties just squirming inside us, like in a caldron?
Sometimes....... just 'sit' with it. Sit and find that the squirm is not 'you'... it's just 'the energy'... the energy is aligning itself.
'Allow' the processing inside to happen. It's okay to feel uncomfortable-- doesn't mean you're doing anything wrong. Stay calmly within it. See what information comes up or through for you.
Some things may 'seem' long term... They are actually temporary? It's just when you're IN it, it's hard to wait through it...
You're doing Fine! *thumbsup*
(philosophical now.... LOL thanks)
Also... be aware of the conflict between dogmatic shallow belief system, and "owning" that 'direct experience' for yourself, inside yourself--- way deep inside. Core Experience.
The crucifix is a symbolic death instrument... like the shape of those tables for executing death-row inmates during lethal injection.
In Jesus' case, it was a strange situation (divine order) where he was accused and murdered for politically-motivated 'crimes'-- twisted hater-reasoning and the aggressive lynch-mentality of the people in that spot.
I love how Dreams and Dreaming are involved with that--- wife of Pontius Pilate had had a dream that warned her husband NOT to execute this man. That he was an innocent soul accused of unrighteous crime. (Why Pontius Pilate 'washed his hands' publically in a basin of water, symbolically absolving himself of consequence... It was through a dream! Neptune realms... victims, confusions over what's real or not real reasons, lies and deceptions, following Higher Spiritual Results, Higher Roads-- not egoic lower-expressions.)
He knew what it was like to live in a viper-pit, being accused of things that really weren't the "real reasons" for accusations. Fake Reasons. Jesus accepted it... 'opened not his mouth, like a lamb to the slaughtering death-instrument' (cross has a shape like glyph for Neptune)... He chose to accept that.
That was part of what he came into a Body to do-- to give up his 3rd Chakra will-power FOR Higher Will.
For the Joy Set Before Him (His 6th Chakra, Imagination Vision)... he endured, and defeated hell. Opened Heaven's Gate (that had had a Blockage).
Your blockage Wins have been already worked out in your deep-spirit. Come into "alignment" WITH it? ... Let it loose.
He took every single guilt feeling and punishment. If any of us do wrong things, we Learn from our mistake--- but we don't have to keep "biting" ourselves with snakey teeth.
We don't have to succumb to self-defeating guilts that keep us in turmoil, like self-talking devil/snake would try to loop and 'talk us into'.
One of the elements of the snake story was that it got the Feminine to DOUBT herself, and what she knew already to be True. she 'received' the words he introduced into her head.. led to self-defeat.
Some preach that the Masculine energy was not being Balanced. Not being Present-enough and engaged in the 'situation' the Feminine found herself in.
The feminine being the weaker (less-valuable, disposable) vessel--
Does NOT IN ANY WAY imply gender-inferiority (WHICH many in the dogmatic religious systems are trying to REINFORCE to the Jurassic/testosterone overdose-degree right now???...
Gurlfriend, *snap*.. don't you 'fall' for that lieeee?
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{Laughing here...
I've been having my BML Sag H12 Return for these past days, and coming week ... with tMars Gemini in degree of my Sun, and now on Priapus.}
When I am weak, then 'I AM' strong
2 Corinthians 12:10 http://biblehub.com/2_corinthians/12-10.htm
Have a Self Empowering time, and a Great Day! You Have The Victory.
(music) He Who Began a Good Work in You (Steve Green, Philippians 1:6) [3:22] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsynL7m_1VE