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MoonMystic
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posted March 15, 2021 02:55 PM
  
This may be confusing. Disjointed. Been sleeping a lot lately. Any thoughts?
Okay I'm starting with most recent -
I had a sequel or prequel dream last night.
bg to to this as a flashback in my dream. Involving a film that was centric to that timeline. Dream last night > My first very serious boyfriend (R) and I were sneeking around. We were subterfuged into the film we saw "Two Of a Kind". We were running towards ONJ and John Travolta as we did they went through a doorway (like a brick secret door) and we followed them as we were running from my parent. We got into their script somehow too. that recall I lost. It was a clear 3d dream though with them as people, not images on screen.
I awoke to recall it clearly and it was though the events in my true history began a bleed into a layered effect. We were within a film, in our own story.
- This may connect with my dream from a few days ago. My best friend (D) lived at the end of the bldg where in the past R&I were running to. (in the non dream but past). The brick door was into Ds house. That (a few days ago) dream was of me calling Ds voicemail and learning he was overseas on business. That dream was short. D and I were once very close, way back so I thought he was dragging me energetically to the dream/astral plane.
After asking for the readings in the Reader area, It's likely he's homesick. I'm a reminder of home. So why would my next dream jump to my BF and I meeting for our secret rendezvous by D's house? Could it be my consciousness is feeling bad that I may have hurt him (D)? Or is D realizing and I by telepathic attachment to him, that he in fact was bothered, back then by my behavior with R? R and I had met and made certain vows over a year before my mtg D. Plus D was just my friend and in my memory I had no interest in him at all. Thank you if anyone has any ideas of this strange ball of yarn. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted March 16, 2021 04:23 PM
Hi MoonMystic, I did not understand what was in your first dream with either D or D's house. All I could make was the brick entrance. But maybe that was intentional on your part, and you wanted to convey is you dreamt of D.
The first dream puts you and R in the center, as you take the roles of the main actors. You see your relationship as central in your life. Maybe there is also a connection with the movie's plot, but I'm not sure about that, as the dream is about YOUR story. But perhaps you could find a connection, baring in mind you must have seen other romantic movies, and yet became part of the plot of this one, "two of a kind".
Did you dream in both last dreams about D's house? Or were the first dream about him, the second about his house? I understood less this part, as mentioned earlier. It might be you're connecting astrally, having a friendly encounter.
You and R having a secret meeting by D's house - perhaps the secret is a secret no longer? Would you think D was attached to you in a romantic way, why you were not to him? I would assume that by remembering the emotions you had during that dream you could tap into its meaning.IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted March 17, 2021 12:34 PM
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MoonMystic
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posted March 17, 2021 12:35 PM
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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Ayelet ~Thank you for taking a stab at it for me. I'll need to re-read (be back after I'm more fresh in mental space, sorry my writing is disjointed) both our msgs here. My sleep world is effecting my daytime/wake hours. Which may be in part my blurred dream between film/fantasy and awake/ reality. I was discussing my natal Moon from my natal with Graham too. It could be I'm too receptive to the moon and need serious grounding atm.
Here's a music video that creatively from that same era shows the merging or art/reality one. My dream was like that with the brick door. Using the film characters of TOAK to mix in with.
http://youtu.be/djV11Xbc914 (A-ha "Take on Me") - After watching this after many years, paying attention to the visuals, maybe we were mtg in the astral world. Two of a Kind ~ is a film in a religiosity pov. the 4 Angels are sent to test mankind and in a Judgment ~ http://youtu.be/-aAPtd9gzdA
.. type lense it was brought on screen for two lost Earthly Souls to find their highest selves with eachother- ultimately to be the judged duo (both m+f) for "all mankind ".
In my dream, my (then) bf was running with me to stop on the other side of Ds brick wall. Now we are in a new time - away from one another. No contact. I'm at a brickwall now (trapped between two sides of it - stuck) .. the music vid has a double Ms on the steamer boat..
http://youtu.be/djV11Xbc914 This stuck brick symbolim may reflect the current "waiting" humanity is in currently, which to my thouggts feels like a purgatory. A huge waiting room. Why my old friend D frels so intricate is very curious. I wonder if I failed him or we weren't meant to travel seperate ways in life as we had. Idk.
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MoonMystic
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posted March 17, 2021 01:28 PM
Going to try, my brain is so between . However it might be I'm half asleep so it is more in touch?Ayelet wrote quote:
The first dream puts you and R in the center, as you take the roles of the main actors. You see your relationship as central in your life. Maybe there is also a connection with the movie's plot, but I'm not sure about that, as the dream is about YOUR story. But perhaps you could find a connection, baring in mind you must have seen other romantic movies, and yet became part of the plot of this one, "two of a kind".
Did you dream in both last dreams about D's house? Or were the first dream about him, the second about ..
My subconscious is placing R and myself as the characters that faced judgment in the wrongs committed maybe? could D had been the judge/gavel?
The first dream was 2 days prior, my hubby was driving a new hotrod car, I was sitting by his side. We decided we needed advice regarding that car. I phoned D. Got his vm when he said he was in Jerusalem on business. It was so odd too because it felt in that dream that he was "calling upon me" so I didn't get actual connection with him, nor was I the csller, like the brickwall. a vm and no face to face. So I sit windering if he's reaching out to me. His 3rd house overlays my 12th. We have energies that might support telepathic connections ~ yet to my recall I don't believe we used that before with eachother. However in his profession, I am certain he's aware how to.  Thank you Ayelet for taking the time to help. This is surely a strange dream. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted March 18, 2021 09:06 PM
You're welcome, MoonMystic. Some people are harder to read. Maybe D is like that. Maybe he doesn't necessarily show outwardly how he feels. And then he could reach out to you internally. Or it was a subconscious thing on his side. That is also a possibility.
I loved the clip and the song. It shows a fantasy coming to life. Or what you dim as a fantasy is actually real. It may happen in love. In D's case, he may or may not have such emotions. But, since you don't reciprocate, it would be futile anyway, wouldn't it?IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted March 20, 2021 08:49 AM
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
You're welcome, MoonMystic. Some people are harder to read. Maybe D is like that. Maybe he doesn't necessarily show outwardly how he feels. And then he could reach out to you internally. Or it was a subconscious thing on his side. That is also a possibility.
I loved the clip and the song. It shows a fantasy coming to life. Or what you dim as a fantasy is actually real. It may happen in love. In D's case, he may or may not have such emotions. But, since you don't reciprocate, it would be futile anyway, wouldn't it?
I agree, you're right about him "doesn't necessarily show outwardly". It might be due to his earlier years. His dad was not a good guy iir.
That film was cheesy but pretty deep in a spiritual sense tbh. Comedy, romance and music masked it's true message.
I feel it may have been my need to have expressed my pains of childhood with him, it might had opened his up for me to help him and as well him w/me. In a sense to both heal and break walls we both went through life with.
I was eager to be a teenager and didn't feel strong enough emotionally to share that side, despite how close I did feel with him. I certainly hope he found his healing. I doubt we'll meet again. - I still don't get what my first serious bf connection in my friendship/ wall with DC had to do with eachother. On a superficial level I had thought he knew, we snuck around and it hurt him. That isn't as likely. In my sub-consciousness, it seems it could be I sought out others who were "damaged" as I was yet never truly worked on our issues. Even addressed them. We just spiraled and crashed. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted March 20, 2021 05:46 PM
It sounds like even as a friend he was significant to you, perhaps no less, in a way, than your first bf. Such relationships always linger somewhere, even after they're "done", if they ever are. It is only natural for some kind of subconscious connection to persist and, therefore, manifest itself in dreams.You may also do the link between the underlying message of the movie and your relationship with R. IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted March 27, 2021 02:41 PM
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
It sounds like even as a friend he was significant to you, perhaps no less, in a way, than your first bf. Such relationships always linger somewhere, even after they're "done", if they ever are. It is only natural for some kind of subconscious connection to persist and, therefore, manifest itself in dreams.You may also do the link between the underlying message of the movie and your relationship with R.
Thank you Ayelet. 
I've since going through this dream freshly, had an epiphany hit me. He (DC) did crush on me but R (my former fiancee) was his final "silent" straw. I had a quick semi romance with the pisces guy at the other direction of our building. Then an Aries guy smoothly came into the picture. R and I went back to knowing one another since I was 10. My heart was set on him, R (in fact he had not long before proposed and it stood until he joined military and made true on proposal), +returned for me, but DC placed this brick wall up that the dream brought me. He had hoped but I created a wall, I knew nothing of - then.
In fact when he finally married, it was to a girl he met through me - many had said she resembled me. In a tomboy way, yes it was likely. She later was cause of their ending (divorce) yet she was open with me in a convo and told me it was him his distance. I sort of wonder since we didn't maintain contact and until afterwards, I had no clue they were married. It has dawned on me they both hurt one another and in the end somehow I was a source that might hurt her - when used by him. He never grew and unless this dream was for me it might had been his telepathic telling me ~ he's sorry he used me. Or that he's sorry he used her to "stand in" for his original crush - if there actually was one. My dream could have been just a dream and maybe I'm even way OT with it's true meaning. I'll leave my initial dream msg and reread with new eyes sometime. IP: Logged |
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posted March 27, 2021 08:01 PM
It seems like you're uncovering the meaning of your dream. The brick wall could be something D has put between him and you to protect him from hurt or feeling too much. You made a difference in each other's lives, and this may have gone a long way with D. I don't know about being sorry for using you against your friend whom he married, but for the brick wall to appear in the dream it can demonstrate how strong were the emotions he had burried. It is not necessarily that you and him did not have to part ways in life. We can play significant, even though temporary, roles for each other. You may have done something good for him, and maybe he couldn't deal in a healthy way with you moving on, whence the need to marry your friend who resembles you, a relationship that ended up in so much hurt. And yes, you can feel him, and maybe he did pass judgment on you and R. But, in the end, your emotions are the ones to consider, and you don't have to stay stuck in a brick wall made by another friend, who maybe cannot deal yet fully with his own emotions. IP: Logged |
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posted April 01, 2021 01:56 PM
Update on DC from 3/31
Ayelet ~
(I need to respond to your last msg. Just wanted to drop this in b4 forgetting it).
I was going to sleep and not really there, more awake, in a fuzzy way. No, no concoctions in my body. I started seeing a pair of women's (mind's eye, I do see with it ~ generally not personal stuff though) white+silver tennis shoes. On the feet, with ankle zipper tight calf jeans. I pulled out - It was ME! I remembered my "look" with those jeans and shoes I wore varied tops but often flashdance tops. at my teen time. This was during my DC friend time. Then I saw him come home, in his apt, me not there, him with his mom only (they were pals, he spoke with her as a best friend might). He said "did you see her?" he was inferring he was excited that "she" he spoke of, was someone he liked very much. I shook free because atp I realised it was me. It was like spying on him in the past. On me in the past but I saw through his eyes, I think. Or my guides gave me that clue of how I appeared then to reflect on that moment in time.
Ayelet, I hadn't thought of him since I had decided I was merely jealous material for his ex. So this was so weird coming to me "after" I threw out thinking of him. No energy applied towards him. IP: Logged |
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posted April 03, 2021 06:37 PM
Wow, MoonMystic, that is quite an unusual experience - the ability to see yourself through someone else's eyes. It sounds like some sort of telepathic communication. How do you feel knowing something like that? Do you think it might have any impact on the world of actions? Or maybe you need to digest this on your own, meditating on your own feelings tbrough this newly-acquired understanding.IP: Logged |
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posted April 03, 2021 06:51 PM
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Wow, MoonMystic, that is quite an unusual experience - the ability to see yourself through someone else's eyes. It sounds like some sort of telepathic communication. How do you feel knowing something like that? Do you think it might have any impact on the world of actions? Or maybe you need to digest this on your own, meditating on your own feelings tbrough this newly-acquired understanding.
Ayelet -
No. It wasn't something I think was *normal atm. It was induced near my sleep and yes, I think he)I have a telepathic connection. Therefore my ability there was limited and when this occured I noticed my tr Saturn in 3rd house was cnj my Pallas. So a fluke! Theoretically can't happen again. I doubt this ability can go far. It was random. It tweeked me out tbh. IP: Logged |
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posted April 03, 2021 07:13 PM
I just saw you responded. When I wrote about the impact of this thing, I was not referring to your esp ability, but rather to the acquired information through this ability, random or not, meaning: you becoming aware of DC's retrospective (or maybe also present?) emotions. What I meant to ask was whether you would act upon such knowledge, or perhaps it is too soon for any interaction between you two in "reality", and so it might help you in a more subtle way by allowing you to have this understanding.IP: Logged |
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posted April 03, 2021 08:17 PM
The portion of my seeing through his eyes is not certain, if the guides were just showing me the look I had atp to seal my understanding of the timing this occured.It was either that (like a camera view, as though they wanted me to view me at that point) OR , I did see how he "saw" me atp in time on a particular date. Idk that date. I could guess but it wasn't solid. I think getting tweeked once it phased me it was me,
it was both cool and strange. I think due to it being from so long ago, so much occured for us since. I couldn't tell him. Especially when it could easily had been forgotten or dismissed in his memory. Idk but it makes sense after he married that girl who resembled me. The oddest part is I think he was beeming so happy with his mom in that random catch I had. I wore amethyst that night and tr Saturn was in my Aquarius house (3rd).
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Nothing new just a thought on what you said Ayelet. * Idk iir different or you modified your msg but this is kinda explaining my pov on doing it, outside the random & personal levels ...
I wouldn't know first hand of the military use of these abilities but I am aware to some degree they use them. *Remote viewing etc. It's real stuff but I prefer to be nobody just in touch with my own given senses. It hit me when you wrote that. Yeah some do *help in cases by the M but I am not certain I vibrate to that which they would want or what I might want to offer (possible) ability to. If this makes sense. I would gladly be a healer though. Not light worker - not new age-ee but just direct my reiki-ish essence outwardly. *weird my icons aren't the ones I left .. removed them. I did not leave Venus only flower and heart. IP: Logged | |
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