posted October 30, 2021 12:21 PM            

We look out for each other at work. But other people think he's weird. He has his quirks, but I like to own my own business. I think he's "creepy" cause he's an old school goth, and lives in his dead parents house. He had his heart broken by a girl who had mental illness. He doesn't really have close family. He must be in his 50's.

Some people are taking his quirks the wrong way. I am worried about him being misunderstood.
But at the same time I do remind myself that I have a soft spot for oddballs, and people who are a bit off.

I have bonded with people, who eventually made me feel too uncomfortable and creeped out where I felt time to cut ties.

I also don't want to undermine people and what their gut is telling them.

But I have had some good talks with him.

I could talk to him about my boss being a meany.

He showed me where the secret bathroom was when I felt like I was about to sh!+ my brains out.

If he has an issue with something in my class room. He talks to me and not the boss since he knows how mean she can be to me.

I've become super attached. I think some people are weirded out by how much we like each other.

My boss tells him to get back to work when he talks to me.
Or comes in to cut off our conversations.

I hate when other teachers look down on custodians.

I really think he is harmless.

If I am ever alone with him with privacy I might tell him that people are taking some of his habits the wrong way. I hope he doesn't get too upset over it. But if not, I'll stay out of it. Maybe it will all blow over.

posted November 14, 2021 06:56 AM            

I was at my parents. Taking a bath. A bunch of people were coming in. Family, preschool students. And then the custodian he had to ask me/tell me something. He walked back in forth until he could get a word in. I tried to cover one of my boobs with a black rag. He talked to me while I was sitting up Indian style.

I guess I was about to get married. BUT one of my preschool students was going to be the flower girl. He told her he was going to buy her flower girl dress and then gave her a smooch on the forehead or something.

posted January 10, 2022 08:09 PM            

One day I was just fantasizing about him. And just from keeping it from getting to be TMI, I will try to keep it vague...!

Well during this session in my fantasy, he used something that he uses a lot for his job.

The next day (in real life, btw)...!!...

I see that the thing that he used in my fantasy is broken. I see him working on it. I ask him about it...and he even says he thinks it's the specific part of the thing that was used in my fantasy that was causing it to not work anymore.

My eyes must of bugged out of my head in front of him!

I've never experienced a coincidence like this! This happened sometimes before xmas. Sometime in November or December.

posted January 31, 2022 01:19 PM            

There was one time where we were synched up in real life. My class bathroom has two entrances on diagonal opposite sides. My bathroom is also a narrow rectangle. We both came in front of the door on opposite sides at the exact same time. It was freaky! I was like "omg!" because it was so trippy! And he said "that was funny" This is before I started having the dreams.

posted January 31, 2022 01:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Hi Stawr, sorry I did not respond earlier. Could it be you've been having a kundalini awakening? It's when there's a free flow of energy going from the base of the spine to our crown chakra, opening it. It brings a degree of enlightenment with it.

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posted March 05, 2022 09:36 AM            

I was just on my lap top doing things. Thinking my own thoughts.

Then out of nowhere I had this vision of us pop in. Where he threw me down on a bed, and my wrists and feet where tied together. And the lighting was red.