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Emsie
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posted December 05, 2020 01:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Emsie     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi there, I think I need some advice on a few things I can't seem to find any answer to.

There is someone who played major part in my awakening process many years ago. He was actually a catalyst catapulting me into the whole thing, and at the beginning I thought he was the twin flame of mine. But for long months now I've started questioning this, even read quite a few posts and articles about 'false twins' who mimic these qualities, etc.
As a result I highly doubt he is that special person, but rather a karmic one I had a soul contract with to do the 'dirty job'.

The whole thing happened more than 8 years ago, but almost every year I keep dreaming about this person. I mostly saw him from above being in the woods thinking about me and contemplating life. And after a while I started dreaming of bigger events in his life, at the beginning of this year his (possibly ex-)wife packing the sack and leaving with their daughter.
Then, he appeared right in front of my door, but I remember I told him I wasn't dressed up, then closed the door on him leaving him out in the cold.
And after that, one night he suddenly appeared right next to me holding hands with me smiling. He was never THIS close to me in my dreams.

On top of that, a few weeks ago basically his daughter appeared in my dream, too. She started speaking to me where she lived with her mother, she told me the exact street and house number, even wanted to invite and pull me through the gate in a very giddy manner. She seemed very happy when she held my hand.
And what made the whole situation outstanding to me was that so far NOBODY did that to me. Nobody ever talked to me and felt THIS happy because of connecting with me. It felt so close and intimate.

Does anyone have any ideas what exactly is this about? I am honestly clueless and confused as I don't think her 'father' is the right person for me I am gonna ever get into any kind of relationship with. And I don't understand, either, that what's the reason I keep dreaming about him this often, if he's probably only a catalyst of mine and nothing more. o.o

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Ayelet
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posted December 05, 2020 03:23 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Emsie,
Maybe he was or is a catalyst for your awakening in several levels. Perhaps you're dreaming of creating a family of your own one day. Perhaps you feel the need to belong. This person obviously had a strong impact on you, and perhaps you haven't yet met someone who matched his influence or surpassed it. If your meeting was fated for a reason, there will probably be a continuation where you would be able to grow and attract the right kind of persons for your further development.

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Emsie
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posted December 14, 2020 12:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Emsie     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm still very puzzled about the quality of our connection and who he really is to me. But, time will definitely tell, I guess Usually, when I think (or want to think) that he's rather a "false catalyst", I get tired of all the impulses and signs being thrown at me regarding him. It's been 8 years now that I cannot break the connection, no matter how hard I try. But I learned to accept it and be okay with it sometimes thinking that what if this is some type of "evil thing with tentacles" You know what I mean... I was contemplating really hard in the last few weeks, and maybe this is some type of coping mechanism from my side that I want to portray him like this on purpose. o.o

Otherwise, all of your suggestions are kind of true in my case. I've always been a "recluse" being alone, which worked for a while, I eventually learned to like it. But now I feel I'd really like to share my stable foundation and lay down roots, build something solid with a faithful and reliable person I can grow old with. Especially, that in a few days I am having my Saturn return at the first few degrees of my 4th house. No need to articulate how much I've been in nesting mode for a while now...

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posted December 17, 2020 08:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Saturn return is a very significant time. It can tell you whether you were headed in the right direction so far or not. So you can learn a lot from what happens in this time.

I don't know whether the person aforementioned is your twin self or a karmic bond, but either way he is significant. I would tend to think that a person who doesn't leave my mind for eight years has a VERY special connection with me.

If he is your twin self, you may meet him again, or else meet his soul in a different body some time in the future. Everything might still be open.

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mirage29
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posted December 17, 2020 11:21 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Emsie...
I'm dropping by to wish you a Merry Christmas

We've been members here a long time.

(subject matter: I've never delved into "twin flames", etc. Letting you and Ayelet work those romantic issues out.}

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posted December 17, 2020 11:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Saturn Return? ... Some people do find Love and get married with this very long transit.

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Emsie
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posted December 31, 2020 08:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Emsie     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Last night, before going to bed I was enquiring about the 'person who will become my life partner in the future', and what he wanted to urgently let me know about right at that moment. I always use this term to remain neutral not to get confused and a clouded vision. c:

I have a deck consisting of love messages, and while I was shuffling it, the card saying 'I Love You' flew out in a very fast way. I found it a very strong statement, not to mention I had the impression we already knew each other with this 'future life partner' of mine.

Later the night, I basically dreamed about my person I've already mentioned above, we were making love to each other in my bed, under my deep purple blanket. This time he also started to speak to me finally, he looked deeply in my eyes and told me the exact same: 'I love you'.

I remember I raised my index finger and gently put it on his mouth and said 'sssshh don't speak'.

I'm also pretty sure now this is something significant and we still have unfinished business with this person. Even considering the fact that this happened at the end of the year, after a full moon, and even the dream was about culmination in a certain way (ahem)...

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Emsie
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posted December 31, 2020 08:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Emsie     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by mirage29:
Saturn Return? ... Some people do find Love and get married with this very long transit.

I had a few people read for me not so long ago, 10 of Pentacles and such cards came out for 2021. I also read for myself, a potential move was literally in the cards (no surprise, SR is happening in my 4th after all )

I know myself and my life, I only move homes when something significant happens, otherwise I stay put. I don't move for fun, or for nothing. Especially, that now I am also responsible for a cat, I'd rather not disturb his emotional well being.

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posted January 17, 2021 04:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted February 08, 2021 05:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted May 04, 2021 08:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Emsie
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posted May 08, 2021 02:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Emsie     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
On my side nothing interesting yet on the love front

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