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LibraGirl92
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posted February 29, 2020 04:37 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraGirl92     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
recently my ex who I haven't spoken to in six years dated almost 11 years ago and consider my first love keeps popping into my head a lot lately and in dreams and when it happens especially when he comes into my head while fully awake my heart tends to pace a little. This has not happened in a long time and I'm just a little confuse on what's going on? Is there a possibility I may be on his mind too dreams about me as well? Any insight would be deeply appreciated❤

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posted March 01, 2020 03:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Bump!

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posted March 01, 2020 04:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi-there, LibraGirl!

* Are you in a relationship with someone right now, (this present time)?

* If you summed up the themes and lessons learned in your first-love relationship, what would those be?
{write those down}

* How did that first-love relationship end?

Do any of those themes, the words you wrote down, apply to anything going on in your life right now?

Could there be some kind of life-opportunity presenting itself now, that is reminiscent of your past? Is this something that maybe you "would have liked" to have acted upon before, but didn't?

It doesn't have to be about a person, but maybe conditions around a situation -- that you would handle differently now, if you saw another chance?

Some kind of interest or hobby you used to have that 'brought life to you' before, that you'd entertain getting-into once more? Maybe in a 'different' way?

Do you have some kind of talent that you ignored for a while, that re-engaging in could bring you joy?
{or perhaps be turned into income}

Have you discovered a new talent recently?

Sometimes those kinds of dreams come to help boost your own esteem-- let you feel something that brought you good feelings once in the past.

Nutrition for your inner Heart.
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t Saturn (and Pluto) in Capricorn,
your H5.

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posted March 01, 2020 05:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello LibraGirl,
Mirage asked some excellent questions you could use to help you interpret this phase of dreams coming into your life right now.
As for me, I think it could be he's thinking/dreaming about you too.
If you're not in a relationship right now, maybe this nostalgia could, in addition, to come as an expression of longing for love, or as making room for something new, a new love built upon the foundation of deep emotions experienced in the past.

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posted March 02, 2020 02:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraGirl92     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you both for the replies I really appreciate it.
Yes I am in a relationship and so is he from what I can remember I believe he started dating his gf a couple months after we stopped contacting each other.
I recently began taking an Italian class a language I have been always wanting to do since high school since my school did not offer it and this year I finally got my chance to do it one a week for an adult class and when my partner picked me up from my first day if class almost 4 weeks ago he told me that was the happiest time he had ever seen me as I was so excited and just beaming about finally taking course I've been wanting to since forever.
I am also doing online schooling towards a certificate in computing essentials that leads a pathway to a degree in IT which going back to school and earning something has been my goal since 4 years ago I went to my towns adult center and earned my high school diploma which I dropped out of high school to move to another state which is another story for another time.
I say the last time I've had this occurring was I think almost a year ago and its just strange it's happening again I sometimes wonder if I'm possibly tuning into his energy as well.
To me i felt we had a really strong connection as we keep having this pattern of on/off again contacting currently off but I just get this feeling we are going to get in contact again.

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posted March 03, 2020 03:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
If I ever dreamt of my ex, it would definitely be a nightmare. Sorry, to interrupt. Carry on.

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posted March 03, 2020 04:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraGirl92     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Lol Randell I am having an hour long reiki session so maybe it could give me some insight if I'm picking up his energy and give me an outlet to let all of it out❤

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posted March 04, 2020 10:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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posted March 04, 2020 02:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks for the feedback, LibraGirl!

That's quite an accomplishment to have dropped out of high school, and learned enough on-your-own to graduate with GED. hooorahhh.
Your 'IT' training should have you being very employable in the future.
You could even become an entrepreneur that helps others (with home computers) that need assistance.

Wishing you Great Luck in all your endeavors.

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posted March 04, 2020 02:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraGirl92     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
when I went back to the adult center I got the real deal my actual high school diploma I was told later that I made it just in time to actually receive because if I would of waited I would of had to get the GED.
I would like to update about the reiki session I had yesterday and the lady who did the session noticed the deep connection with me and my ex as I explained to her that it was haunting me for 10 years and I tried on my own to sever it but everytime I tried to it failed. I can say that when he broke up with it felt as though my heart was ripped out of me and I lost apart of me. The love I had for him was very deep and love that I never experienced again. I remember the last contact i was beside him and it felt like electricity never had that experience with anyone after him or before him.It looks like I am looking for closure between us as I feel he never gave any closure.But last night I felt the session had work as I had no dreams nor any thoughts about him. The best I can do is pray for closure and I did mention I have a feeling he is going to come back into contact and if he does I hope then choosing my words carefully to gain closure and finally be free. To be honest it's quite scary to think someone who isnt in your life has some sort of hold on you. It's like you think I'm gone but I'm lurking in the shadows. I'm sorry if this sounds all miss out of place I'm on my phone which would be better if I had my pc around me lol.Thank you for the response❤

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posted March 04, 2020 06:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It sounds like a very deep connection between you two. I can understand how it might "shake the ground" a little bit, while you may wish to find a stable love life with your current relationship. I wonder what kind of closure you wish to arrive at and how, and whether you consider your ex, or suspect him to be, a soulmate of yours. I can't tell, but maybe you can figure whether there can be a closure in the astral realm for good. In any case, I wish for you great happiness, and to feel free and satisfied.

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LibraGirl92
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posted March 04, 2020 07:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraGirl92     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I want to say he may be my twin flame but then again I dont know if that is really a thing to be honest I'm not quite sure but closure wise I think I just want to know if I was just some sort of conquest in eyes or was he afraid to love me because of the deep connection but thank you for the best wishes hun I deeply appreciate it❤

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posted March 14, 2020 01:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraGirl92     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello I just wanted to give an update ever since having that reiki session I have not had any thoughts nor dreams about my ex. I honestly believe that reiki did the trick as she helped say a prayer for me to let the connection go

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posted March 15, 2020 08:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for vansio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
life is such a trip. glad to see the reiki helped you

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LibraGirl92
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posted March 15, 2020 04:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraGirl92     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yeah same here my motto in life is from my fav movie Forrest Gump
"Life is like a box of chocolate you never know what you gonna get"

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posted March 18, 2020 12:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
That quote is more true today than ever.

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