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ilunatique
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posted December 08, 2021 02:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Didn't have such a vivid detailed dream in some time:

I had a conflict with my partner and our house had many guests/friends inside so I went to the small park in my neighborhood to relax. It was a sunny, nice day and I remember just walking around the park slowly enjoying the weather.

Suddenly, a grandfather comes to me with a small shopping cart in his hand. (funny enough, the small park from where I live is right next to a supermarket?..). Waving the shopping cart at me, he says,

He: "You killed my daughter"
Me: "But I did not?"
He: "You did not see it but you pushed the shopping cart a bit without realizing it in the park. It went straight to my daughter which is almost a baby. She was on the ground and it hit her in the head. She has brain tumors and metastasis already for god sake, she already had issues and now you gave her the last stroke. It hit her head and she is gone."

I was shocked, I remember everything blurring out, not understanding, wanting to cry (Im a big cryer usually).. and I just said that "I don't believe it". His wife came to assist him in the meantime.

And his immediate response was: "Well, the child is dead now, and I am going to the police, and you need to come with us."

I started crying and told him that I will come with them to the police. But I just needed to get home to get personal documents. I went on my way crying, arrived at home, opened the door and saw my partner and his friends at the table. I told my partner in tears "Please, come with me, something happened and it's not about our conflict." He immediately stood up and came with me outside. We didn't talk much, but he is usually the supportive power in my life no matter what happens.

I meet with the couple again and we go to the police. Now things get weird because we actually went to a church ? Initially, it relaxed me but when I entered I saw law enforcement people in the church. OK. I remember being so overwhelmed that I took breaks to cry, I was covering my face at that point just standing. The trial or whatever it was had to start in the church in a few hours and everybody took a seat.

When I took a seat, a lady from the church came to me to give me a flower bracelet. The flowers were clearly "Lacramioare" - in my language Lacrima means a tear (from eyes) and Lacramioare end up as "Little Tears". In English its simply "Lily of the valley".

She had to roll the bracelet and flowers around my wrist carefully because I had another brown tight bracelet.

She also said that "It's always on the left wrist for you, I see".

For some reason, she insisted to get the flower bracelet through the one I already had. The dream ended with me looking at the bracelet, feeling slightly safer and better.. and my alarm clock waking me..

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ilunatique
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posted December 08, 2021 02:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
And that is why I sometimes write my dreams down!

Out of all of this, it echoed to me today "It's always on your left wrist" - like, what?

And I had an instant realization of the first dream I posted in "dreams that turned into reality" http://www.lindagoodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/004278.html

1. A hole in my wrist dream, 23 march 2019

It was night and I'm in a garden next to a house.

Suddenly, i felt something hit my left hand. I raise it and look to see what happened to my hand. Next, I see a small hole in my wrist... and a plant starts growing from it. Looking at it fascinated, it was a mix between a flower and a mushroom, not from this planet for sure. It grew entirely, it bloomed, but the stem was growing more and more around my wrist and it hurt me. I tried to kill it and the plant retreated into the hole from my wrist, but the hole remained.


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What's up with my left wrist and flowers growing on it?... So weird and interesting!

And the BROWN bracelet (the one that left brown hole in 2019)....... is still there

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posted January 14, 2022 05:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I recently started having carpal tunnel pain in that hand...

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