posted August 02, 2017 11:00 PM            

For peace of mind, I would physically check to make sure home-security systems, locks, coding-devices, are in right working order.

Do you have any kind of 'alarm' button in your garage that you could smack and set off in an emergency-- something chilling that would attract attention of others, while hopefully setting a possible assailant running?

On that level-- I would wonder if this could be taken as a 'warning' dream, to make sure the portals of your home are secure.

Your 'inability to speak above a whisper'?
..
I had that actually happen to me. My husband and I had a ground-floor apartment one year. It was in the back of the building, facing a grove of trees and hedges. Had a secure remote feeling to it.
It was late evening. We were in the bedroom, beginning to take off our outfits from the soiree we had attended.
(I hadn't drawn the curtains yet.)
.. While we were talking to each other, there was (what I thought was) my husband's black silhouette reflecting behind him in the glass pane of our large window. -- UNTIL, my husband bent over to untie his shoe lace, and the black figure stayed standing up.
... I suddenly realized there was a peeping tom. I tried to call out my husband's name. All I could do was stutter, and barely raise my voice above a raspy harsh had whisper level. No matter how hard I pressed myself, I couldn't get the sound to come all the way full up and out.
.. Finally my husband looked at me. My mouth was still moving, as I pointed desperately to the shadow behind him--- Then this 6'5" well-built husband of mine came to grab me. I thought, oh good, he's "protecting me"?? NO. This giant man got behind me, using my tiny 5'4" frame as his body-shield for himself!!??? wha??????
.. The figure in the window ran off. We called the police. We found out there were other reports about this peeping tom in our 'hood. The peeper was found and arrested.

Voice-paralysis can happen when you are scared-panicked. You have to BREATHE!! LOL. Use air..

If you have a women's defense training office with your law enforce or YM/YWCA, why not inquire with them "how" to handle that, in an emergency. They might be able to give you good advice (for vocalizing if that were to occur). You'll remember what they said.

Back to your dream...
The man in the dream didn't steal anything.
Was he casing your place?

Again, for peace of mind, you might try to see if the police have had reports of any burglaries or thefts like yours recently... just for your peace. Even talk to the neighborhood-watch people in your neighborhood (if you're 'organized' with one of those). {{to make sure you're not having premonitions}} Easier to prevent crime by keeping an eye out for suspicious white beachy-looking vans.

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In a spiritual way...
Maybe something like that could have happened, and a Benevolent agent made sure you DID have the security you needed, and they averted a breech for you?

Make sure to say a prayer of thanks?
Make sure to pray over your home and household.. in a Beautiful and Secure way.

IF you are spending a lot of time meditating?... Be sure to GROUND your self. Closing whatever 'openings' (portals in consciousness) that need to come into balance again?

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In a psychological way? You might be clearing or needing to clear some fear about something that happened in your past, that you are being reminded of right now?

Have you spoken with your husband yet about this dream?

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Events

Was the train "retreating", or was it 'approaching' your locale?

Could be speaking about some kind of life change, or event, that transports you into a new way of being?

Either this may be something coming towards your life,
OR,
it's something that is recently just now finally leaving your life, and you're just processing the final drafts of it going bye-bye... Could be some residual anxiety you need to process...

Hope you have a nicer dream tonight.

posted January 05, 2018 04:52 PM            

I saw the other thread you bumped about your Twin Flame experience. (Have included the ref, below.)

I am barely familiar with the topic of Twins, Flames, etc.

From your other thread (quoted below),
you state that you are both now married to separate people,
and that you both have now have CHILDREN by those marriages.

You seem also, sad and semi-regretting your 'putting him off' when you had actually wanted to be with him, marry him? --

~*~

What little info I recall from 'Flames' discussions, is that SOME never get to consummate their relationships 'in the physical' realms. That the 'repel' that happened (when you called it a 'lie'), is supposed to 'protect' that the two would not be together--- or, your married lives would have been a living HELL realm.

You both chose to have marriages that 'felt' more like a home and family... That's a GOOD thing. *Heart*

There also might have been an upper guiding force that influenced and said that it wasn't the correct lifetime.

Maybe you came CLOSE to being together again for another lifetime-- but both your souls had 'another contract' you had made to other spouses in THIS life.

The CHILDREN that were born of from the respective combination of DNA of spouses ALSO placed an energetic demand on the contract-made for the DNA parents (and experiences) that THEY wanted. For whatever Unknown Reason to YOU, you made the correct decision. These are important souls, with a Mission to fulfill in this lifetime. They NEEDED to thread into THIS incarnation within your respective group-soul (of relatives) at this time.

For whatever reasons, ShadowLost, you DID make the Right, Correct, and Necessary Choice for THIS lifetime. *smile, hug*

There have been some strange forces and portal meetings openings over the past 5 or more years.

I think some past-life persons were brought together (or, nearly together, or on the verge of now meeting) that are to do a certain energetic work in the current atmospheres, for the Improvement of stakes we face on earth right now.-- if humanity is to survive, and push INTO that Age of Promise, of Enlightenment-- or fail our species survival.

Do not rue that you married WHO you married.
Let that just 'be' .... Do not jeopardize your current-married relationships for the wont/desire of 'sex-attraction' right now...

Don't know if you're into astrology?

tVenus is to conjunct tPluto Capricorn

Same time as ....
tMars in Scorpio comes to CONJUNCT tJupiter in SCORPIO.

These are in the position of sextiling (enabling) the energies between these two.

THINK of the Long Term.
THINK of the Families you NOW have.

Would it cause terrible abandoning and hurts between spouses and children of those spouses, to renew secret-rendezvous?

PROTECT 'what you have' and really really TRUST yourselves, your Higher Forces, that you TRULY 'did' make the correct decision.

It's one thing to be in a married relationship.

It's a WHOLE OTHER matter... when you are committed and NOW "A FAMILY."

Having Children changes EVERYTHING--
the WHOLE duty and relational dynamics.

I know you must really feel that awful gnawing terrible regret especially now?, since you haven't been here in a while.

I notice that you registered in July 2015.

Some of the transit type energies from then are being re-echoed now?

It's wonderful that you actually got to meet your TF. So special.

I bet that the atmospheric energy Exchange had a BENEFICIAL effect to the both of you.... like a nutrition-boost.

Own that nutrition.
Recall it DEEP in your vibration--
Acknowledge and have Gratitude that you laid eyes on each other...

Easily now....
Let go of your regrets over decision made/not-made.

You're only beating yourself up doing that?? {{ }}

Now....
POSITIVE PART ----

Go BOND even further with your Children. You only have them for a short while. Influence them. Invest Time and Best Energies into them. They NEED their Mom. They could become Key Souls in the Advancing of Humanity in the Future.

Teach them Love... HIGHER Love, HIGHER Wisdom.
The Virtues of Having Patience, and making Good Sacrifices and Choices, and deferments.

Teach them about their Grandmother... and the Good things she added.

Go appreciate WHY you married the one you have for your very-own, now. HE is the Father of your Children-- and your Mate. Grow together (not apart).

RENEW that inside yourself...

There's a REASON, a really good one, that you married him, and had kids together.

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So, Thank you for coming back... and letting us know how you are.

You are a Welcomed Soul in this place.

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ref QUOTE from your other thread
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/004015.html

"I absolutely loved being around and talking with my TF but, I ran from his love.
To this day I don't understand it.
I dream of him more than anyone else in my life.
We both have married and had kids since I told him I didn't want to be with him.
It was a lie.
Why would I tell him I didn't when everything within me craves for his closeness?
He pleaded with me and asked me if that was what I really wanted
and I still denied us both."

posted January 08, 2018 02:59 PM            

I had sleepwalked during certain times of my life. Was burning candle at both ends-- full-time work and full-time socializing (in my early 20s). Sleep deprivation.

I was living for the summer in an apartment shared with 6 other girls. The apartment was part of the deal of being in a participant in a work-study program-- working at a resort hotel on the beach (catered to New Age Conference Center across the street, to which we got free-passes to the conventions, with various speakers coming to do special study groups for us).

I was the only girl on the morning breakfast/lunch shift in the resort's kitchen. The rest of them worked the afternoon/dinner.

I'd be fast-asleep, when they came back from work-socializing. I was told I was the 'life of the party' and bright and socializing with them, greeting them, as they filed by my bunk. ... I was even sleep walking into the dark bathroom at night. One of the girls was a light-sleeper, and 'she' was the one who figured out I was actually asleep.

She woke me up 'twice' ... I had the 'sudden imprint'. The second time she did it, she had irritating tone that said-- 'name, you're sleepwalking again.' At which point it brought me to a more conscious unconscious experience. I noted it. Lay back down and slept.

That was a VERY valuable moment. (Actually the two times she did that for me.) Left a very clear impression, a bookmark. Even right now, I'm 'recalling' the incident, and it's like seeing HOW the consciousness can linger in two-spaces at the same time, AT that time.

Found out too that anti-histamines can cause a 'forgetfulness' that last periods of time. I never knew that about me. I 'lived' on anti-histamines for YEARS because of severe seasonal allergies.

Some of the sleep-inducing drugs OTC that people use today -- benedryls, ambien, etc, that HAVE/are anti-histamines.

The pharmaceutical companies now know about this reaction, and 'warn' about side-effects that people have forgetfulness for what they were doing, etc, (and I guess THAT could be classified like a sleepwalker?).

Sometimes, if you are being abused or traumatized (in childhood), you can 'retain' the sleep-walking.

Children produce 'theta waves' very strongly... Some people out-grow it as they get into adult years.

In an adult, eidetic abilities can be a sign of the natural use of 'theta' ... Some people take up specific types of meditation to achieve '3rd-eye' awakening like that.

Liminal... is also a state that parapsychologists are interested in. That's the 'corridor' where ESP, and other meta-phenomenon, telepathy, exists.

I discovered in late teens that I see the physical aura with my eyeballs. That's an 'extended' perception ability. That would be another definition of what belongs to 'liminal' perceptions. It's an ability to 'see things' that aren't there for mundane folk?

Lots of people 'see' it, but don't know that they do or can.

I hope my lengthy discourses are of value to you?

You get Extra-Credit for reading.

*hugs!*

Tell me some of YOUR sleepwalking stories?
Why do you think that happens (or happened) with you?

Was 'home' not a nice place when you grew up?

(You don't have to answer any of that if you don't want to get into that discussion.)