posted July 18, 2020 07:40 AM            

Then when I woke up and went outside, I saw a dead bird (tiny sparrow?) outside being devoured by ants and flies.

posted July 18, 2020 01:38 PM            

Dreams about Crows
often reflect a message from your Higher Self or sub-conscience.
You may be hiding something from yourself – something important.
Until you ferret out that piece of the puzzle you may find yourself unable to move forward toward your dreams, wishes and goals 'effectively'.
~quote
from Whatismyspiritanimal .com

I looked over several sources.
This is a compilation of some that I found.

Crow comes when 'you feel' you are in danger.

Can come when you have doubts you are smart enough to accomplish your dreams and goals. ...
Message there is to make sure to take a pause long-enough to evaluate if your dreams/goals are realistic-enough.
Meaning, is there a way to do it,
to actually use for your goals come true?

Crow comes to give you the Power of Foresight--
to be able to see profound truths, no matter how harsh.

Crow is an Advocate for improving your Insights--
Shows you have a natural desire to chase off seemingly impossible foes!
(And that, you WILL eventually find a way around it.)

Crow teaches you to recognize your own Self-Worth--
and supports, strengthens, and inspires you.

In Native American lore,
it shows Good Fortune.
Crow is a "memory-keeper"--
holds {?DNA} memories of Ancient Worlds and Ways.

*~

Seeing that sparrow outside
must have been shocking? {{ }}

We are living in very difficult times right now... The Covid-19 Pandemic has halted many activities-- for singles, families, and the wider communities. Lock-downs, and work-stoppages. Hundreds of thousands have died. There is so much mourning, and the lost seem 'invisible' and not Honored.

People are naturally frightened, for selves, friends, families, communities.

Sparrow has to do with Community Life, Social Life, Friendship, .. Joy, Simplicity, Creativity.

If you look at what the insects do, they move 'together', sharing the work as-a-group, FOR the group.
They are needed ..
That's what Families {Friends} do too.

Such Prophetic Symbolism, Lalafortunaea.
It's not just for your life,
but for ALL that's happening in today's world.

You're a kind of leader... {crow}.
Be Gentle with your self.

"This TOO .. Shall Eventually Pass."
Take Good Care.

*~
Here is a poem someone left in Yellow Wax Forum.

by e. e. cummings
may my heart always be open to little
birds who are the secrets of living
whatever they sing is better than to know
and if men should not hear them men are old

may my mind stroll about hungry
and fearless and thirsty and supple
and even if it’s sunday may i be wrong
for whenever men are right they are not young

and may myself do nothing usefully
and love yourself so more than truly
there’s never been quite such a fool who could fail
pulling all the sky over him.. with one smile

(music) "May My Heart Always Be Open To Little Birds..."
(poem e.e.cummings, music by Brad Yoder, Nov 2011)
[*4:07] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3G7j1mVuT5c

^ song begins at soundmark *1:00

*~
Armies of Protections...
(music) His Eye is on The Sparrow (Lauryn Hill and Tanya Blount, lyrics, gospel song) [4:27] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7Pk5YMkEcg

posted July 18, 2020 10:36 PM            

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July 27 2020

Posted July 26, in Personal Readings forum

Topic:
Financial and work help/advice reading please? Please someone helllpp ;..;!!
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/026010.html

Copy of natal chart
- http://i.imgur.com/YO1tp0P.jpg

{This relates to Lala's Crow dream}
Then seeing the sparrow

You've got a "special" chart, Lala.
Has an "Envelope" "Kite" and "Mystic Rectangle"; plus Mutable T-Square in Cardinal signs, with Venus 0.03 Libra in the House of Volunteerism H6 virgo cusp with Mercury Virgo conjunct it.

Born DURING a Total Full Moon ECLIPSE 24.Aquarius.

Psychic and special Soul.

posted July 19, 2020 01:14 PM            

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It could also mean that dream and reality have united in order to convey a message to you. Is there anything you feel painfully affected or injured in your life? Is there any sadness you experience? Seeing the dead bird in your wakeful state could be a reinforcement of your dream and signal a transition, maybe calling you to leave something behind.

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So many things have happened, it's hard to pinpoint which. I've had so many issues under the sun. Family issues, love issues, pet issues, trust/betrayal, death.

quote:

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often reflect a message from your Higher Self or sub-conscience.
You may be hiding something from yourself – something important.
Until you ferret out that piece of the puzzle you may find yourself unable to move forward toward your dreams, wishes and goals 'effectively'.

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It seems similar enough to what Ayelet said. I feel like this could be true, but I'm not completely certain what this is, what it means, or how I can find out what to do. ._.

Some part of me has a tiny idea... but I've no idea exactly how to do it...