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Loveher
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posted August 01, 2019 11:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Loveher     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I had a dream about a family member. I was in some kind of a chariot and they were in front of me on a small tiny bicycle the were so close to the ground and I was up higher than them. They looked back at me with face full of hate and said I hope you die, I pray you die.

In real life the very next morning I called them and they said that they kinda wish I die or end up in jail, they are very disturbed and angry that I am trying to build a better life for myself. Keep in mind that they are very happy where they are. They have everything they need. I just could not fit in there, I was miserable. I had to be away to heal myself and try to have a more stable life. However, they are encouraging other family members to take a stand against me to force me to go back to them and give up my dreams. I called one of my sisters and she told me that she is struggling with the same family member too and she wants me to ignore what happened and be the bigger person. I had many tarot readings and they all warned from a "person" with similar traits as them. I really feel negative energy coming from them and other family members. I do not know how to react?

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mirage29
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posted August 02, 2019 10:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Loveher.. As I read and imagined your dreamscape, I drew a gasp in emotional pain. I too, have had the SAME kind of messages verbally relayed to me from biological DNA relatives. They have even suggested that I take my own life in order to fulfill *their* pleasures. HATERS.. can really hurt the spirit of another human being. *These* are supposed to be your own 'flesh and blood'. *These* are supposed to be part of a thriving circle of support, that protects and defends and promotes your life and well-beingness.

The strength I detected in your dream---
What I 'saw' imaginatively with this scene in your dream, was you, in your Chariot, being more elevated-- you are Higher and bigger than *they*.

Vehicles.. your mind.

*They* represent a potential 'stumbling block', present in your mind and head and emotions. Fly in the ointment.

It hurts. I KNOW how it hurts.

And.. You are Different now.
You are not down on a bicycle which needs to keep pedaling and keep pumping, in order to sustain momentum of efforts to continue staying UP on that vehicle, to keep it going, to keep it working.

The Chariot is Powerful.

Let this represent what energetically happens.

You have a Chariot.
SUCH a Powerful image.
It is Noble. It is of a "Higher Class."
A Higher Road.

I know how painful it can be, not to be of the same spirit as the rest of the fleshly DNA. We want to have a sense of belonging??
YOU have out-Classed them, Loveher.

That 'pain' might be a kind of thorn in your side for the rest of your earth days. You must process it. It might return again, in various other times, and refresh itself anew-- especially during times you 'would' have needed them, to count on them the most!

hmmm. Makes it like a Chiron pain, yes?

You may not 'this' lifetime be able to completely purge the pain they have caused you. (I'm soooo sorry that you went through that with them.) They ARE your DNA.

And on a Higher Level, you have evolved, and *they* have not.

You're going to have to OWN being Higher, and 'owning' your directions in life. It's okay that you are better than they. You don't have to be at *their* level, any more.

'Be' with that pain, and bring it Higher. Transmute it.

You belong to a New Family of soul-level that is comparable to yours. A Soul Family.

May you find your Soul Tribe.
May your Soul Tribe find 'you'.
May they be an Honor to you, and Lift you, and cover what your DNA folks tried to take from you.

Pedaling, pumping, and perpetuating Hate?
Being a Nobleman, riding and owning your Powerful Chariot?
It's time. Own and drive your Chariot.
You are still young. .. Individuate.

*Breathe.... Breathe....*

Venus in Royal and magnanimous Leo..
trines Chiron in Aries today.

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mirage29
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posted August 02, 2019 10:38 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"Own" your Life. BE what you Dream to be.
It IS yours, Loveher.
You don't have to self-sabotage and 'become' what *they* are, or what *they* want you to be *for* them to gain their ?love and approval of you.

Nah... You Are Awesome.
OWN your Awesome.

You have your Life ahead of you.. RIDE.
Go Your Own Way..

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Randall
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posted August 03, 2019 12:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks, mirage.

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Ayelet
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posted August 03, 2019 05:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Loveher,
I agree with mirage that your position in the dream is higher and nobler than that of your family member, yet he is an obstacle in your way, since he rides in front of you. You wrote they are happy where they are, yet in the dream you perceive your relative as inferior to yourself. Perhaps his way is inferior in your eyes, or maybe his hatred or bitterness over your independent progress is what makes him lower. Maybe he is content where he is, as you said, but his words to you the next morning over the phone, words the dream has foreseen, implies otherwise.

What do I think would be your best strategy? It is very sad your family member feels and acts this way towards you, but this ain't love. It's too bad if he'll turn other family members against you, but your sister is on your side and maybe he won't get his way. The dream suggest your way is the higher. You may as well stick to it. But I guess you will, you just ponder how to deal with him.(or her?) I think ignoring, like your sister said, might do well. Forgive him or her for his or her pettiness and pass the low bicycle with your high chariot with no comment. Let this relative deal with his anger. Maybe you have a strong connection to this relative and don't want to cut your ties with him, or maybe it's impossible for you to disconnect all together. Than maybe keep a fair distance. The relative seems to have a problem which has nothing to do with you, but from which you may suffer too.

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Loveher
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posted August 16, 2019 05:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Loveher     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sorry to hear that you had to go through that too Mirage. Its hard when these things come from your family. When people do ask me about them in real life I feel ashamed like what do you want me to tell you that I have had bad things with them. I lied a lot to people in my life especially at work that I have a perfect family life. I am really ashamed.
Now this person hit me in the lowest point of my life, it hurts a lot I also started to have nightmares about my own family trying to hurt me. I see myself chased, afraid even bleed. I can not sleep at night. The worst part is I can not talk to them honesty and openly because I know they will use it against me to hit me hard like what happened.
I hope you and I find better people, soul family.

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Loveher
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posted August 16, 2019 05:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Loveher     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ayelet, I do not know they just texted me YouTube link few days ago like nothing happened, they expect me to answer them or they go whine and cry in front of my family. I did ignore the message. I feel hurt and they need to know that. they are used to hurt others and then get forgiven. but im sick of it. they need to even apologize.

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