posted December 21, 2017 11:03 PM
Lalafortunaea
Hi there!Wow, lots of stress feelings there.
Okay.
One approach to examining dreams is that you look at each separate symbol as a 'piece' of your self, your mind (as you were saying).
- One thought is that there's a part of your unconscious that wants to kill a part of itself off, waging attacks against your self.
This 'man' has a message to communicate to you. Have a 'conversation' with him.
Exercise ----
You could set up two empty chairs in the room, sit across (or stand behind one), and invite him to come in (safely) to speak--- Then, you get up, go sit in 'his' chair, and let him talk out loud to you (where you were seated). You can go back and forth between the two chairs, taking the 'voice' of either positions.
If you have a support friend who would be willing to witness this and give you feedback, then that can give added security and focus.
You could set up a camera and record it, then watch your self, and note how you feel about it.
Exercise ... You can do the above using a Journal (or pieces of paper) to write out the conversation.
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You could be dealing with some repressed rage, control issues, STRESSED, dealing with things in your personal life that is outside of you and upsetting {I saw your thread on 'what the HECK' in astro2.0} and hard to process and deal with... so, it could be a reaction to your 'life' in general.
It's quite a 'vulnerable' feeling dream, too.
Until you 'get the message' of what matters to that man-- and REFLECT on what he has to say, and understand what it is that needs changing for you, it could hang still unresolved.
In safety, approach the exercises... pieces at a time, if you wish.
If you're not ready to "talk" to him yet?-- put a small pillow somewhere in the room that can represent and hold the energy of what he would want to say. Go about your day, seeing the pillow there. (Give him a chance to get his thoughts together?? LOL) Then, HAVE the conversation.
Take him outside if you want, and fling him around--- make him feel free. Fluff him up!!
Let me know what you think about that?
Think it might work?
And-- It's a good energy to have-- to have drive and be UNSTOPPABLE. That's cool, when you know how to Direct it, for yourself. That's your vital and vibrant POWER-- You need that part. It's Valuable. Keep that, for sure.
Just--- WHAT is he sooo upset about, I wonder? Calmly, What does he want?
Have Fun! ~~~ and I hope some of those over-the-top stress levels come down for you. 
I saw that tUranus is soon to make some of its last passes through your 12th House. tPluto is nearly on your MC.
Powerful energies....
Find out what your unconscious has to tell you. Could really help you 'seat' your Power.
Let's hope so. 