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Originally posted by mirage29:
Loveher...
You are about to have your Nodal-Reverse transit. That will feel like it lasts a few months. Actually you've BEEN in ORB of it now, so, it IS active.
(In your 10th/4th).
I've been seeing some of your other posts too.
It (personally) disturbs me that you are sensing (in real and astral realms), that you are being 'threatened'.
"Thoughts are THINGS."
(EdgarCayce)
Your night-time perceptions are picking it up, and you wrestled and had to 'defend' against it.
"Female" is the 'receptive' side of you.
She knows what's going on.
I think it is SO RADICALLY COOL 
omg, that there was a sub-conscious part of you {skeletal} that decided to Protect-yourself.
Put up a Covering Shield
.. {Knowing your Righteousness, Covering your Heart}.
And a Sword
.. {Truth, and Your Good-Word, Blessings, Abilities, and Power}.
And you Won
.. {against the abuses}.
I love it that it was a Female Warrior too. *thumbsup*
"Bones" ...
your 10th house placements,
also Saturn, Capricorn, and Scorpio.
"Bones" possibly can give a kind of heads-up to adversities that lie ahead.
Reminded me of a story from old testament Ezekiel chapter 37-- Valley of Dry Bones. The prophet speaks over scattered bones, and they assemble themselves into skeletons.. a whole-army of skeletons.
BTW, I've 'heard' that astrologically this is NOT the best time of 'starting/initiating' new ventures, nor is it a time of any truly clear-headed thinking. Also... to resist impulsive actions and reactions.
Intuitions and in-sight.. are what are strongest here.
If even your night-dreams are saying that this is really-toxic to you-- then that's a message to pay attention to.
I ADMIRE that you are the kind of person that 'sticks with it' and won't let a few temporary set-backs send you running?-- LOL. Those are excellent qualities and traits.
People want to know they can *trust* the people they are with.
It's good to be persistent, yes.
It's a desirable "leadership quality" to want to continue to work with others.
I had seen the post you shared in Personal Readings Forum, that you dreamed of being a leader and boss of a team some day.
{I could steer you to good conferences that teach people to enhance those kinds of skills.}
You have to start with checking-in with yourself--
It means discerning and "realizing" how TOXIC this specific work group you've been mentioning here at LL for {at least a year} now?..
It's to the point where it is now causing harm to your 'person', your psyche, your night-dreams, in the overall general soulish-astral realms.
You don't need to keep swimming in the astral sewers at work, then needing to fight them off in your head at night too. *hug*
This is not a godly situation, as these seem (according to posts I've seen) to have already set you up to wedge-you in a (possible) fail? --
It was all just a matter of time? *bheart*
Hope you have Grace time.
According to all kinds of astro forecasts, we have now entered a serious-time of some strong and deep energetic Storms.
And with the Pisces placements heightening sense-perceptions, 'the veil is thin'.
It's HEALTHY and refreshing to everyone when there is Harmony in the workplace.
Makes the workday more productive and enjoyable.. People go home in a better-space mentally/emotionally, which spreads to other people living with you {haha, includes the cat and the dog? *grin*}, and to the community at-large.
Ripple-effects! ..
Keep an atmosphere of Love, and a Peaceful Attitude (the best you can).
Pray a Hedge of Protection around you before you sleep, and certainly before you enter back into that workplace world. {You probably do.}
It might be time for you to leave these now.
Don't continue this abuse.
I don't know what belief-system you use--
but pray--
e.g. Ask God to Open Doors for you,
and that Higher Benefic Forces/YourAngels keep 'shut-tight' the ones that are not in your soul-group for Best and Highest Good and Placement.
Are you into gems?
Do you have any Black Tourmaline?
That is one of the protection energy-stones-- absorbs negativity.
Peridot is supposed to be good against nightmares.
RoseQuart for Love and Protection.
Use things, surround yourself with objects/words/songs/scents/pictures, that symbolize The Strengthening of you, Giving Insights, Uplifting your Soul;
Stay out of the festering swamp of negativity right now-- those cosmic waters are rife.
I hope you have Creative Projects you can delve into, to feed your Soul, and energize future possibilities.
You deserve respect. Not abuse.
Wishing you Miracles of The Right OpenDoors.
And some Amazing Connections that will blow you away!! LOL
*angel* Covering Prayers.. 
BoJ
Have a Good Month of March..
Hope the weather you have is Good?
It's been balmy where I live. ..
Time for another walk... before it rains.
Blessings
I did leave that work place. It was not my choice. Something came up in my life that made me leave two jobs. The night I left that toxic job I was happy. Even though I was worried about money, stability, this new things going in my life. I felt free that I can breath and weight has been lifted of my shoulders. I thought about it for weeks. I realized that even if things work out, even if they ask me to return. I would never do it. I realized that my mental peace is more important. and I learned to have more faith in myself. Because I left in a very strong position. When I left they needed me as much as I needed them. Their schedule turned upside down. No one was able to cover my shift. and worse I knew more than most employees, I was one of the top performers at the department, love me or hate me I was one of the best. I know now that they know that they "lost" me but I did not lose them. I came on top.
Lindaland
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