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posted March 31, 2021 10:09 AM            

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I have been working with this coworker for sometime and my gut feeling doesn't trust him.
Last night we worked alone for the first time and then I had this odd dream about him
I dreamed that he got into a room hidden that belongs to me a room in the dream that I forgot about it had a big fridge and boxes of fruits and vegetables he started to clean up with me throwing the bad fruits and vegetables and the only things left were lemons and onions. He mentioned cleaning the room but I said that I wont do thr now because of the past. He said let’s clean next Tuesday. What does it mean?

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posted April 01, 2021 04:10 PM            

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I'm curious--how did the two of you get along when you worked together?

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posted April 02, 2021 11:44 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
I'm curious--how did the two of you get along when you worked together?

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The manager expects him to answer my questions but he was always bothered to get asked anything. So I asked when I had to. I tried to stay away from him as much as I could. His sun conjunct my SN. I never liked anyone who had their sun or mars on my SN. Always ended up badly. Tonight I am working with him alone again and I started to feel anxiety. Its the stress of fear of being not good enough during my training last few months I was literally a homeless. plus I do feel past life’s connections very strong now I can tell when I meet someone if we have past lives or not even before knowing their charts

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posted April 02, 2021 02:42 PM            

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Hello Loverher.

I'm sorry this dream must be upsetting to you.

I see your perception of this person as underhanded (layers of an onion). That may be up to no good when unseen, leaving a feeling of sour emotions. Sweetness is thrown away, those fruits. As well Tuesday is Mars' s day, it could bring a battle which in the end (onions) could leave someone crying. This is my interpretation by symbols. It could be wrong but it feels like yours feeling in uour subconscious of this person's intentions, behavior. You might be good with your intuition and it's a warning. Do you think it is? I wonder what about this person makes you feel untrusting of them firstly.
Please let me know if this might make any sense - Otherwise I hope your dreams will be more peaceful .

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posted April 02, 2021 10:50 PM            

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Its interesting how you looked at the dream, I would not be surprised if it is a reality. We had an awful day today. But I kept going.
Funny my dreams always predict stuff.
I cut ties with some family members. One of them is my sister she was so manipulative and toxic and abusive. She waited until today then she sent someone to call me to threat me because she knows tomorrow is my birthday. few days ago I had a dream about her that Her eyes turned to evil red eyes. and this evil influence colored her both eyes only 5% stayed normal, like an evil force was taking over her. I panicked after the dream. Now I see why I had it.

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posted April 03, 2021 03:11 PM            

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I think those bad fruits went bad so you "let them go" via your dream. A toxic person(s) might have needed released and your dream was pointing towards this as you know your birthday is about fresh. Those lemons can be squeezed, offering a refresh of bad loss. You might have placed this coworker in the position of clearing these others out as it feels harsh to do this yourself. Similar to our garbage collectors.
They come to take what is rotten away - we aren't the ones who do, yet no matterour opinions of the collector , we are greatful they do. The air clears and everything is clear again.

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posted April 03, 2021 07:00 PM            

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I thought MoonMystic made some really great suggestions about the dream. And I can see how your dream actually predicted the work day to come. I would add that maybe those lemons and onions are not all bad. True, they are sour, and the onions can make one weep. But they may also be used as medicine. With his sun on your SN, you might feel controlled in a way, and thus somewhat stuck. Is there any foreseen end to your team work, or might this become a permanent state? As it seems you are the more aware one, perhaps trying to keep minimal contact could be, at this time, the best strategy.
Karmic contacts appear in our life for a reason. Having his sun on your SN could mean, besides a continuation of a past relationship, the need to let go. Pay your debt, if needed, be patient, and let go of resentment and attachment. I do hope you won't have to be tested this way for long. If you do need to have him in your life for the long term, a more active and expressive strategy would then have to be considered.

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posted April 08, 2021 01:55 PM            

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I will be with him two days a week 10 hours shift. He really started to show how much he hates me. He is okay with others but hates me and another guy. the other guy is leaving to relocate so I will get stuck with him. His negative energy is so strong that I started to make mistakes. I dont know how to deal with this past lives **** . I will work with him tomorrow and I am trying to train my mind not to be sensitive to past lives. I cannot tell the manager anything he has been in the job the longest and she loves him so much. Like its really bad I would help him and he never says thank you. I would offer help and he says NO!. Like he is mad that I am there with him. I was joking with a girl that if she does not want me I will leave. He whispered that he does want that. I pretended that I did not hear him.

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posted April 08, 2021 04:48 PM            

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That sounds a not very pleasant situation, Loveher, I'm sorry to hear that. Do you think you can stand this kind of work relationship long term?

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posted May 10, 2021 12:44 PM            

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Update?

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posted May 12, 2021 01:05 AM            

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The work environment is toxic. The manager is racist. I was diagnosed with PTSD. And I feel like they keep triggering it every time I go there, my family is toxic so I have no one to help me. I am too scared to lose my job. I have been trying every single day to find other jobs and side hustles that I can turn into a self employment job and nothing is working. I am planning to see a psychiatrist at this point.

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posted May 12, 2021 07:08 AM            

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Loveher, I understand this situation is very stressful, but please don't turn to a psychiatrist. You would most likely be prescribed "medications" which are actually drugs, which may assist you in the short term but would all in all be very detrimental to your health. I'm sorry you have no support from your family. I would advise you to see a psychologist and get some emotional help. Also keep searching for a new job, and hopefully your efforts would eventually bear fruit.

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posted May 12, 2021 12:50 PM            

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Love her, I agree with Ayelet.
She is wise and anything you put into your body could as well cause more difficulty. You need inner TLC. Which could be working out inner past and present traumas that were band-aid-ed.
Trust me, I went through both methods in my younger days. *I requested the one for my adhd meds to attend classes. In those days it was more common to do that.

The dialogue method is much better. It brings things up that chemicals will often suppress from healing. As well the effects later may not be good.
Sending you healing vibes and so much Sun
to soothe your inner self.

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posted May 15, 2021 07:19 PM            

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That is the only thing that held me back from this idea. I am thinking to ask if its possible to be in a short term meds.

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