posted March 24, 2022 02:53 PM            

Recently I was reading T for my platform and it was intended for collective energy. (I saw it for me too, in the edit) The energy related with he/I. I just knew it. The energy was conveying that an old relationship was blocking me from moving fwd. It has locked down a door I wanted to open. The reading said that I should except his apologies and I would remove a block. This was shook off by me a couple days. But I saw two additional readers say this VERY thing after my mind had wandered off this. Then I said to him in what I had attempted to send as telepathic msg.
Telling him "I forgive you, move forward. We are finished with this tie" ..
Then within a day a completely random dream with vivid recall hit me hard.
He came at me to apologize and tell me he understands the past and my misdoings which he didn't before see was not my being bad as he had thought I was. He told me he saw things as they really were. Then he came at me, broke into my energy and tried to hold me and tell me he wanted us together as we were meant to be - married.
He was very aggressive in his desire to resume our old plans. I woke up looking around because it was real in feeling. I did not see my reaction to him but my leaving my dream only made me think I made a strong attempt to depart the meeting.

Could a succubus been standing in for those demon reasons? Could he really had reached out and this been real? I ask because the one reader has began saying the past one not letting go. So I thought this could truly be possible. Reason is funny but I think his energy is lumped with the Cancer curse I may be feeling. A guy I know online is attached to me, a cancer rising and my husband too. A Sun crab. These men become very fixated on me.
In fact the only reason the past fiance left me alone and left the picture was because he believed the worse in me. So I thought even if he's not acting upon it, his conscience might be plagued with me in some way. His energy may be causing this.
I do also know he might had placed a curse on me in the 80s when he was overseas in Italy. He was the type to see fortune tellers, or a witch who might cast a spell.

Also on that week the Cancer rising wanted my Soul, as we have learned much of our connection he demanded we be in one place. The SOUL CONTRACT thing came up by the past love I think I. The dream. As though something wore off - he wanted to reclaim his control.

posted March 27, 2022 04:46 PM            

I'm going to respond in segments as my notepad here isn't great.

- I don't think it was an entity (succubus) at this point. Though this man was to be my husband back over 30 years ago. He is feeling me energetically and most definitely I have heard a tarot reader tap into him, he is speaking to me in the 5D. Though it soured, his love remains. As in love of a lifetime. I do feel from that dream he was extremely attached, desperate to get me back in his arms. It was difficult because I cleared him again, a week before as I think you addressed. I need to edit in this response here ..

QUOTE:
"Try to feel whether it was his real energy, and if you're not sure, perhaps do a tarot reading to get clarification. It is significant that you dreamt on him after trying to release him. Remember no one can hold on to you if you honestly let go, in which case both of you would be released. But it does sound like he is a significant soul in your life, albeit your seperation, and maybe there will always be some connection between you two. But that psychic connection should not limit you in any way. Since you brought up your marriage, I would presume the door you're trying to open is not about finding new love."

- I'm going to get my cards on this topic and add them after this message. Initially he happened into my reading that was meant for collective viewers not myself. I saw and felt him strongly reaching from that energy flow. Which in essence he has tapped into me energetically and has been working on this in a tip toe way. Telepathic messages have been random for years. I believe his mother's passing may have been his trigger. Maybe she told him to quit being prideful. Then he might have struggled with our unfinished business and his unhealed heart. Which he may feel he needs me to assist in releasing the past. His abilities are growing, as the reader said. *He's getting his psychic abilities stronger.* I'm wondering if he feels I am married now as well falling for another, in a very complicated additional Twin scenario. These three men are all very Cancer in nature. I've learned this energy is always the strongest in wanting to be intimate with me. Both my vertex and DNA are there. (To be merged as one)

I do feel I let him go, I'm sensing his fear I'm letting him go. As in never can we again be together - this lifetime anyway. Everything happening for me now is bittersweet. Much is sad but I'm embracing the parts of myself that are growing, healing. Learning love, unconditional love again. Life has beat me down so long, I shut that down. Even as a marriage wmn, never fully opened to the role as a wife.
Possibly because of that first *would be marriage ".

I'm going through a lot of learning, discovery recently. Since the 2222 gateway. My abilities are growing too. So this dream really had me concerned. Your response helped very much because I think I needed to see my thoughts were reasonable and I wasn't looking at it in an off manner. There was no sex in that dream. (Our story was very sexual based, we were close on every level) Moreso a sorrow and a missing, longing for affection. Loneliness as in my embrace us all he has needed. He did as I think I said seem "desperate". He felt me slipping from him.
A bit of outside info -
The odd thing is the beginning of the year I received a mystery package from a company that I did not order. No insert etc. Lights, a filter thingy. It was omnius, cryptic. We sent it back to sender. Then a much more curious object showed up from that co. I tried to rectify but the co. Was like a wall they used AI. Wouldn't allow me to explain my situation and scolded me for attempting to get it recognized.

The man in my life, the twin could be the sender, he's been watching me since 10.21, the guy (Libra Sun, Taurus Moon), I once thought was a Soulmate or something, is a huge programming type, who could have been the one. He too may have not let go (he did have my name, address since he flew me to him to see him several years ago) but I very much wonder if my first love may had been the one.

Damn myself for being so complicated in matters of the heart.

Oh thank you for allowing me to share. Do you think these could be related issues? As an outsider, does that seem possible?

I do think there's a strange mirror in my dream and mystery packages. I mean my closing down on his emotional offer and that company closing down on my attempt to correct an error. Or what looks like an error. It might be deliberately sent via someone.

posted March 29, 2022 02:56 PM            

My apologies I didn't respond before now. I did see your reading and agree it made perfect sense. All you said did. I feel bad I didn't get to respond, I got tied off of LL yesterday and got busy doing beauty regimens that were time consuming.

posted March 30, 2022 01:28 PM            

Nothing of recent has come through.
I wonder if my blocking him previously, it has quelled the connection. I have had a slight concern he's been unwell and that's why I'm very emphasized in his need for me. He might feel alone and recall how he felt towards me in good times and maybe my healing ability is what he's more at the core in need of. I don't think it's healthy to telepathically call on him? Yet karma, my cleaning the issues, clearing us to move fwd, perhaps his healing with my help this is my mission.

Do you suppose since he's made attempts it would be normal for me to do the outreach?
Lionsgate is coming. I think of this coming one, if something is coming then.

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To see what this further shows, I looked at our compatibility. Not to go backwards but to see if this looked like it was karmic and more or less significant to heal matters with him.

I see in our compatibility chart
His Moon at birth: Change, Action, Seize the day, Expression, Growth
(Our missions in learning, growth)
Mine @Birth: birth, Beginning, Enthusiasm, New Opportunities, Clarity

We had just 1x - 1x Key aspect Key - crucial aspect in your life.
So I wonder if that means it's done but the report includes
13x easy
14x conflict.

Conflict outweighs easy. Maybe we are best healing as you said it's true in a telepathy communication format.
I see us as maybe fighting or one feeling too much of something. Which could make matters uglier even.

posted April 15, 2022 05:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
You're very welcome
I assume that by "doing the outreach" you mean telepathically talking to him, not making a phone call. No one can prevent you from thinking about him, or communicating with him through the heart. I do not understand in what signs your moons are, but if your compatibility chart contains more challenging aspects than harmonious ones, than maybe it's best for you to pray for his well being, and flow along and see what life brings.

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Thank you Ayelet.
Yes, a telepathic connection. Though my twin became very active in my energy and I think he clouded the reception this past couple weeks, or just after this was posted. It Actually is disconcerting though because my ex fiance could emerge if I can't keep the contact in the ethers. So my twin is complicating things more maybe. I do wish the best for him, without me though.