posted March 01, 2020 05:42 PM            

Physical----
Sounds like the kind of wound from flesh-eating bacteria (in regular waking life). When some folks go to a beach or shore, and they have a break in their skin, then worms/bacteria can enter the body, doing damage.

Be careful of that in your waking life.

Same thing would go if an animal (dog, etc) nipped you. Wash it thoroughly with soap and water, use an antiseptic. Keep your eye on it for the next days.

So, in the practical sense, be careful to disinfect wounds you get right now. Give attention to anything on your skin that would need tending. Includes insect-bites, lumps and bumps. Get those checked if anything is suspicious.

Emotional--
So, 'what's eating you' these days?
What are you avoiding looking at, that you need to admit to self, etc?

Is there someone in the backgrounds of your life right now that is on your mind?

Are you feeling tempted to go back to an old bad habit, or attitude, that was kind of unwholesome for you at those times? Something that was really hard to get-out-of once?

Is there any grief, anger, or distress in your life, painful experiences, that you need to revisit and do more healing-work with?

t Mercury is almost done its retrograde in Pisces. Anything you want to purge and let go of from your past, your thoughts and emotions?

Some kind of injustice that had been done to you?

Esoteric meaning--
from book by Cirlot
A Dictionary of Symbols.
quote p. 359
Worm - Jung defines the worm as a libidinal figure which 'kills', instead of giving life.
This comes from its underground associations,
its base characteristics,
its connexion with death and with the biological stages of dissolution and the primary.
Thus, it is 'death' which the worm symbolizes--
but death which is relative from the point-of-view of what is 'superior or organzied';
basically, like the snake, it denotes crawling, knotted energy.
end/quote

We're going to have a Full Moon Virgo 19.37.
That's with Moon in your 3rd House {mental attitudes, your early education elementary years, your siblings cousins etc; Virgo, healing, hygiene?}

The Sun in Pisces moving through your 9th House..
Mercury is retro there right now.
That's the house of your nocturnal dreams.
{cool, huh?}
Cleaning everything out..

for new start later.

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Edit
((I didn't see that you had posted, Ayelet.))

posted March 01, 2020 07:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Hi Empty Spaces!
This dream sounds to me like it could point to something you are disgusted with, maybe, in your waking life. It could be related to your ability to stand for yourself or carry yourself (leg) through life. Maybe you experienced some wound in one of these areas. The lava and worms in the hole in your leg suggest decay, and both life and death. There might be something going on in your life which makes you repel, yet has a transformative side to it.

Does this shed light in any way on your dream? Is any of what I suggested close to your own understanding?

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Thank you yeah it's hard for me to stand up for myself and Im fighting to take back my power.

posted March 01, 2020 08:07 PM            

Im gonna think about what Im trying to avoid seeing

posted March 01, 2020 10:08 PM            

SATURN!

Transiting Saturn Conjunct Neptune
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During this transit you may have to contend with negative moods that can be quite upsetting.

This transit often results in confusion, self-doubt, uncertainty,
and a general tendency to look at life from the worst possible point-of-view.

At its worst,
it can make you completely uncertain about what is 'real' in your life, resulting in a sense of fear and free-floating anxiety.

This is because
Saturn rules what we normally think of as 'reality',
while Neptune rules the 'ideal', the illusory,
and the apparently unreal.
.. It is apparently unreal because what Neptune rules is actually another order of reality.

When the two planets are combined,
the two categories of reality blend and become difficult to separate.

It is important to remember that this transit usually makes things 'appear' worse than they actually are.

Your confidence and sense of well-being are at a low at this time, and you should NOT take your own gloomy evaluations too seriously.
You seem to be aware of only those facets of life that you are 'afraid of', and totally unaware of those things that can comfort and reinforce you. *Heart*

You should particularly watch your health at this time.
Saturn-Neptune combinations are sometimes connected with chronic illnesses that become visible only when it is almost too late to do anything about them.
If you feel that any part of your body is not quite as it should be, have it checked by a physician.
Even with this transit, the chances are that it is nothing, but don't take the chance!

Strange as it may seem, there is a constructive side to this transit,
(although most people usually experience the negative side).
But if you are very well-attuned to your inner needs, and secure-enough not to be led astray by illusions, even 'fearful' ones, then this transit can give you the ability to make extraordinary self-sacrifices.
One effect of this transit is to detach you from the material universe.
In that case, you may become disoriented and afraid, as described already, or you may find that the demands of the material universe no longer concern you particularly, and you can sacrifice your material needs to spiritual needs.

Either way, your perception of reality at this time is quite different from what it normally is, which you should take into consideration when making any pans for the future.

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WOW. You have a Uranus-Neptune-Sun natal aspect!!
ALL in 18+ Capricorn, and opp your Mars r Cancer 18+

YOU are MAKING IT!!!
whooo whooooot.
You are SOOOO STRONG.

Transiting SATURN 28+ Capricorn is already over this degree-- You'll get a breather now!!! yay.

PLUTO now 24+ Cap is OVER this 18+ CAP spot too...
You did it!!!! *heart*

JUPITER, the benefic, is crossing 19+ Capricorn ..

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Okay..... MARS Capricorn is 10+ ….

You'll be having Mars conjunct your 18+ Sun-Uranus-Neptune … and opp your Mars r Cancer.

TODAY is Sunday, March 1st, 2020.
Starting next Sunday, March 8th---
Mars at 14+ Capricorn--
whatever you can do to keep yourself soothed, content, and balanced, then BE in constructive activities (or chill) next week. IMPORTANT, okay?

For the WHOLE WORLD----,
Mars will conjunct Pluto 24+ Capricorn--
Sunday Monday Tuesday, MARCH 22, 23, 24 of 2020.

Mars will be at 28+ Capricorn on
March 28, Sunday.

So------ PLEASE be as 'unflappable' as you CAN,
during these coming weeks.

NO IMPULSIVE risky moves...
NO 'permanent' Decisions that you can't undo.

This too shall pass....

Take good care....

You also have HAD transit of
NEPTUNE square your ASC/DESC!! ~~ oy.
That's an ego-buster...
You're done the 'exact' of it now.
Been going on for a while...
It will slowwwlllyyy let-off, at end of year.
You are some tough lady, actually--
You don't REALIZE it!!!!!

posted March 02, 2020 07:46 AM            

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Originally posted by Empty Spaces:
Thank you yeah it's hard for me to stand up for myself and Im fighting to take back my power.

Ive been doing some work towards my self limiting beliefs and trying to cut out negativity from my life.Im trying to stop feeding my thoughts from the past and worries about the future.I think the dream has something to with trying to clean up this mess maybe??Ive been questioning myself and trying to seek answers from within.

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It could be these negativity and limiting beliefs are expressed by the worms, or else the worms and lava are what these beliefs are doing to your psyche and to your ability to hold yourself. But, seeing all of this in your dream could actually be an excellent sign for the work you're doing, as it shows you become consciously aware to a repressed material from the subconsciousness, and, even though you are repelled, this is a significant step into curing yourself of negativity - facing your demons. It may be that due to your inner work you came up with this dream.
I suggest to take it as a sign of progress and deal with whatever you have to deal. The dream can also express fears you have concerning your abilities. Trying to overcome past limitations, you may have to face subconscious material that will show you how you actually feel under those limitations. You CAN cure your leg. Your leg is whole. After all, the way you perceive reality affects reality. However long this process might be, it's worth the effort.

posted March 02, 2020 01:52 PM            

Thank you so much for this support I truly needed I'm too critical with myself.I'm always asking for more and more from myself without giving me any credits for any progress I do.

Im creating lists to help me out you know?To organize my life and thoughts.I put little titles on it like "THE POWER LIST" where I put everything I can do to fortify myself like setting boundaries and taking responsability for my own life.Lists are great for me cuz I can guve rest to my brain while at the same I don't forget the changes I want to make.I want simplify life I just dont know which beliefs I should apply.Ive been thinking how much of complications we put in our lives and it's not necessary.Im also trying to cut useless thoughts like thoughts about comparation,envy,complain.Thoughts that only make me waste my time! Im trying hard to only focus on SOLUTIONS instead.Im trying to love myself and trying to put my happiness on my own responsability.I just dont know exactly how.I dont even know exactly what means "love myself".I think I was wishing to have someone deep down to validate me and help me to scape myself.

Ohh I remember you love music take look at this one:
http://youtu.be/r4pGzUV4sOg

My current life anthem.These type of songs give me inspiration.

Thank you so much!!!

YEAHHH it was tough but thank God I'm still here.I need to tell myself everyday Im capable because for some reason I always think nothing I do it's enough but as I said the focus now it's on solutions hehe

posted March 04, 2020 02:59 PM            

Says a lot... We can carry a lot of weights by worrying about all the picky things of the past, and even wondering where-and-how we went wrong in our lives. We can analyze it, but then-- LET go. Move on.

Song says "if you knew better, you would have done better"..
That's sooo true.

I like what I heard about a comment that Michelangelo made when he was asked how he created his statues. When presented with a stone, he said that his approach was to chip OFF what did not belong. He would release what he saw (with his imagination) was ALREADY there inside that marble stone. He saw 'David' and chipped-away any piece that was 'not' David.

Practice 'feeling' what it IS inside you which identifies as 'your Best self'. That's your inner-David. *heart*

I am sooooo glad that KNOWING about your astrology transits has given you some 'relief'. I know that it works for my own life.

When you KNOW what-energy you're needing to DEAL with, then it can give you more objectiveness.. even seeing an alternate way to 'use' what's happening-- to your own advantage.

There's POWER in the Imagination.

(music) Gotta Be (Des'ree) [4:00] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pO40TcKa_5U

(music) I Am Light (India Arie, on SuperSoul Sessions, Oprah Winfrey) [3:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OL-gxfx2QtY