posted January 10, 2018 08:40 PM            

In REM, I'm at my ex's house, and its messy and I'm picking things up. He's cleaning also,and being very loving and helpful. He even turns the volume up on a show i like that on.
I pick up a woman's dress on the couch, and its a red flowing dress, and the back is stained with blood...like she's was a virgin. I pick up the dress and wrap it in a bamboo rug and take inside the bedroom. The dress changes to a strip wrap dress, but it still has the bloodstains. My ex doesn't know and I don't tell him, but I walk out of the room to start talking to him and I wake up.
I'm stressed, and immediately know why I had the dream, and also know my ex would never, and we just got back together in the dream. But why did I have it?
Does that mean he's going to sleep with a woman that's a virgin, are we getting back together?

My second dream involved an ex from college, even though we never fought that much. He's texting me crazy angry and I ingore him. I'm at a picnie of some sort of tons of babies and friends. I know its my recent ex, the texts are coming from my college ex. I was recently looking at my natel chart and my opposite sign is Libra and Im Aries. My college ex is a Libra.
Up on a hill is a guy I had a huge crush on in college and turns out he had a huge crush on me. We;ve been talking for several years, and he's wonderful but lives in CA and I see him as a knight in shinng armor, but i;m not in love with him. I think he's too nice or something.
He's waiting for me, and protecting me, looking out on top of the hill and waiitng for me.

I wake up!

posted January 12, 2018 01:51 PM            

'Red flowing dress with stain' signifies distress in your feelings of friendship, 'wrapped in bamboo' could be the feeling that you're being put-down and taken advantage of? Sense of powerlessness, unfairness.

'Wrap-dress' is you're desire to have a more comfortable sense of resolution to this.

You seem to be working through a resolve, and turning life towards finding someone who 'suits' you better.... You haven't given up hopes of meeting someone more-ideal, a better-fit for you.

Let go of what didn't work...
Save what you learned about yourself in a Healthy way,
And Look Forward ..... FRESH-Start

He wasn't your 'last chance'--
There are 'Plenty of Fish' in that Sea.\

Scrub your heart clean of all the ouchies and boo-boos...

Draw to self.. a Sweeter and Better Love

Or ~Whatever kind of partner you are into--
{Noticed that your user name is name of a heavy-metal band? }

Musical Diversities here....? *hug*

"He's waiting for me,
and protecting me,
looking out on top of the hill and waiting for me."
{your words }

posted January 12, 2018 07:38 PM            

It makes so much sense and is exactly whats going on in my life.

Horrible relationship I want to fix, but can, and learning to move on and not text him.

Thank you again!I didn't know that about my username, I took it from the Celtic sign for Aries Saille....wheeping willow tree.

posted January 13, 2018 10:43 AM            

So GLAD we could help.

Joining with Ayelet in Wishes that your Future brings you to a fulfilling love.

Take your time .... GROW in it.
Layer on layer.