posted March 24, 2018 10:45 PM            

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I just remembered I had a dream a couple nights ago.
I was really angry at this girl. It was the face of a stranger, but I knew her in the dream. I just don’t remember who she represents. I have never felt so much hatred towards someone in the dream world. I remember being so aggressive towards her. She triggered my violent tendencies that I have kept under control for a very long time.
It even came to the point I wanted her wiped out completely.
What does this mean?

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Hi Solar_Leo_Queen

This would indicate that you are subconsciously angry, of course. Could possibly be a 'wake up call' for you to stop, and ask your self "why" you're feeling so angry at this time. Really examine it.

Physical Body
First... Go have your Blood-Pressure checked, to make sure there's no 'medical' reason behind it, okay?

Get in a safe place, and make a list of all these feelings.

If it's appropriate, you can even decide to go talk this over privately with a trusted confidant.

You said you once had violence control issues.
Were you in a counselor's care for that?
If so, do you think you might consider going to see them again, to come to a quick resolve of whatever this is?

posted May 07, 2018 12:01 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:

Hi Solar_Leo_Queen

This would indicate that you are subconsciously angry, of course. Could possibly be a 'wake up call' for you to stop, and ask your self "why" you're feeling so angry at this time. Really examine it.

[b]Physical Body
First... Go have your Blood-Pressure checked, to make sure there's no 'medical' reason behind it, okay?

Get in a safe place, and make a list of all these feelings.

If it's appropriate, you can even decide to go talk this over privately with a trusted confidant.

You said you once had violence control issues.
Were you in a counselor's care for that?
If so, do you think you might consider going to see them again, to come to a quick resolve of whatever this is?

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Hi Mirage! I just literally read this reply.

I have never seen a counselor for it when I was younger. The country I was born in kinda just shrugs off issues like that as normal. My parents thought it was just me being an immature child (at some point it is also true though).

I always speak with my bf lately about the aggressive tendencies. But I know I would need to see a counselor if it gets out of control. The aggression has been coming out in waking life too.

Just two nights ago, I had another dream like this.

I was in school and this one client came in offering $3000 to anyone who is willing to do her hair. I volunteered the minute she said it. I even raised my hand and waved it in front of her like children would when trying to answer a teacher’s question. It didn’t seem like she noticed me. I just kept doing it but then minutes later, this new student (irl) who was taller and bigger came up to volunteer too. She noticed her and picked her. I felt really angry and came after the new student. They went to a room but I took her aside, left the client in the room. When we were outside the room, I kept yelling at her for stealing my client (so irrational tbh). Then I pushed her and beat the crap out of her, a bigger girl. She fell on the ground and she looked terrified of me. She didn’t even fight back. I kept kicking her for a few minutes and then went back in.

I don’t remember what happened next but I remember the dream feeling so real. I was so angry, it was out of proportion. Now that I think about it, it sounds so irrational because the client picked her, not me.

Like I said, in waking life, the aggression has followed me. I’ve been more easily triggered lately.

posted May 07, 2018 12:46 PM            

I really truly 'feel' for you, going through all this. *Heart*

Anger is NOT an easy emotion (for some people).

As far as your feeling MORE triggered lately?
Your chart right now is perfectly set-up for Learning-Lessons in anger-management skills? .. no, let me reframe that ..
for doing some Energy-Management
and Balance work! *laughing*

When I read your latest dream, I want to confess to you that I felt p$ssed-off for 'that' happening to you!!!
oh no

And... I'm going to say I LIKED the way she was afraid afterwards... You "educated" her spirit in the astral realms. Maybe you PREVENTED the theft in the spirit realms 'before' it happened!!! *roll*
Theft Averted *smile* ~~Good for you!

I'm going to Compliment you, Solar_Leo_Queen .....
You seem to have a good head on your shoulders, and a good grasp of what's going on, and what you need to do.
That is soooooo Excellent! *thumbsup*

I also applaud you for speaking of it so openly. I'm sure that's going to help others who are dealing silently with this right now. So, !!!

Just "knowing" it will go far in helping.

Physical component........
If you DO have a friend or know anyone who would be willing to take blood-pressure readings on you periodically, then go talk to them.

Even IF you walk with the background-feeling of aggression inside, you want to make DOUBLE-sure there isn't something 'physical' (not talking about psychological dynamics at all) that is PUSHING your body (especially with your Dreaming about it too).

Could be normal hormonal changes?

I wish you Successful Energy-Riding!!!

AND ....

(humor) That you will get the BEST CLIENT ~evuh... and ain't NOBODY gonna steal!!!! hahaha ROFL