posted August 02, 2019 10:19 AM
Loveher.. As I read and imagined your dreamscape, I drew a gasp in emotional pain. I too, have had the SAME kind of messages verbally relayed to me from biological DNA relatives. They have even suggested that I take my own life in order to fulfill *their* pleasures. HATERS.. can really hurt the spirit of another human being. *These* are supposed to be your own 'flesh and blood'. *These* are supposed to be part of a thriving circle of support, that protects and defends and promotes your life and well-beingness.
The strength I detected in your dream---
What I 'saw' imaginatively with this scene in your dream, was you, in your Chariot, being more elevated-- you are Higher and bigger than *they*.
Vehicles.. your mind.
*They* represent a potential 'stumbling block', present in your mind and head and emotions. Fly in the ointment.
It hurts. I KNOW how it hurts.
And.. You are Different now.
You are not down on a bicycle which needs to keep pedaling and keep pumping, in order to sustain momentum of efforts to continue staying UP on that vehicle, to keep it going, to keep it working.
The Chariot is Powerful.
Let this represent what energetically happens.
You have a Chariot.
SUCH a Powerful image.
It is Noble. It is of a "Higher Class."
A Higher Road.
I know how painful it can be, not to be of the same spirit as the rest of the fleshly DNA. We want to have a sense of belonging??
YOU have out-Classed them, Loveher.
That 'pain' might be a kind of thorn in your side for the rest of your earth days. You must process it. It might return again, in various other times, and refresh itself anew-- especially during times you 'would' have needed them, to count on them the most!
hmmm. Makes it like a Chiron pain, yes?
You may not 'this' lifetime be able to completely purge the pain they have caused you. (I'm soooo sorry that you went through that with them.) They ARE your DNA.
And on a Higher Level, you have evolved, and *they* have not.
You're going to have to OWN being Higher, and 'owning' your directions in life. It's okay that you are better than they. You don't have to be at *their* level, any more.
'Be' with that pain, and bring it Higher. Transmute it.
You belong to a New Family of soul-level that is comparable to yours. A Soul Family.
May you find your Soul Tribe.
May your Soul Tribe find 'you'.
May they be an Honor to you, and Lift you, and cover what your DNA folks tried to take from you.
Pedaling, pumping, and perpetuating Hate?
Being a Nobleman, riding and owning your Powerful Chariot?
It's time. Own and drive your Chariot.
You are still young. .. Individuate.
*Breathe.... Breathe....*
Venus in Royal and magnanimous Leo..
trines Chiron in Aries today.
(music) I Choose Love (Mark A. Miller, perf by Andrea de Carlo on acoustic guitar, March 2017) [2:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRMoBYw89Ns
(music) The Rose
(Bette Midler, Seattle 1999) [4:56] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFa324V1kgU